{"id":20779,"date":"2018-07-12T12:33:11","date_gmt":"2018-07-12T12:33:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=20779"},"modified":"2021-08-12T07:24:19","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T07:24:19","slug":"he-decidido-que-es-hora-de-dejar-de-amarte","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/he-decidido-que-es-hora-de-dejar-de-amarte\/","title":{"rendered":"He Decidido Que Es Hora De Dejar De Amarte"},"content":{"rendered":"

S\u00e9 que el amor es una emoci\u00f3n. Y s\u00e9 muy bien que las emociones no pueden ser controladas por nuestra mente.<\/span><\/p>\n

Lo s\u00e9 mejor que nadie.<\/span><\/p>\n

Porque desde que tengo memoria, yo era alguien que segu\u00eda ciegamente a su coraz\u00f3n. Era alguien que siempre antepon\u00eda sus emociones a su raz\u00f3n.<\/b><\/p>\n

And I was doing this even when I knew my heart wasn\u2019t making the right choices. I was doing it even when I knew that I shouldn\u2019t be feeling some of the things I felt.<\/b><\/p>\n

En pocas palabras, mis sentimientos siempre fueron m\u00e1s fuertes que todo. Siempre fueron m\u00e1s fuertes que yo. Y no hab\u00eda nada que pudiera o quisiera hacer al respecto.<\/b><\/p>\n

Este fue especialmente el caso de mi amor hacia ti.<\/span><\/p>\n

Desde el momento en que me enamor\u00e9 de ti, perd\u00ed completamente el control sobre m\u00ed misma. Mi amor por ti me consumi\u00f3 y se apoder\u00f3 de m\u00ed.<\/span><\/p>\n

Y as\u00ed continu\u00f3 durante a\u00f1os.<\/span><\/p>\n

Mi amor por ti fue la fuerza m\u00e1s fuerte de mi vida, incluso cuando eras la \u00faltima persona a la que deber\u00eda haber amado. Mi amor por ti era incondicional e incuestionable, incluso cuando me causabas dolor y cuando me hac\u00edas da\u00f1o.<\/span><\/p>\n

Mi amor por ti sigui\u00f3 viviendo dentro de m\u00ed incluso cuando te alejaste de m\u00ed e incluso cuando dejaste de quererme.<\/b><\/p>\n

I can\u2019t say I didn\u2019t fight it. Because I certainly did.<\/span><\/p>\n

Rezaba a Dios todas las noches para que me mostrara el<\/span> manera de desamorarte<\/span><\/a>para ayudarme a superarte y seguir adelante con mi vida. <\/span>Rec\u00e9 para que ocurriera un milagro, para que apareciera en mis manos una varita m\u00e1gica que te borrara de mi memoria para siempre.<\/b><\/p>\n

Y entonces me di cuenta<\/b>\u2014<\/b>I didn\u2019t need a miracle. I didn\u2019t need a heavenly force to erase you from my heart and mind.<\/b><\/p>\n

Todo lo que necesitaba era una voluntad fuerte.<\/b><\/p>\n

Yes, my feelings for you have always been deep and strong. But they certainly weren\u2019t stronger than I was.<\/span><\/p>\n

As\u00ed que finalmente decid\u00ed que ya era hora de dejar de perder el tiempo pensando en ti.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya era hora de dejar de esperar a que volvieras y de dejar de llorar por ti.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya era hora de que te superara y siguiera adelante con mi vida, igual que hiciste t\u00fa hace mucho tiempo.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya era hora de que <\/b>dejar de quererte<\/b><\/a>.<\/b><\/p>\n

And that is exactly what I\u2019ve done.<\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019m not going to lie to you<\/span>\u2014<\/span>it was anything but easy and it didn\u2019t happen overnight. I didn\u2019t magically forget all about you. It was a painful process that lasted a long time.<\/span><\/p>\n

Pero mi proceso de curaci\u00f3n empez\u00f3 a partir de ese momento. Mi decisi\u00f3n de dejar de amarte fue el primer paso de mi recuperaci\u00f3n.<\/b><\/p>\n

And that was when I realized that all of this time I subconsciously didn\u2019t want to stop loving you. I was the one still holding on to you and to our past.<\/b><\/p>\n

I was the one still giving you second chances in my head, hoping that you\u2019d come back and hoping we\u2019d continue where we left off. I was actually giving you the chances you never asked for.<\/span><\/p>\n

Y todo eso ocurri\u00f3 por mi miedo.<\/span><\/p>\n

Estaba tan acostumbrada al dolor y estaba tan acostumbrada a que vivieras dentro de m\u00ed que simplemente ten\u00eda miedo de salir de esta locura. <\/span>Aunque pueda parecer una locura, ten\u00eda miedo porque mi dolor y mi amor por ti se hab\u00edan convertido en mi zona de confort.<\/b><\/p>\n

I was afraid because I didn\u2019t know what I would do with myself without you inside of me, without thinking of you, without waiting for you to come back and without loving you.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ten\u00eda miedo de enfrentarme a la vida real y a lo que quedaba de ella sin ti en ella. Ten\u00eda miedo de mi futuro sin ti y pens\u00e9 que aferrarme a ti era una mejor opci\u00f3n.<\/span><\/p>\n

Y todo eso cambi\u00f3 en el momento en que tom\u00e9 la decisi\u00f3n de dejar de amarte.<\/span><\/p>\n

Este momento me ayud\u00f3 a ver lo fuerte que era y me ayud\u00f3 a ver que era una persona completa por m\u00ed misma.<\/span><\/p>\n

Pero, sobre todo, esta decisi\u00f3n me ayud\u00f3 a ver que yo era la \u00fanica que ten\u00eda el control de m\u00ed misma.<\/b><\/p>\n

Y fue la mejor decisi\u00f3n de mi vida.<\/b> <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I know love is an emotion. And I am very well aware that emotions can\u2019t be controlled by our mind. I know this better than anyone else. Because ever since I can remember, I was someone who followed her heart blindly. I was someone who was always putting her emotions in front of her reason….<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":20780,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20779","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/celine-preher-379151-unsplash-1.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20779","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20779"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20779\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/20780"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20779"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20779"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20779"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}