{"id":26059,"date":"2018-10-17T08:06:59","date_gmt":"2018-10-17T08:06:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=26059"},"modified":"2021-08-11T12:00:57","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T12:00:57","slug":"me-drenaste-emocionalmente-pero-aprendi-a-recomponerme","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/me-drenaste-emocionalmente-pero-aprendi-a-recomponerme\/","title":{"rendered":"Me agotaste emocionalmente, pero aprend\u00ed a recomponerme"},"content":{"rendered":"

Siempre fui esa chica que siempre ten\u00eda las cosas claras.<\/p>\n

No hab\u00eda nada que pudiera afectarme, y siempre sab\u00eda qu\u00e9 hacer, independientemente de lo que la vida me deparara.<\/p>\n

Probablemente por eso muchos de mis amigos siempre acud\u00edan a m\u00ed cuando se enfrentaban a alguna dificultad o simplemente eran infelices por alguna raz\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

I was so used to being everybody\u2019s rock, including YOURS, that I forgot how to be my own.<\/p>\n

At first, I didn\u2019t mind it that much. I guess that\u2019s what happens when you get used to a certain way of life.<\/p>\n

I loved that I was the one everybody turned to, and that I could help someone I love in any way. That\u2019s what you do for people you love, right?<\/p>\n

You\u2019re there for them.<\/p>\n

Pero no fue hasta que te conoc\u00ed que me di cuenta de lo mucho que me estaba afectando y de lo agobiada que empec\u00e9 a sentirme poco a poco.<\/p>\n

It was like my world was slowly starting to crumble under my feet, and I didn\u2019t know how to stop it.<\/p>\n

Llegaste a mi vida como un hurac\u00e1n y poco a poco empezaste a convertirme en lo que necesitabas que fuera.<\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t realize this at first because you knew just how to do it, without me noticing. You were so smooth with your words and charmed the hell out of me, so much so that I felt like I was under your spell at times.<\/p>\n

But that\u2019s what every master manipulator does. I only wish I had been able to see through your disguise back then.<\/p>\n

Pens\u00e9 que estaba enamorado.<\/p>\n

Por momentos me hiciste sentir en la cima del mundo.<\/p>\n

Hablabas de nuestro futuro juntos y yo estaba en las nubes. Ni en un mill\u00f3n de a\u00f1os pens\u00e9 que todo aquello no era m\u00e1s que tu juego enfermizo y ego\u00edsta, un medio para conseguir un fin.<\/p>\n

Pero al menos aprend\u00ed mucho de ello.<\/p>\n

Cuando estabas seguro de que me hab\u00eda enamorado de ti total y completamente, empezaste a quitarme poco a poco pedazos de mi felicidad, vaci\u00e1ndome de todo lo que sab\u00eda y de todo lo que era.<\/p>\n

Te dej\u00e9 porque eras todo lo que quer\u00eda y te cre\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Cre\u00eda que nunca har\u00edas nada para herirme o cambiarme. Estaba tan segura de que me quer\u00edas tanto como yo a ti, que te entregu\u00e9 mi alma sin pedir nada a cambio.<\/p>\n

Stupid, I know. But back then, I didn\u2019t know any better.<\/p>\n

De la chica segura de s\u00ed misma que controlaba su vida y sus emociones pas\u00e9 a ser una mera sombra de lo que hab\u00eda sido. Sent\u00eda que ten\u00eda que pedirle permiso para pr\u00e1cticamente todo.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know how, but You managed to make me me siento tan peque\u00f1o e inseguro<\/a> that my friends didn\u2019t recognize me anymore.<\/p>\n

I was not the girl they all knew, and I should\u2019ve listened. But your power over me was so strong, how could I?<\/p>\n

I never thought I would be THAT girl. The girl who would let a scheming conniver enter her life and change her so profoundly that she couldn\u2019t look at herself in the mirror anymore. The girl who was now ashamed of what had become of her. The girl who gave her all and got nothing in return but shame and regret.<\/p>\n

Me dir\u00edas que el amor requiere sacrificio. \u00a1S\u00ed, pero no si yo fuera EL \u00daNICO que hace el sacrificio!<\/p>\n

You would also tell me that it\u2019s normal for a person to change (\u2018adapt\u2019 was your exact word) when in a serious relationship. Sure, but I was the only one left completely changed!<\/p>\n

Once I realized that I was no longer the person I was before you came into my life, I decided that I\u2019d had ENOUGH of You. I had taken it for too long, and it was time I took back control of my life.<\/p>\n

Cuando por fin me di cuenta de que me hab\u00eda perdido en ti, y NO en el buen sentido, me mir\u00e9 al espejo y me dije que merec\u00eda m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

Esto NO era lo que yo quer\u00eda, y cualquier amor que pudiera haber sentido por ti, no val\u00eda la pena la lucha constante y la miseria que sent\u00eda cada d\u00eda.<\/p>\n

Ya estaba HARTA de ponerme en segundo lugar y de dejar mi propia vida en un segundo plano.<\/p>\n

I mattered. My emotions mattered. My sanity MATTERED. You \u2013 not so much. Not anymore! And once I realized that, everything else was so easy.<\/p>\n

I will never allow myself to experience such profound emptiness and loss of identity for a guy who is not worth another thought. So this is my goodbye. I am back to my old self, and You can\u2019t do anything about it anymore.<\/p>\n

I have found and regained my peace of mind again, and I\u2019m never giving it back.<\/p>\n

\"Me<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I was always that girl who had her shit together at all times. Not much could affect me, and I always knew what to do, no matter what life threw at me. That is probably why many of my friends would always turn to me when they were facing any difficulties or were just unhappy…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":26061,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26059","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/lydz-leow-1075298-unsplash-1.jpg",800,546,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26059","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26059"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26059\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/26061"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=26059"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=26059"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=26059"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}