{"id":26300,"date":"2018-10-19T08:08:38","date_gmt":"2018-10-19T08:08:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=26300"},"modified":"2022-02-24T00:42:07","modified_gmt":"2022-02-24T00:42:07","slug":"a-mi-ex-infiel-todavia-no-puedo-olvidar-lo-que-me-hiciste","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/a-mi-ex-infiel-todavia-no-puedo-olvidar-lo-que-me-hiciste\/","title":{"rendered":"A mi ex infiel, a\u00fan no puedo olvidar lo que me hizo"},"content":{"rendered":"

Llevo conmigo las cicatrices que tus acciones causaron...<\/span><\/p>\n

I hate it. I wish they were not there. I wish you never did what you did. I wish I could forget all about it. But I can\u2019t, and even though I\u2019m over you I am not over your betrayal. <\/span><\/p>\n

I loved you more than anything, and you didn\u2019t even blink before walking all over my heart. You threw all we had for few minutes of pleasure, and it\u2019s hard to process that. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

It\u2019s so hard that I am scared that everybody else will be just like you. That\u2019s why I still haven\u2019t allowed anybody close. That\u2019s why I guard my heart.<\/span><\/p>\n

What\u2019s even more tragic is that I keep questioning their every move. I keep awaiting disaster. I keep expecting them to cheat on me just like you did. <\/span><\/p>\n

I became so insecure after you passed through my life, and I don\u2019t like it. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t like what I have become. Somebody full of self-doubts. Somebody who dared to ask herself, \u201dWas it me? Did I sent him in her arms?\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Of course I didn\u2019t. Of course it had nothing to do with me, but I couldn\u2019t help my mind running 100 miles per hour trying to make some sense out of this mess. <\/span><\/p>\n

Es s\u00f3lo que me duele mucho saber que me rompiste el coraz\u00f3n en pedazos tan f\u00e1cilmente, y que eso podr\u00eda afectar siempre a mis futuras relaciones.<\/span><\/p>\n

Odio que sigas formando parte de mis pensamientos, pero nadie sobrevive al enga\u00f1o y sigue viviendo su vida sin verse afectado. <\/b><\/p>\n

Ojal\u00e1 pudiera encontrar la forma de evitar que me arruines m\u00e1s la vida. Ojal\u00e1 pudiera transferir lo que s\u00e9 a lo que hago. <\/span><\/p>\n

Because I am aware that not every other man is not like you. Nobody else should pay for your sins. I shouldn\u2019t be paying for them either.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"A<\/p>\n

Formas parte de mis pesadillas. Y cada vez que me despierto, revivo de nuevo esos momentos. Una vez m\u00e1s siento tu traici\u00f3n desgarrando mi coraz\u00f3n. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u00bfPor qu\u00e9 hiciste esto? \u00bfPor qu\u00e9 me enga\u00f1aste? <\/span><\/p>\n

\u00bfTe aburr\u00edas? \u00bfAumentabas tu ego? \u00bfEstabas curando tus propias inseguridades? \u00bfEst\u00e1s orgulloso de lo que has hecho?  <\/span><\/p>\n

Espero que no. <\/span><\/p>\n

Lo que hiciste fue ego\u00edsta. Lo que hiciste caus\u00f3 un da\u00f1o irreparable a mi vida amorosa. Lo que hiciste rompi\u00f3 mis esperanzas y sue\u00f1os. Lo que hiciste arruin\u00f3 todos los buenos recuerdos que ten\u00eda de nosotros. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know if you have a conscience. I don\u2019t know c\u00f3mo puedes vivir contigo mismo<\/a> cuando haces da\u00f1o a alguien que te quer\u00eda incondicionalmente, alguien que te respetaba y te era leal. <\/span><\/p>\n

Todo lo que ten\u00edas que hacer era corresponder. Seguir mi ejemplo. Deber\u00edas haberme dado el mismo respeto y compromiso que yo te estaba dando a ti. <\/span><\/p>\n

You should have. But you didn\u2019t, and there\u2019s no point talking about that now. <\/span><\/p>\n

Todo lo que quiero ahora es vivir sin esta carga que pusiste sobre mis hombros. Quiero vivir sin miedo. Quiero superar mis problemas de confianza. Quiero ser libre de ti, libre de mi pasado. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I know deep down that one day I will get there. I don\u2019t know how. I don\u2019t know how long it will take, but you won\u2019t be the reason my future relationship doesn\u2019t work. <\/span><\/p>\n

Tal vez un buen comienzo ser\u00eda encontrar a alguien totalmente diferente a ti. Alguien que me haga sentir segura. Alguien en quien pueda confiar. Alguien que se esfuerce y me trate con respeto. Alguien que entienda mis miedos y me haga bajar la guardia. <\/span><\/p>\n

Yes I think I\u2019ll do that. I deserve a fresh start. <\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I carry with me the scars that your actions caused\u2026 I hate it. I wish they were not there. I wish you never did what you did. I wish I could forget all about it. But I can\u2019t, and even though I\u2019m over you I am not over your betrayal. I loved you more than…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":26303,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26300","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/mahdi-haddadi-1106359-unsplash-1.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","parent":29651,"count":207,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29653,"category_count":207,"category_description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","cat_name":"letters","category_nicename":"letters","category_parent":29651}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26300","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/41"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26300"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26300\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/26303"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=26300"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=26300"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=26300"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}