{"id":21945,"date":"2020-08-16T12:29:13","date_gmt":"2020-08-16T12:29:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=21945"},"modified":"2021-08-11T12:05:55","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T12:05:55","slug":"al-hombre-que-jugo-con-mi-corazon","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/al-hombre-que-jugo-con-mi-corazon\/","title":{"rendered":"Al hombre que jug\u00f3 con mi coraz\u00f3n"},"content":{"rendered":"

I still can\u2019t grasp that you hurt me so consciously. Your heart must be ice cold, yet all I saw was warmth inside of you. I chose to see the best when the worst was right under my nose.<\/p>\n

I just couldn\u2019t see it or I didn\u2019t want to see it. You provoked emotions inside of me that I didn\u2019t even know existed. In your arms, I felt safe and sound. I felt like I belonged.<\/p>\n

My eyes would sparkle every time you would enter the room. I felt joy, pure and impassable joy I couldn\u2019t hide.<\/p>\n

Viste a trav\u00e9s de m\u00ed. Viste el efecto que tu cercan\u00eda ten\u00eda en m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Una mujer adulta se convert\u00eda en una ni\u00f1a ingenua cada vez que estabas cerca. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Y<\/strong><\/em>nuestra presencia me hizo incapaz de pensar con claridad. Estaba tan embriagado por mi amor por ti que me perd\u00ed en \u00e9l.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Lo sab\u00edas bien. Estoy seguro de ello. Fue todo parte del juego<\/a>. Para barrerme de mis pies con palabras que nunca hab\u00eda o\u00eddo antes.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Para hacer cosas que me dejaran asombrada. Para tocarme de una manera que dejara una marca en mi cuerpo mucho despu\u00e9s de que t\u00fa no estuvieras all\u00ed.<\/p>\n

You played the role of a perfect boyfriend so skilfully that I didn\u2019t even notice the small manipulations I was under the entire time. I trusted you completely, and you used it.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

You benefited from it. You knew I would hang onto your every word like it\u2019s most sacred and honest.<\/p>\n

Nunca dudar\u00eda, y si lo hiciera, silenciar\u00eda mi mente, dici\u00e9ndole que dejara de pensar demasiado.<\/p>\n

Silenci\u00e9 cada pensamiento y cada sentimiento que me dec\u00eda que estabas jugando con mi coraz\u00f3n. Me negu\u00e9 a creer que pudieras hacer algo para herirme intencionadamente. Pero deber\u00eda haberte escuchado.<\/p>\n

I should have believed my intuition and stayed as far away from you as I possibly could have. Maybe I wouldn\u2019t have ended up hurt so badly.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Todas esas excusas<\/a> to why you couldn\u2019t text me back, why you were always late to our dates, why you would sneak out from my bed early in the morning before I would wake up seem so stupid now.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Pero entonces me los cre\u00ed. Me las cre\u00ed. Cre\u00ed que hicieras lo que hicieras, siempre encontrar\u00edas el camino hacia m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

I believed that you just weren’t ready to commit, and I didn\u2019t mind taking it extra slow.<\/p>\n

Never pushing you to do anything you didn\u2019t want to do. Never nagging or doing all those things clingy women do.<\/p>\n

What I didn\u2019t realize was that you didn\u2019t need to be pushed. You always had one foot out the door, ready to run.<\/p>\n

No ten\u00edas intenci\u00f3n de quedarte. Sab\u00edas que nuestra relaci\u00f3n era a corto plazo, aunque me juraste que me amar\u00edas hasta la muerte.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Pero por lo que veo, todo eso eran mentiras, y t\u00fa sigues respirando.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Est\u00e1s respirando y viviendo tu vida con otra persona. Con una mujer cualquiera que se traga tus mentiras como hice yo hasta que te cansas de ella tambi\u00e9n.<\/p>\n

Do you know what\u2019s the worst in all of that? I used to blame myself.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Sol\u00eda pasarme los d\u00edas y las noches pensando si fue algo que hice lo que te llev\u00f3 a sus brazos.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Maybe I wasn\u2019t enough;, maybe I wanted too much; maybe I wasn\u2019t sufficiently pretty or smart; maybe I wasn\u2019t worthy of your love.<\/p>\n

I regret those thoughts the most. But I couldn\u2019t help them.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Pero eso era antes, y ahora es ahora. No soy la mujer que una vez fui<\/a>. I don\u2019t analyze your words. I am not trying to make sense of everything you did.<\/p>\n

Ya no eres tan importante como antes.<\/p>\n

S\u00f3lo eres alguien que jug\u00f3 tan bien con mi coraz\u00f3n que lo confund\u00ed con amor.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

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