{"id":20824,"date":"2018-07-13T12:10:20","date_gmt":"2018-07-13T12:10:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=20824"},"modified":"2021-08-12T07:23:42","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T07:23:42","slug":"se-que-no-me-tomaras-en-serio-pero-de-verdad-te-dejo-por-ultima-vez","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/se-que-no-me-tomaras-en-serio-pero-de-verdad-te-dejo-por-ultima-vez\/","title":{"rendered":"S\u00e9 que no me tomar\u00e1s en serio pero de verdad te dejo por \u00faltima vez"},"content":{"rendered":"

Desde que nos conocimos, nuestra relaci\u00f3n fue una aut\u00e9ntica monta\u00f1a rusa emocional. Cuando se trataba de ti y de m\u00ed, nada era sencillo. Siempre ten\u00edamos que hacer las cosas m\u00e1s dif\u00edciles y m\u00e1s complicadas de lo que realmente ten\u00edan que ser.<\/span><\/p>\n

From the first day, deep down, we knew we weren\u2019t as compatible as we wanted to be. We were very much aware that our relationship had no bright future and that we were simply <\/span>no debe ser<\/span><\/a>.<\/span><\/p>\n

Pero a pesar de ello, el amor que sent\u00edamos el uno por el otro nos hizo seguir adelante y luchar el uno por el otro.<\/b><\/p>\n

Al menos, eso era lo que yo pensaba desde el principio.<\/b><\/p>\n

Pero ahora veo que en realidad las cosas eran muy distintas.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ahora veo que fui la \u00fanica que luch\u00f3 todo el tiempo y que fui la \u00fanica que lo intent\u00f3. Que fui la \u00fanica que se esforz\u00f3 por salvar nuestra relaci\u00f3n y que fui la \u00fanica que pens\u00f3 que nuestro amor merec\u00eda todas las batallas y todos los males por los que pasamos.<\/span><\/p>\n

Don\u2019t get me wrong<\/span>\u2014<\/span>No pretendo convencerte de que fui impecable o perfecta.<\/span><\/p>\n

No, soy muy consciente de que muchas de las cosas malas que pasaron entre nosotros tambi\u00e9n fueron culpa m\u00eda. S\u00e9 que hubo momentos en los que deber\u00eda haber cre\u00eddo m\u00e1s en nosotros y momentos en los que me equivoqu\u00e9.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hay muchas cosas de las que me culpo, pero s\u00f3lo hay una cosa de la que me culpo cuando se trata de ti.<\/span><\/p>\n

Me culpo por permitir que te convirtieras en mi debilidad.<\/b> Por permitir que mi amor por ti se apodere de todo mi cuerpo y mi mente.<\/span><\/p>\n

Me culpo por no seguir a mi raz\u00f3n, cuando me dec\u00eda que era hora de dejarte y seguir adelante con mi vida.<\/b><\/p>\n

Pero eso ha llegado a su fin.<\/span><\/p>\n

You, more than anyone, know how many times I\u2019ve tried to <\/b>alejarse de ti<\/b><\/a>.<\/b> You know how many times I\u2019ve threatened to leave you and to never look back.<\/span><\/p>\n

No es algo de lo que me enorgullezca, pero tengo que admitir que hubo momentos en los que lo hac\u00eda s\u00f3lo para hacerte ver lo que perd\u00edas y asustarte.<\/span><\/p>\n

Pero tambi\u00e9n hubo momentos en los que realmente quer\u00eda irme, momentos en los que mi mente quer\u00eda irse. Momentos en los que sab\u00eda que irme era la \u00fanica opci\u00f3n que ten\u00eda y lo que ten\u00eda que hacer.<\/span><\/p>\n

But I still could never do it. At least, I\u2019d never done it for real.<\/span><\/p>\n

Cada vez que te dejaba, me convenc\u00edas para que volviera. Hac\u00edas algo que me hac\u00eda arrepentirme de haberme alejado de ti y, de alg\u00fan modo, siempre estaba dispuesta a dar una nueva oportunidad a nuestra relaci\u00f3n.<\/span><\/p>\n

I was convinced that you loved me all along and that this was the reason you weren\u2019t letting me go.<\/span><\/p>\n

Pero entonces vi que en realidad me estabas manipulando todo el tiempo. Vi que yo te conven\u00eda y que s\u00f3lo disfrutabas de tener a alguien que te quisiera tanto y de tener a alguien que te subiera el ego.<\/span><\/p>\n

Y con el tiempo, me volv\u00ed completamente d\u00e9bil. Pod\u00edas manipularme como quer\u00edas y te aseguraste de que nunca te dejar\u00eda. Incluso yo pens\u00e9 que nunca tendr\u00eda el valor de hacer algo as\u00ed.<\/span><\/p>\n

That is why I know you won\u2019t take this, what I am about to tell you, seriously. I know you won\u2019t believe me but trust me<\/b>\u2014<\/b>Nunca me he tomado nada m\u00e1s en serio en mi vida.<\/b><\/p>\n

Esta vez te dejo de verdad, sin intenci\u00f3n de mirar atr\u00e1s.<\/b><\/p>\n

No lo hago para <\/b>hacer que me persigas<\/b><\/a>.<\/b> I am not doing it to get your attention or to get you to beg me to stay. I am not doing it to test your love for me or to see if you\u2019ll let me go.<\/span><\/p>\n

No lo hago por ira temporal.<\/b> Porque por primera vez, no estoy enfadada contigo. S\u00ed, estoy decepcionado y dolido, pero esto es cualquier cosa menos una decisi\u00f3n impulsiva.<\/span><\/p>\n

No lo hago para demostrar nada.<\/b> I am not doing it to make you see that I am the girl for you or for you to see that nobody will ever love you the way I did. I am not doing it to prove to both of us that you can\u2019t live without me.<\/span><\/p>\n

Porque ahora ya nada de esto importa.<\/span><\/p>\n

I am giving up on you simply because I can\u2019t take it anymore. I am leaving you because I am not happy around you anymore. And I want to be happy more than anything.<\/span> <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ever since you and I met, our relationship was a real emotional roller coaster. When it came to you and me, nothing was ever simple. We always had to make things more difficult and more complicated than they actually had to be. From the first day, deep down, we knew we weren\u2019t as compatible as…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":20825,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20824","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/tiffany-combs-732044-unsplash.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20824","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20824"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20824\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/20825"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20824"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20824"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20824"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}