{"id":28056,"date":"2020-06-20T11:20:05","date_gmt":"2020-06-20T11:20:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=28056"},"modified":"2022-04-27T11:59:01","modified_gmt":"2022-04-27T11:59:01","slug":"lo-siento-si-mi-exceso-de-pensamiento-me-hace-dificil-de-amar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/lo-siento-si-mi-exceso-de-pensamiento-me-hace-dificil-de-amar\/","title":{"rendered":"Lo siento si mis pensamientos excesivos hacen que sea dif\u00edcil quererme"},"content":{"rendered":"

I<\/i><\/b> no soy como el resto de las chicas.<\/i><\/b> I can’t relax because mis pensamientos exagerados<\/a> me lo pone muy dif\u00edcil. Cuando me llames y me digas que me quieres, pensar\u00e9 demasiado por qu\u00e9 lo has hecho sin motivo.<\/p>\n

Voy a sudar la gota gorda.<\/i><\/b> I will constantly overanalyze everything you say. I won’t trust you because I will always be on alert that you might cheat on me. I will try to find the hidden meaning behind every sentence that you say.<\/p>\n

S\u00e9 que no soy f\u00e1cil de amar.<\/i><\/b> I know it is hard for you to love someone like me. I am sorry if my overthinking makes me difficult to love. I am not doing that on purpose. It is the way I am, and I can\u2019t change. And only God knows how much I would love to.<\/p>\n

Soy as\u00ed porque me aterrorizan las cosas malas que puedan ocurrir en el futuro.<\/i><\/b> I do all of this because I want to be ready for them. I don\u2019t want you to cheat on me and that I missed seeing all the red flags.<\/p>\n

Quiero tener cuidado cuando se trata de amor porque he sido herido tantas veces antes de<\/i><\/b>. And I don\u2019t want to go through another breakup while my world is falling apart.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

That\u2019s why I will go through every situation that we had or we will have with enormous attention<\/i><\/b>. And I know that I will be more pessimistic even if things are not so bad. I will constantly worry that you will have had enough of me and that you will go with someone else…<\/p>\n

Con alguien que no sea tan dif\u00edcil de amar<\/i><\/b>. With someone who is not as fucked up as I am. And because of all these things, I won\u2019t be able to show you how much I actually love you. I will overanalyze every touch, every kiss, and if it is not like I expected it to be, I will be worried that you will leave.<\/p>\n

Every single fight with you will hurt me because I pay attention to the things I shouldn\u2019t.<\/i><\/b> Cada broma que hagas sobre m\u00ed me har\u00e1 pensar que no soy digna o suficiente para ti. Y ese sentimiento me comer\u00e1 viva.<\/p>\n

Siempre estar\u00e9 alerta, pensando que s\u00f3lo me pasar\u00e1n cosas malas.<\/i><\/b> Like I don\u2019t deserve anything good to happen to me. And since I will be so preoccupied with all the negativity in my life, I will pass on all those beautiful things that life offers me.<\/p>\n

Usar\u00e9 todo mi tiempo libre para pensar en las cosas que pasaron hace a\u00f1os entre t\u00fa y yo. Y desear\u00e9 que Podr\u00eda haber sido m\u00e1s fuerte<\/a> mientras luchaba contigo.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

I will make a scenario about the fight we didn\u2019t have just to be prepared for it when it happens.<\/p>\n

Don\u2019t think that I am trying to make problems where they don\u2019t exist. In all this mess, I am just trying to protect my heart from being broken again. I just want to prevent getting hurt again.<\/p>\n

You see, I want to have control all the time and be prepared for everything because if not, when that happens, I won\u2019t know what to do. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

And when something really nice happens to me, I won\u2019t be able to enjoy it because I will preoccupied with thinking that something bad will happen to me.<\/p>\n

Creer\u00e9 que Dios me castigar\u00e1<\/a> por ser tan feliz. Siempre pensar\u00e9 que si pasa algo bueno tiene que pasar algo malo para que haya un equilibrio.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

I am sorry if I won\u2019t be able to talk to you all the time.<\/i><\/b> I will sometimes need time to be alone with my thoughts. I know that I won\u2019t come up with anything smart, but it will help me relax.<\/p>\n

So, please don\u2019t be harsh on me because there is an inner fight all the time, and it prevents me paying attention to you. I am sorry if my overthinking makes me difficult to love.<\/p>\n

S\u00f3lo quiero que sepas que hay mucho amor dentro de m\u00ed y que quiero d\u00e1rtelo. Solo necesito que seas paciente, comprensivo y que me aceptes tal y como soy.<\/p>\n

 I don\u2019t want to be worried that you will take advantage of me. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

But most of all, I don\u2019t want to be worried that you will you make me transform into someone who is incapable to love again.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"Lo<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I am not like the rest of the girls. I can’t relax because my overthinking makes it so damn difficult for me to do that. When you call me and tell me that you love me, I will overthink why you did it for no reason. I will sweat the small stuff. I will constantly…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":95356,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28056","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/I\u2019m-Sorry-If-My-Overthinking-Makes-Me-Difficult-To-Love.jpg",800,536,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28056","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=28056"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28056\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/95356"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=28056"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=28056"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=28056"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}