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<\/p>\nHola a ti,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
This time, I won\u2019t call you Dad. I won\u2019t call you Father either.<\/p>\n
Not because I don\u2019t want to but because you don\u2019t deserve it. You don\u2019t deserve that a girl who looked up to you and admired you got her heart broken by you.<\/p>\n
I won\u2019t even try to tell you what your mistakes were but I will just let all this pain out of me. The pain that was inside of me for a long time needs to come out.<\/p>\n
Because if it doesn\u2019t come out, I swear I will explode.<\/p>\n
Necesito deshacerme de esta pena que he estado guardando durante tantos a\u00f1os, esperando que las cosas cambiaran. Necesito comprender por fin que nunca fuiste el padre que yo merec\u00eda.<\/p>\n
You shouldn\u2019t be called that because a father figure is so important to his child\u2019s life but you weren\u2019t there for me in any situation.<\/p>\n
You only got rid of me when I needed you the most. You gave up on me because fixing me and helping me was too long a process and you didn\u2019t want to waste your time on me.<\/p>\n
While I am writing these lines, I can\u2019t believe that a father could think that he would be wasting his time if he helped his daughter. But that is what I got from you. I never felt loved by you.<\/p>\n
Nunca pude ver la felicidad en tus ojos cuando estabas conmigo.<\/p>\n
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Cada conversaci\u00f3n que ten\u00edamos era muy inc\u00f3moda para los dos.<\/p>\n
It was bad for you because you didn\u2019t want to spend time with me and for me, it was bad because I saw in your eyes that you didn\u2019t want me too close and all I wanted was to see you walking through the door.<\/p>\n
I learned to live on my own while I was still pretty young and deep down I knew that things wouldn\u2019t change for the better.<\/p>\n
I would be lying if I said that I didn\u2019t hope that you would become the father of my dreams but frankly speaking, those dreams only helped me to get through some days.<\/p>\n
You know, for so long, I blamed myself for the lack of your love. I thought that I was a girl who didn\u2019t accomplish anything and that you were ashamed of me.<\/p>\n
I thought that all the things I did weren\u2019t good enough for you and that I needed to work harder. For so long, I thought I was the guilty one.<\/p>\n
\u00bfY sabes qu\u00e9 fue lo peor?<\/p>\n
You watched me break down so many times and you didn\u2019t even try to comfort me. You didn\u2019t even try to tell me a white lie that would make me feel better.<\/p>\n
You weren\u2019t man enough to hold your hands up to the things you did. You hid like a coward behind your mistakes, thinking they were your biggest accomplishments.<\/p>\n
Has fracasado estrepitosamente en tu papel m\u00e1s importante, la de un padre <\/a>. And that is something you can\u2019t change now.<\/p>\n When I realized that I didn\u2019t have a dad I could count on, I learned to stand up for myself.<\/p>\n Y mientras todas las dem\u00e1s chicas hablaban con orgullo de sus padres, yo me callaba mientras las l\u00e1grimas corr\u00edan por mis mejillas. Estaba tan enfadada contigo por no haber estado ah\u00ed para m\u00ed.<\/p>\n And that hasn\u2019t changed. I still think you are a piece of a shit who couldn\u2019t be there for the only person who truly needed you.<\/p>\n I still think that you don\u2019t deserve anyone to call you Dad or to act nicely toward you.<\/p>\n I think that you got this role by accident and that it simply doesn\u2019t belong to you. Because only a coward leaves his daughter unprotected.<\/p>\n S\u00f3lo un cobarde abandona a su propia sangre. S\u00f3lo un cobarde destruye la vida de inocentes para sentirse mejor.<\/p>\n And that is what you did to me. Because of you, I learned that I shouldn\u2019t bring guys into my life so easily.<\/p>\n Because of the horror I went through with you, I learned that a guy won\u2019t make me feel better and only I can do it for myself.<\/p>\n I learned that I can\u2019t trust strangers and that I shouldn\u2019t give chances so easily.<\/p>\n Aprend\u00ed a cuidar de m\u00ed misma sin la ayuda de la gente que me rodeaba. Aprend\u00ed a ser independiente y fuerte y a no renunciar nunca a mis sue\u00f1os.<\/p>\n De ni\u00f1a peque\u00f1a y asustadiza, me transform\u00e9 en una bestia que escond\u00eda sus emociones debajo de la alfombra.<\/p>\n Because of you, I built walls around me so high that even the bravest people couldn\u2019t reach me. And in trying to shut down my emotions to prevent people from hurting me, I lost all of them.<\/p>\n Me convert\u00ed en una persona sin emociones, incapaz de sonre\u00edr ante todas las peque\u00f1as cosas que antes me hac\u00edan re\u00edr tanto.<\/p>\n A trav\u00e9s de esta vida contigo Aprend\u00ed que s\u00f3lo puedo contar conmigo misma y que nadie resolver\u00e1 mis problemas y s\u00f3lo yo puedo hacerlo por m\u00ed misma.<\/p>\n Por desgracia, aprend\u00ed a defenderme porque nunca tuve un padre que lo hiciera en mi lugar.<\/p>\n Y debido a todo lo malo que pas\u00e9 en mi vida sin una figura paterna, me hice muy fuerte.<\/p>\n I transformed into a woman who isn\u2019t afraid of anything and who will chase her dreams no matter how long it will take.<\/p>\n![\"padre](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/angry-father-yelling-at-daughter.jpg\")
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