{"id":26755,"date":"2020-09-05T08:47:20","date_gmt":"2020-09-05T08:47:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=26755"},"modified":"2022-01-10T20:44:30","modified_gmt":"2022-01-10T20:44:30","slug":"gracias-por-hacerme-sentir-como-una-mierda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/gracias-por-hacerme-sentir-como-una-mierda\/","title":{"rendered":"Gracias por hacerme sentir como una mierda"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>El mayor error de mi vida fue quererte m\u00e1s que a m\u00ed <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/love\/fin-cosa-arrepentirse-amar-amado\/\"> me quer\u00eda a m\u00ed mismo.<br \/>\n<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Mi abuela sol\u00eda decirme: <i> Be careful to whom you are giving the most valuable thing in your possession\u2014your heart. Take care of your heart, darling. <\/i><\/p>\n<p>As\u00ed que, est\u00fapidamente, esper\u00e9 a alguien especial para darle mi amor y compartir mis miedos y secretos m\u00e1s profundos. Esper\u00e9 a alguien que me hiciera sentir especial. Te esper\u00e9 a ti.<\/p>\n<p>Me hiciste sentir como si estuviera en otra dimensi\u00f3n. Tu mundo parec\u00eda un gran lugar para estar.<\/p>\n<p>I thought this must have been it. I thought I was happy. Today, I\u2019m aware of my enormous stupidity when I decided to trust you.<\/p>\n<p>Gracias por venderme tus mentiras.<\/p>\n<p>Tus palabras eran como serpientes venenosas y una vez que entraban en mi cerebro, simplemente eran incapaces de salir. Gracias por asegurarme que lo que ten\u00edamos no era real.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-111485\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman.jpg\" alt=\"hombre enfadado gritando a una mujer \" width=\"1600\" height=\"1068\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-1024x684.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-768x513.jpg 768w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-1536x1025.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-720x481.jpg 720w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/angry-man-yelling-at-woman-1280x854.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1600px) 100vw, 1600px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>No. No fue real y nunca lo ser\u00e1. Era una pel\u00edcula en la que t\u00fa eras el actor principal y el director de todas esas terribles escenas.<\/p>\n<p>You planned everything, didn\u2019t you? You knew right from the start that you would make me another victim of your horror movie.<\/p>\n<p>Gracias por manipularme.<\/p>\n<p>Gracias por hacerme sentir que todo lo que dije estaba mal. Inconscientemente segu\u00eda tus \u00f3rdenes s\u00f3lo para apaciguar tu naturaleza ego\u00edsta.<\/p>\n<p>You were greedy. You wanted me to fight for you like crazy but you didn\u2019t want to lift a finger for me.<\/p>\n<p>Me hiciste sentir que ten\u00eda que merecer tu amor. Cualquier cosa que dijera o hiciera simplemente no era suficiente.<\/p>\n<p>Siempre quisiste m\u00e1s. Me habr\u00eda arrancado el coraz\u00f3n y te lo habr\u00eda dado si eso te hubiera hecho feliz.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-111487\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony.jpg\" alt=\"mujer llorando en el balc\u00f3n\" width=\"1600\" height=\"1068\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-1024x684.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-768x513.jpg 768w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-1536x1025.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-720x481.jpg 720w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/woman-crying-on-the-balcony-1280x854.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1600px) 100vw, 1600px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m ashamed of myself, of how stupid I was, because what you were selling me was not love. It was the worst kind of manipulation and illusions that made me feel like I wasn\u2019t <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/love\/no-matter-what-he-tries-to-make-you-think-remember-that-you-are-worthy-of-love2\/\"> digno de amor <\/a> .<\/p>\n<p>Gracias por ignorarme.<\/p>\n<p>Thank you for ignoring me when I needed you most. Sometimes I was afraid to call you so that you didn\u2019t go mad about it because you were always telling me that I was overthinking.<\/p>\n<p>Me hiciste sentir necesitada y \u00e1vida de tu amor venenoso. Me hiciste jugar tu sucio juego con tus sucias reglas.<\/p>\n<p>You just needed a player who would obey you so that you could feel like the king of the game. You didn\u2019t even give a shit about how I felt.<\/p>\n<p>Tu fr\u00edo coraz\u00f3n fue incapaz de corresponder a mi amor. Pero te di una segunda oportunidad y la diste por sentada.<\/p>\n<p>Gracias por no apreciarme.<\/p>\n<p>Thank you for giving me your toxic love and not appreciating all the shit I did for you. You\u2019ll never know how much it hurts <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/cuando-le-das-todo-a-un-hombre-y-aun-asi-no-tiene-la-decencia-de-elegirte\/\">when you give everything you have to someone who doesn\u2019t appreciate it<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-111489\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch.jpg\" alt=\"mujer triste tumbada en el sof\u00e1\" width=\"1600\" height=\"1068\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-1024x684.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-768x513.jpg 768w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-1536x1025.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-720x481.jpg 720w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/sad-woman-lying-on-the-couch-1280x854.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1600px) 100vw, 1600px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s the worst feeling in the world when you\u2019re unable to sleep at night because you\u2019re blaming yourself for something you haven\u2019t even done.<\/p>\n<p>Gracias por fingir que me escuchabas cuando estaba en mi peor momento.<\/p>\n<p>Gracias por hacerme sentir como una mierda.<\/p>\n<p>Gracias por hacerme sentir como una mierda cuando estaba en el periodo m\u00e1s doloroso de mi vida. Gracias por hacerme darme cuenta de tu naturaleza de mierda y de mi verdadero valor.<\/p>\n<p>No eres m\u00e1s que un pedazo de mierda ego\u00edsta y manipulador. Tu amor es s\u00f3lo un juego que utilizas para domesticar a nuevos jugadores.<\/p>\n<p>Your love is a weapon for finding new victims. I thank you for making me feel like a worthless piece of shit, because if you hadn\u2019t, I wouldn\u2019t be able to appreciate the good things I have today.<\/p>\n<p>Gracias por mostrarme lo que es (no es) el amor.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-111484\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Thank-You-For-Making-Me-Feel-Like-Shit-pinterest.png\" alt=\"Gracias por hacerme sentir como una mierda\" width=\"735\" height=\"1102\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Thank-You-For-Making-Me-Feel-Like-Shit-pinterest.png 735w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Thank-You-For-Making-Me-Feel-Like-Shit-pinterest-200x300.png 200w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Thank-You-For-Making-Me-Feel-Like-Shit-pinterest-683x1024.png 683w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Thank-You-For-Making-Me-Feel-Like-Shit-pinterest-150x225.png 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 735px) 100vw, 735px\" \/><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The biggest mistake of my life was to love you more than I loved myself. My grandma used to tell me: Be careful to whom you are giving the most valuable thing in your possession\u2014your heart. Take care of your heart, darling. So, I stupidly waited for someone special to give my love and to&#8230;<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":111492,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26755","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Thank-You-For-Making-Me-Feel-Like-Shit-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. 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