{"id":21400,"date":"2020-07-30T10:41:39","date_gmt":"2020-07-30T10:41:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=21400"},"modified":"2022-02-11T11:00:37","modified_gmt":"2022-02-11T11:00:37","slug":"perseguirlo-fue-la-cosa-mas-estupida-que-he-hecho","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/perseguirlo-fue-la-cosa-mas-estupida-que-he-hecho\/","title":{"rendered":"Perseguirle fue la cosa m\u00e1s est\u00fapida que he hecho nunca"},"content":{"rendered":"

When I come to think of my life up to now, I have to admit that I\u2019ve done many foolish things. I\u2019ve made numerous wrong choices and made some terrible decisions.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

Truth be told, I\u2019ve made most of these decisions and choices because I followed my heart. And I can\u2019t say I regret every one of them, even though some of them turned out to be wrong for me.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

Pero hay algo de lo que me arrepiento de haber hecho en mi vida y est\u00e1 relacionado con el hombre al que m\u00e1s he amado.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

Don\u2019t get me wrong\u2014I don\u2019t regret loving this man, although I probably should. But I\u2019ve always known that you can\u2019t control who you love, even when that person doesn\u2019t deserve you.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

I don\u2019t regret loving him even though he never loved me back; at least, not the way he should have. Because the same way I couldn\u2019t force myself to stop loving him, he also couldn\u2019t force himself to fall in love with me.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

I don\u2019t regret giving him my heart even though <\/span>me hizo da\u00f1o<\/span><\/a>. That was something I wanted to do at the time and in a way, loving him was the most beautiful thing I\u2019ve experienced, despite all the pain it has put me through.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

The only thing I regret doing is chasing a man who obviously didn\u2019t want to be mine. Chasing a man who didn\u2019t deserve me and losing all my pride and dignity because of him.<\/b><\/p>\r\n

Me arrepiento de haber disminuido mi propio valor para perseguir a este tipo. <\/b><\/p>\r\n

It\u2019s not that this man didn\u2019t want to have anything to do with me. No, he wanted to have me but on his own terms.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

Ahora s\u00e9 que todo este tiempo que estuvimos juntos, estuvimos en una especie de casi relaci\u00f3n<\/a>. <\/span><\/p>\r\n

En realidad, <\/span>Yo ten\u00eda una relaci\u00f3n con \u00e9l mientras \u00e9l viv\u00eda la vida de un hombre soltero.<\/b><\/p>\r\n

Yo estaba comprometida con \u00e9l, aunque nunca me lo pidi\u00f3 expresamente, mientras que \u00e9l nunca estuvo dispuesto a hacer lo mismo.<\/b><\/p>\r\n

Yo siempre le pon\u00eda a \u00e9l en primer lugar, mientras que \u00e9l nunca se plante\u00f3 ponerme en lo m\u00e1s alto de su lista de prioridades y siempre me trat\u00f3 como una opci\u00f3n m\u00e1s.<\/b><\/p>\r\n

Yo le quer\u00eda m\u00e1s que a m\u00ed misma, mientras que la \u00fanica persona a la que \u00e9l ha querido es a s\u00ed mismo.<\/b><\/p>\r\n

And the worst part is that I knew this all along, although I didn\u2019t want to accept it. The worst part was that I consciously went after this man, although deep down I knew he could never give me what I deserved.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

Pero a pesar de todo,<\/span> Solo quer\u00eda que este chico fuera m\u00edo y ese era mi \u00fanico objetivo en la vida.<\/b><\/p>\r\n

Estaba dispuesta a hacer literalmente cualquier cosa para que se comprometiera conmigo.<\/b><\/p>\r\n

Durante a\u00f1os, yo <\/span>suplic\u00f3 por su amor<\/span><\/a> y atenci\u00f3n. Le rogu\u00e9 que estuviera conmigo, a cualquier precio.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

Pero nada de lo que hice funcion\u00f3. Todos mis esfuerzos fueron en vano y \u00e9l segu\u00eda rechaz\u00e1ndome.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

And I couldn\u2019t understand why he was doing so.<\/span><\/p>\r\n

\u00bfEra yo el problema? \u00bfNo era lo bastante buena para \u00e9l? \u00bfQu\u00e9 estaba haciendo mal? \u00bfY qu\u00e9 podr\u00eda haber hecho de otra manera?<\/span><\/p>\r\n

\u00bfEstaba emocionalmente da\u00f1ado? \u00bfTen\u00eda miedo de entregarse completamente a m\u00ed?<\/span><\/p>\r\n

Pero entonces me di cuenta.<\/span> This man didn\u2019t want to be mine for one simple reason: he couldn\u2019t love me enough. And there was nothing I could do to change that fact.<\/b><\/p>\r\n

Y le perdono por ello.<\/b><\/p>\r\n

Incluso le perdono que me enga\u00f1ara y que no se alejara de m\u00ed para siempre, cuando sab\u00eda que era la \u00fanica forma de acabar con mi sufrimiento. Al fin y al cabo, fui yo quien permiti\u00f3 que me tratara as\u00ed. Fui yo quien le arrastr\u00f3 de nuevo a mi vida, incluso cuando me estaba abandonando.<\/p>\r\n

But I can\u2019t forgive myself for one thing.<\/b>Por mucho que quiera, <\/span>I can\u2019t forgive myself for chasing someone who didn\u2019t want to be mine. I can\u2019t forgive myself for going through that much humiliation and for not accepting the fact that he wasn\u2019t worthy of all the love and attention I was giving him.<\/b> <\/p>\r\n\r\n

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When I come to think of my life up to now, I have to admit that I\u2019ve done many foolish things. I\u2019ve made numerous wrong choices and made some terrible decisions. Truth be told, I\u2019ve made most of these decisions and choices because I followed my heart. And I can\u2019t say I regret every one…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":21401,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21400","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/allef-vinicius-156194-unsplash-1.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21400","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21400"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21400\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21401"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21400"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21400"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21400"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}