{"id":26726,"date":"2020-11-26T08:29:09","date_gmt":"2020-11-26T08:29:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=26726"},"modified":"2021-08-12T12:08:04","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T12:08:04","slug":"asi-es-como-me-recupere-del-desamor-que-casi-me-mata","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/asi-es-como-me-recupere-del-desamor-que-casi-me-mata\/","title":{"rendered":"As\u00ed es como me recuper\u00e9 de la angustia que casi me mata"},"content":{"rendered":"

I\u2019ve survived two heartbreaks\u2014one amor no correspondido<\/a> and a heartbreak that almost killed me. All of you who have gone or are going through the same will know what I\u2019m talking about.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s the feeling of emptiness. I felt like someone ripped out my heart and cut it into small pieces. I could barely breathe. I wasn\u2019t even aware of my own existence.<\/p>\n

If someone started making me laugh, it would take minutes for my lips to move and imitate a smile. Even then, I wasn\u2019t aware of myself smiling or what I was doing.<\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t eat. I would chew on one bite for hours. My mother would keep preparing my favorite food in the hope that I would somehow come to my senses and start eating like I\u2019d never eaten before.<\/p>\n

Estaba enfadada conmigo misma por dejar que me pasara esto. Me dije a m\u00ed mismo: You\u2019ll never love again. NEVER.<\/i><\/p>\n

Ver c\u00f3mo mis amigos y mi familia intentaban hacerme sentir mejor me hac\u00eda sentir a\u00fan peor. Un d\u00eda, me mir\u00e9 al espejo y empec\u00e9 a gritarme, tras lo cual acab\u00e9 llorando.<\/p>\n

Una noche entre l\u00e1grimas se convirti\u00f3 en mi mayor alivio. Las l\u00e1grimas fueron mi nana, mi mayor amigo y mi \u00fanica escapatoria de la miseria. Me dije a m\u00ed misma:<\/p>\n

Nunca m\u00e1s te dejar\u00e9 entrar en mi coraz\u00f3n. Borrar\u00e9 cada fragmento de tu amor ego\u00edsta. Exprimir\u00e9 mi coraz\u00f3n y se lo arrojar\u00e9 a alg\u00fan animal salvaje para que lo devore.<\/i><\/p>\n

\"mujer Sab\u00eda que esto no eran m\u00e1s que ilusiones m\u00edas. Si quer\u00eda recuperarme, tendr\u00eda que encontrar otra forma, una forma m\u00e1s pr\u00e1ctica.<\/p>\n

So, I decided to force myself to feel better. I decided to fake my smile at the times when I couldn\u2019t smile. I decided to pretend that I was eating greedily at the times I couldn\u2019t eat. I decided to feel happy even though I was miserable.<\/p>\n

Perhaps if you pretend that you\u2019re good, you\u2019ll somehow start feeling good. I always believed that our mind is much stronger than our body.<\/p>\n

Si tu mente le ordena algo a tu cuerpo, tu cuerpo obedecer\u00e1 sus \u00f3rdenes.<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que dej\u00e9 que mi mente ordenara a mi cuerpo que me sent\u00eda bien. Al principio, no era tan f\u00e1cil, pero me esforzaba mucho.<\/p>\n

My biggest motivations were my friends and family. When you\u2019re in such a desesperado<\/a> state, you don\u2019t care about yourself or what will happen to you.<\/p>\n

You only care about those who are watching you. I couldn\u2019t stand the fact that they were starting to feel miserable too, because of me. I promised myself that I would not let his poison reach my friends and family.<\/p>\n

I would suck out his poison like you do after you\u2019re bitten by a snake. I realized that he was not worthy of my pain or my endless, sleepless nights.<\/p>\n

No era digno de estar en el centro de mi mente.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Decid\u00ed deshacerme de todas las cosas que me recordaban a \u00e9l. Me deshice de todas las cartas, de los ositos de peluche y de algunas figuritas con formas de animales diferentes.<\/p>\n

Me asegur\u00e9 de borrarlo de mis redes sociales y tambi\u00e9n borr\u00e9 sus n\u00fameros de tel\u00e9fono.<\/p>\n

Lo borr\u00e9.<\/b>
\n<\/b><\/p>\n

Sent\u00ed que me hab\u00eda quitado un gran peso de encima. Sent\u00ed que estaba preparada para empezar a vivir de nuevo.<\/p>\n

Me centr\u00e9 \u00fanicamente en el presente y en lo que estaba haciendo en ese momento. No dej\u00e9 que mi mente divagara y pensara en el pasado porque as\u00ed nunca podr\u00eda empezar a vivir el presente.<\/p>\n

And if you don\u2019t live in the present, you\u2019ll never get rid of your past. During the day was easy because I\u2019d always make sure that I was occupied with something.<\/p>\n

Pero las noches eran mi enemigo mortal. Durante la noche, empezaba a vagar por las calles m\u00e1s oscuras de mi cerebro y ten\u00eda que escuchar m\u00fasica hasta que la sensaci\u00f3n se desvanec\u00eda.<\/p>\n

Pronto me di cuenta de que ya no fing\u00eda. Poco a poco, mi sonrisa se volvi\u00f3 genuina y mis amigos y mi familia se convirtieron en las personas m\u00e1s felices del mundo.<\/p>\n

Estaba muy orgullosa de m\u00ed misma. El vac\u00edo se llen\u00f3 de alegr\u00eda. Mi coraz\u00f3n volv\u00eda a estar vivo.<\/p>\n

I would pinch myself for five seconds to be sure that it was not a dream. I wasn\u2019t dreaming. I was alive again.<\/p>\n

\"As\u00ed<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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