{"id":20436,"date":"2018-07-03T10:20:04","date_gmt":"2018-07-03T10:20:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=20436"},"modified":"2021-08-12T07:29:02","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T07:29:02","slug":"nunca-tuviste-que-cuestionar-mi-lealtad-pero-yo-hice-bien-en-cuestionar-la-tuya","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/nunca-tuviste-que-cuestionar-mi-lealtad-pero-yo-hice-bien-en-cuestionar-la-tuya\/","title":{"rendered":"Nunca tuviste que cuestionar mi lealtad, pero yo hice bien en cuestionar la tuya"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Desde el primer d\u00eda, desde la primera vez que me dijiste que me quer\u00edas, siempre te he repetido que lo \u00fanico que podr\u00edas hacer para que dejara de quererte es enga\u00f1arme. Y aqu\u00ed estamos, te las arreglaste para <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/love\/te-deje-pero-en-realidad-queria-que-lucharas-por-mi\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">haz que te deje<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Estaba todo sobre ti.<\/strong> Don&#8217;t you remember? How much I smiled whenever you should come walking my way. I would always try to memorize your every move when you were walking toward me. I would remember your smile, the way your eyes wouldn&#8217;t move away from me and the way your arms were spreading while you were welcoming me into your hug.<\/p>\n<p>Today, whenever I remember the time and effort I gave you, I start crying. It&#8217;s just the bitterness that&#8217;s eating me alive every time I want to think of you. Like it&#8217;s telling me that it was all my fault and that I shouldn&#8217;t have let you into my life. But who would have known?<\/p>\n<p><strong>En aquel momento, lo eras todo para m\u00ed.<\/strong> There are still days when I wake up hoping that I will turn to the other side of my bed and that I will see your face, how you\u2019re still sleeping so peacefully. I wish for all those things to just disappear, I wish for that moment of truth to vanish from my memory and I wish that the idiot I loved wasn&#8217;t an idiot.<\/p>\n<p><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/relationship\/17-razones-lealtad-calidad-importante\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">No hay nada m\u00e1s importante para m\u00ed que la lealtad<\/a>.<\/strong> Con la lealtad, pones a tu pareja como prioridad y decides que vosotros dos sois m\u00e1s importantes que una aventura o un rollo de una noche. A\u00fan recuerdo cuando me mirabas a los ojos, muy serio, dici\u00e9ndome que yo era la \u00fanica persona que quer\u00edas en tu vida y siempre te enfadabas conmigo cuando te preguntaba si me ibas a enga\u00f1ar.<\/p>\n<p><strong>I was right for asking, wasn&#8217;t I?<\/strong> That one-night stand was more important to you than all our kisses and the months, nights and mornings we spent with each other. That one mistake made you lose someone who was ready to love you until death do us part. I was the person who was ready to do anything to make you happy\u2014but that doesn&#8217;t include forgiving you.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Nunca te perdonar\u00e9.<\/strong> Tal vez alg\u00fan d\u00eda, cuando haya dejado de sollozar y sea demasiado viejo para recordar los detalles, lo haga. <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/relationship\/8-cosas-que-nunca-debes-perdonarle-en-una-relacion\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">perdonarte<\/a>. But believe me when I say that you don&#8217;t deserve it. You don&#8217;t deserve to be forgiven, for you are a monster.<\/p>\n<p>No exagero. Estabas esperando a que viniera a ver c\u00f3mo tu cabeza hab\u00eda encontrado el camino entre sus piernas y eso me bast\u00f3 para etiquetarte de monstruo mientras te recuerde.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Don&#8217;t even try to apologize anymore.<\/strong> I have heard enough. \u201cI&#8217;m sorry,\u201d and, \u201cI was drunk,\u201d and, \u201cI didn&#8217;t mean it,\u201d and, \u201cYou know I love you\u201d is everything that I got from you. But the only thing I actually wanted was for you to vanish out of my life at that exact moment.<\/p>\n<p><strong>But thank you, truly and full-heartedly\u2014thank you.<\/strong> I owe you one. You made me see the real you and you helped me see with eyes unclouded that the man I once loved is nothing more than a beast who can&#8217;t shake the sexual tension between him and his &#8216;friend&#8217;. Thank you for helping me remember how important loyalty truly is and that people like you shouldn&#8217;t even bother to stay in my life.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe one day it won&#8217;t be so hard anymore. I like to believe that there are faithful people out there. People who will <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/relationship\/prioridad-no-opcion\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">hazme una prioridad<\/a> por encima de todos los dem\u00e1s, personas para las que ser\u00e9 importante y especial. Guardar\u00e9 mi amor y mi atenci\u00f3n para cuando llegue el momento de d\u00e1rselos.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Hasta ese d\u00eda, recordar\u00e9 aquella vez que nos abandonaste de la forma m\u00e1s asquerosa que jam\u00e1s he visto. Gracias por hacerlo para que yo pudiera irme. Quiz\u00e1s alg\u00fan d\u00eda incluso te perdone y no seas m\u00e1s que un recuerdo.<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>From the very first day, from the very first time you told me you loved me, I have always repeated that the only thing that you could do to make me stop loving you is to cheat on me. And here we are, you managed to make me leave you. I was all about you&#8230;.<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":20438,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20436","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/kinga-cichewicz-722294-unsplash.jpg",800,539,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20436","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20436"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20436\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/20438"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20436"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20436"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20436"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}