{"id":20867,"date":"2020-07-17T07:49:29","date_gmt":"2020-07-17T07:49:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=20867"},"modified":"2022-02-23T11:00:23","modified_gmt":"2022-02-23T11:00:23","slug":"soy-fuerte-pero-estoy-cansado-hasta-los-huesos","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/soy-fuerte-pero-estoy-cansado-hasta-los-huesos\/","title":{"rendered":"Soy fuerte pero estoy cansado hasta los huesos"},"content":{"rendered":"

Poco a poco estoy perdiendo el suelo bajo mis pies. Ya no tengo fuerzas.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s impossible to even describe the state I’m in. It\u2019s impossible to get all of these feelings out in the open.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m so tired and my soul is desmoron\u00e1ndose<\/a>. I can\u2019t take any of this shit happening every day.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m really sick of putting a fake smile on my face. I\u2019m sick of pretending to be fine<\/a>. I\u2019m tired of keeping myself strong.<\/p>\n

Don\u2019t I have the right to fall apart? Don\u2019t I have the right to lose myself for a moment, to take a break? <\/em>S\u00ed, I\u2019m strong<\/a>. S\u00ed, puedo aguantar mucho, pero eso deja huella.<\/p>\n

That constant putting up with and facing problems left a huge mark on me and I\u2019m not sure how much longer I can take it.<\/p>\n

Strong alpha women can take everything. Isn\u2019t that right?<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

S\u00ed, claro que s\u00ed, pero \u00bfalguien se para a pensar qu\u00e9 le da vueltas en la cabeza, c\u00f3mo se siente, si le quedan fuerzas?<\/p>\n

I\u2019m sick and cansado<\/a> de actuar. Soy fuerte, pero mi cuerpo est\u00e1 cansado y mi mente tambi\u00e9n.<\/p>\n

And if you scratch just a little bit underneath my surface and if you just take a second to look me deep in the eyes, you\u2019ll see that. You\u2019ll see that I\u2019m falling apart.<\/p>\n

Nunca eleg\u00ed ser fuerte, pero la vida me oblig\u00f3 a serlo.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Tuve que apretar los pu\u00f1os y enfrentarme a mis problemas. En lugar de huir y esconderme de mis pesadillas, tuve que plantarles cara.<\/p>\n

I was so scared, that for a moment I couldn\u2019t move, I couldn\u2019t break free but I was forced to.<\/p>\n

Era luchar por la supervivencia o recibir un golpe en la derrota. Ten\u00eda que elegir. \u00bfY ad\u00f3nde me llev\u00f3?<\/em><\/p>\n

The only thing I feel now is worn out and tired. I\u2019m not ready for another battle and believe me, this is not the end.<\/p>\n

\"silueta<\/p>\n

Quedan muchos m\u00e1s por venir. \u00bfC\u00f3mo encontrar\u00e9 la fuerza para seguir en racha?<\/p>\n

\u00bfC\u00f3mo encontrar\u00e9 el valor para fingir otra sonrisa cuando lo \u00fanico que quiero es meterme en la cama y llorar?<\/p>\n

Otros siempre me han considerado intr\u00e9pida y total. Otros siempre estuvieron seguros de que resolver\u00eda todos los problemas que se me presentaran.<\/p>\n

Confiaban m\u00e1s en m\u00ed que en m\u00ed mismo. Sab\u00edan que ten\u00eda la fuerza, pero nadie vio la batalla que se libraba dentro de m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Nadie supo nunca que mi alma estaba cansada y que me estaba desmoronando. Nunca dej\u00e9 que nadie lo viera.<\/p>\n

The truth is that I\u2019ve lived my whole life independently. I took care of myself and I never asked for anyone\u2019s help<\/a>. I thought I didn\u2019t need it.<\/p>\n

But the thing is that I did need it. I couldn\u2019t do everything by myself and I still can\u2019t do it.<\/p>\n

Now, I\u2019ve realized that no matter how strong I want to be and am, I will reach my punto de ruptura<\/a>.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

I will reach that moment when I\u2019ll say I can\u2019t do this by myself anymore.<\/p>\n

Despu\u00e9s de todo, se supone que ninguno de nosotros est\u00e1 completamente solo. Todos necesitamos apoyo. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Maybe not all the time but definitely in moments of weakness, in the moments when we don\u2019t see a way out. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Todos necesitamos escuchar palabras amables y que nos den una palmadita en la espalda de vez en cuando, por muy fuertes que seamos.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Nunca quise pedir ayuda a nadie. Pensaba que era un signo de debilidad.<\/p>\n

Pero ahora que he llegado al borde de la ruptura, entiendo que nunca es vergonzoso pedir ayuda cuando se necesita.<\/p>\n

Moreover, your greatness and your strength really show when you know you can\u2019t go on by yourself and when you\u2019re willing to take the help that is offered. Then you can be a true winner.<\/p>\n

\"una<\/p>\n

Ahora, despu\u00e9s de todo lo que ha pasado, realmente quiero que alguien me abrace.<\/p>\n

No importa lo fuerte que quiera ser, al final del d\u00eda, quiero que alguien me coja en sus brazos y simplemente me abrace.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t need financial help, I\u2019m independent. I don\u2019t need anyone\u2019s physical help because I always find a solution to do something I want to do on my own.<\/p>\n

But sometimes, I need emotional support. I need someone to spoil me and tell me everything will be all right when I doubt and when I can\u2019t take it anymore.<\/p>\n

Y no es ninguna verg\u00fcenza. Todos necesitamos a alguien que est\u00e9 a nuestro lado cuando lo necesitamos.<\/p>\n

We can\u2019t walk through this life all by ourself and if we have to, if we choose to do so, then it\u2019s not a life that is worth living.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s okay not to be strong all the time. It\u2019s okay to be strong for others but you have to give yourself a break.<\/p>\n

\"Soy<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I\u2019m slowly losing the ground underneath my feet. I don\u2019t have the strength anymore. It\u2019s impossible to even describe the state I’m in. It\u2019s impossible to get all of these feelings out in the open. I\u2019m so tired and my soul is falling apart. I can\u2019t take any of this shit happening every day. I\u2019m…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":113878,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20867","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/Im-Strong-But-Im-Tired-To-The-Bone-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20867","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20867"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20867\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/113878"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20867"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20867"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20867"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}