{"id":32672,"date":"2019-02-13T08:12:09","date_gmt":"2019-02-13T08:12:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=32672"},"modified":"2022-02-27T13:44:02","modified_gmt":"2022-02-27T13:44:02","slug":"me-empujaste-pero-cai-de-pie","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/me-empujaste-pero-cai-de-pie\/","title":{"rendered":"Me empujaste pero ca\u00ed de pie"},"content":{"rendered":"

I should\u2019ve seen through your crap a long, long time ago\u2026 but in a way, I\u2019m kind of glad I didn\u2019t. Because if I had, my life at this very moment would not be the same.<\/em><\/p>\n

Let\u2019s rewind.<\/b><\/p>\n

Meeting you for the first time truly took my breath away\u2026 You were the most charming man I had ever met\u2026 and you looked so good that I wanted to do you there and then, I can\u2019t even lie. You were a walking dream.<\/p>\n

Naturally, I wasn\u2019t immune to your charm or your sweet, sweet lies (unbeknownst to me at the time) so it really didn\u2019t take me long para enamorarme de ti<\/span><\/a> totalmente.<\/p>\n

Antes de que me diera cuenta, ya formabas parte de mi vida y me sent\u00eda tan bien teniendo a este hombre guapo, ingenioso y encantador... <\/i><\/b>a mi lado<\/i><\/b><\/a>a quien todo el mundo respetaba y todas las chicas quer\u00edan tener. Me sent\u00eda infantilmente orgullosa de haber sido la primera en agarrarte.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

It\u2019s so silly thinking about it now\u2026 but the instant lust I felt for you at the time completely blinded me and it literally weakened my ability to judge character.<\/p>\n

Siempre pens\u00e9 que nunca podr\u00eda ser esa chica que se enamor\u00f3 de un charlat\u00e1n<\/span><\/a> but there I was\u2026 completely smitten by a man whose touch made me shiver and whose words I believed blindly, like all common sense had vanished from my head.<\/p>\n

You knew the hold you had over me and you didn\u2019t hesitate to use it against me. You knew all you needed to do was tell me what I craved to hear and I was yours from head to toe.<\/p>\n

You knew that your touch made me incapable of thinking soundly\u2026 and that your presence made me weak. You pressed your lips on mine\u2026 and I felt it in my entire body. I was hooked on the way you made me feel.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

You took advantage of my feelings for you. You played with my mind like a toy and my body was your sanctuary that you were allowed in whenever you wanted it and I never complained. I let you play with me, because it made me feel so damn good\u2026 but what it also did was make me look like a complete fool.<\/p>\n

I was never the girl who would let animalistic infatuation take control of her life. I was never the girl who would fall for sweet nothings and who craved a man\u2019s presence to the point of feeling hollow without him.<\/p>\n

Pero conocerte cambi\u00f3 todo eso. Te dej\u00e9 entrar en mi cabeza y perd\u00ed todo el control sobre mi vida. Mientras me quisiste, me tuviste, fui tuya.<\/p>\n

Hasta que un d\u00eda decidiste que ya era suficiente.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I guess you realized that you had used me in all the ways you possibly could and it was time for your next victim. So you just pushed me out of your life, like we never existed. Like I hadn\u2019t let you inside my mind and my body more times than I wish I had.<\/p>\n

I felt so used, betrayed and shamed… I felt like the biggest fool for letting you inside my life, subconsciously knowing it would never lead to anything good but giving in to lust and temptation.<\/p>\n

I felt like I wasn\u2019t myself anymore. I didn\u2019t recognize the girl in the mirror<\/a>. \u00bfC\u00f3mo pude ir en contra de mi buen juicio y darle a un gilipollas conspirador acceso a mi mente y a mi cuerpo? \u00bfC\u00f3mo pude ser tan superficial y d\u00e9bil?<\/p>\n

You vanished\u2026 and I all I was left with was pain and regret. And a promise that I would never, ever let myself be so blinded and fooled again.<\/p>\n

It was hell trying to get over you and learning to forgive myself. It was hell knowing I had to continue living my life with this shame\u2026 and finding ways to not resent you for being such a manipulative narcissist.<\/p>\n

Pero lo super\u00e9. Aprend\u00ed a vivir con esto y lo que finalmente comprend\u00ed fue que yo no era el culpable de esto. Eras t\u00fa y s\u00f3lo t\u00fa. As\u00ed que, en lugar de sentir perpetuamente arrepentimiento, verg\u00fcenza y culpa, lo convert\u00ed en algo positivo para m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

He convertido esta mala experiencia contigo en una lecci\u00f3n inestimable.<\/p>\n

Nunca habr\u00eda conocido realmente mi fuerza y mi poder, si no hubiera dejado que me utilizaras y me tomaras por tonta. Realmente hace falta una experiencia dolorosa y de mierda para darse cuenta de lo fuerte que eres de verdad y as\u00ed es exactamente como elijo ver esto.<\/p>\n

Now, I think twice before letting anyone close to me. Now, it takes a lot more than a hot body and empty words to win me over. And now, nobody has access to my body unless I can honestly say that there\u2019s a future there.<\/p>\n

You\u2019ve made me so much more careful and if it wasn\u2019t for you, who knows how long it would have taken me to realize what I know now.<\/p>\n

I wish I could see you one more time. But only to make you see that you didn\u2019t break me and you didn\u2019t destroy my faith in love. You didn\u2019t shake me and I\u2019m still standing.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

All you did was teach me a lesson I\u2019ll never forget.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t resent you anymore and I don\u2019t hate myself. That is such a waste of time.<\/p>\n

En cambio, elijo creer que cada experiencia encierra una valiosa lecci\u00f3n y t\u00fa fuiste la m\u00eda. Nada m\u00e1s y nada menos.<\/b><\/p>\n

\"Me<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I should\u2019ve seen through your crap a long, long time ago\u2026 but in a way, I\u2019m kind of glad I didn\u2019t. Because if I had, my life at this very moment would not be the same. Let\u2019s rewind. Meeting you for the first time truly took my breath away\u2026 You were the most charming man…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":32673,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32672","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/attractive.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32672","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=32672"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32672\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/32673"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=32672"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=32672"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=32672"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}