{"id":25325,"date":"2018-10-09T06:50:25","date_gmt":"2018-10-09T06:50:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=25325"},"modified":"2021-08-11T12:11:10","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T12:11:10","slug":"perseguirte-me-hace-sentir-como-st","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/perseguirte-me-hace-sentir-como-st\/","title":{"rendered":"Chasing You Makes Me Feel Like S**t (Perseguirte me hace sentir como una mierda)"},"content":{"rendered":"

I\u2019m done. You make me feel like shit. Stalking you on social networks and carefully watching every move you make, hoping that it involves me, has just become exhausting and frankly, I don\u2019t think you\u2019re worth it.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m done feeling like shit because of you. I\u2019m done being insecure because of your indifference and stalling.<\/b><\/p>\n

It hurts how you don\u2019t notice me. You do only when you want to, when it\u2019s convenient for you because you probably have nothing better to do.<\/p>\n

You know how many times I\u2019ve dressed nicely to impress you? How many times I\u2019ve been hopelessly stuck beside you, waiting for you to give me a compliment?<\/p>\n

I feel like an idiot. Why have you made me seek your approval for a moment when you\u2019ll notice me?<\/p>\n

I wish you\u2019d told me right from the start that there would never be anything between us, not in a million years. But you didn\u2019t do that. You chose a less painful scenario for you and a devastating one for me.<\/p>\n

You kept me in reserve. You didn\u2019t have the guts to tell me that you were not interested. So you strung me along for so long. You gave me attention when you wanted to.<\/p>\n

Lamentablemente, eso me bastaba para quedarme. Esos peque\u00f1os momentos me llevaban de vuelta al sue\u00f1o loco de esperar estar contigo. <\/b><\/p>\n

Chasing you is a 24\/7 job and I\u2019m quitting.<\/em><\/p>\n

It\u2019s a never-ending adventure. I never know what is going to happen, whether you are going to notice me or if are you going to walk right by me like you don\u2019t give a damn<\/span><\/a>.<\/p>\n

Right at the moment when I feel that we\u2019ve made progress, that finally you\u2019re going to take my hand and kiss me, you do something totally different. You walk by me, you ignore me. And this goes around in circles.<\/p>\n

Your mixed messages and your hot and cold behavior has sucked me dry. I have no energy left to keep going back to you. I\u2019m done.<\/p>\n

You\u2019re destroying my confidence because obviously there is someone else you\u2019re interested in. Just like I\u2019m chasing you, you\u2019re chasing her.<\/p>\n

When you\u2019re cold with me, she is interested in you and when you\u2019re interested in me, she has ignored you. She does the same thing you do to me.<\/p>\n

And you\u2019re suffering because of it but you don\u2019t see that you\u2019re the reason for another person\u2019s pain. There is no other explanation.<\/p>\n

Otherwise, you would be happy that someone had shown that kind of interest in you. It would flatter you that a girl, any girl, wanted to be with you. But this way, you don\u2019t care, not one bit, but at the same time you won\u2019t let me go.<\/p>\n

\u00bfC\u00f3mo de ego\u00edsta puedes ser?<\/em><\/p>\n

I\u2019ve been there for you when you needed me to be. I would spend the night with you but then I wouldn\u2019t see you for weeks. We would go out, but only when I asked you to. If it wasn\u2019t for me, you wouldn\u2019t lift a finger to be with me, and for me, eso no es amor, es tortura.<\/b><\/p>\n

I feel like shit in this \u2018relationship\u2019 we have because your ego is never hurt. You\u2019re not the one who sends texts and gets an answer every few hours. You\u2019re not the one who sends a good morning text and gets nothing back.<\/p>\n

I feel like shit because you won\u2019t tell me what you want. What if all of this has been in vain? What if all of my efforts and the love and time I\u2019ve invested in you were for nothing? Because you don\u2019t love and you never had any intention of loving me.<\/p>\n

No one will give that time back to me. No one will heal me or tell me it\u2019s going to get better.<\/p>\n

Chasing you makes me feel like shit and I\u2019m done. It just hurts too much.<\/p>\n

\"Chasing<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I\u2019m done. You make me feel like shit. Stalking you on social networks and carefully watching every move you make, hoping that it involves me, has just become exhausting and frankly, I don\u2019t think you\u2019re worth it. I\u2019m done feeling like shit because of you. I\u2019m done being insecure because of your indifference and stalling….<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":25327,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-25325","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/jernej-graj-656650-unsplash.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25325","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=25325"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25325\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/25327"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=25325"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=25325"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=25325"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}