{"id":3363,"date":"2017-08-08T12:25:40","date_gmt":"2017-08-08T12:25:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=3363"},"modified":"2021-08-12T13:21:01","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T13:21:01","slug":"solo-necesito-saber-que-no-te-dejara-ir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/solo-necesito-saber-que-no-te-dejara-ir\/","title":{"rendered":"I Just Need To Know You Won't Let Go"},"content":{"rendered":"

Hay una canci\u00f3n de James Arthur que dice: \u201cI met you in the dark, you lit me up. You made me feel as though I was enough\u201d<\/em>. There is also a saying when you\u2019re happy, you listen to the songs, but when you\u2019re sad, you understand the lyrics. Right now, I am not sure which one of these two scenarios is mine.<\/p>\n

I just know that I am insecure and I can\u2019t help myself. It\u2019s nothing you have done\u2014it\u2019s something that life gave me as a gift. I\u2019m constantly dwelling on \u2018if I am enough\u2019 thoughts, and I\u2019m constantly anxious about the two of us. I\u2019m just waiting for you to walk out of my life because that\u2019s what\u2019s familiar to me.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve always been just a stop down the road to others, never a final station.<\/span><\/strong><\/h1>\n

People would visit my life, but they\u2019d never stay. They liked me and I liked them, and we might\u2019ve clicked as well, but that didn\u2019t stop them from leaving. It\u2019s like I wasn\u2019t good enough for them to stay. As if there was something wrong with me. And that\u2019s hard. Because all I ever wanted was for somebody to actually make an effort and stay.<\/p>\n

Once people got what they wanted, they\u2019d leave. <\/strong><\/span><\/h1>\n

Some of them would leave without a goodbye. Some would have a stupid excuse why I am not welcome in their life anymore, and others would exit at the speed of a tornado, leaving nothing but a mess behind them. That\u2019s how you found me\u2014in a mess, broken, and utterly unlovable.<\/p>\n

V\u00e9ase tambi\u00e9n:<\/strong>\u00a0To The Guy I Love: Please Don\u2019t Give Up On Me<\/a><\/p>\n

And I\u2019ve been too strong for too long now. <\/strong><\/span><\/h1>\n

\"Mujer<\/p>\n

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I never cared to admit how scared I am to people that might leave me. Not because I\u2019m afraid of loneliness but I am afraid of the memories I\u2019d create with those people.<\/p>\n

And my imagination keeps making a scenario in my head where somebody chooses me for a change and stays. I think that\u2019s what makes my disappointments even greater. The idea that I see people way better than they really are is what\u2019s killing me.<\/p>\n

V\u00e9ase tambi\u00e9n:<\/strong>\u00a0A la chica que ha sido demasiado fuerte durante demasiado tiempo<\/a><\/p>\n

That\u2019s why I need to know you won\u2019t let go. <\/strong><\/span><\/h1>\n

That\u2019s the reason I\u2019m giving you a hard time straight from the beginning. I need to know you\u2019re strong enough to withstand the storm that is me. I need to know you won\u2019t let go when things get rough. I need to know I\u2019m not just some random station to you\u2014I need to know I\u2019m your destination.<\/p>\n

You\u2019re my special one. <\/strong><\/span><\/h1>\n

I never thought I might find somebody like you, but yet you crossed my road, and I\u2019d like you to stay. But I don\u2019t let myself imagine us having our \u2018forever\u2019 since I was mistaken so many times before. I do know your value\u2014I am just unsure of how big of a role will you have in my life if you\u2019d like to stay. Therefore, to let you in, you have to prove me that you won\u2019t let go.<\/p>\n

To let you in, to allow myself to be confident about you, you need to show me all you\u2019re saying.<\/strong> I don\u2019t need to hear your empty promises. I don\u2019t want you to promise me the moon and the stars and everything that I wish for\u2014but only for a while. I don\u2019t need temporary people in my life anymore. I am tired of those.<\/p>\n

I need a man who\u2019ll stay. I need a man who\u2019ll make an effort and I need to know I am so valuable that you\u2019re scared of being without me. Because only then I\u2019d be able to show you how I love. Only then you\u2019d get to see all the wonderful sides of my affection and only then can we talk about love. I can\u2019t accept anything less and I know I shouldn’t.<\/a><\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

There is a song by James Arthur saying: \u201cI met you in the dark, you lit me up. You made me feel as though I was enough\u201d. There is also a saying when you\u2019re happy, you listen to the songs, but when you\u2019re sad, you understand the lyrics. Right now, I am not sure which…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":3364,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3363","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/ib-wira-dyatmika-115368.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3363","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3363"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3363\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3364"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3363"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3363"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3363"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}