{"id":3521,"date":"2017-08-14T12:57:12","date_gmt":"2017-08-14T12:57:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=3521"},"modified":"2021-08-12T13:13:38","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T13:13:38","slug":"el-amor-nunca-debe-ser-como","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/el-amor-nunca-debe-ser-como\/","title":{"rendered":"Al Chico Que Me Hizo Darme Cuenta De Lo Que El Amor NUNCA Deberia Ser"},"content":{"rendered":"

I never thought I\u2019d be talking to you ever again. I thought once I got far away from you, I\u2019d be saved, and that\u2019d be the last time we hear from each other, but life has its way of showing me I should switch up and start looking the bigger picture.<\/span><\/p>\n

I was thinking if I should introduce myself, but then it hit me that a predator always knows his pray, and I know you\u2019d recognize me no matter where. You\u2019d differ my \u2018handwriting\u2019 from somebody else’s everywhere because you know me perfectly well, don\u2019t you?<\/span><\/p>\n

You remember this insecure girl who needed somebody to love her because she wasn\u2019t strong enough to love herself? Yeah, I knew you\u2019d recognize me. <\/span><\/p>\n

There are things that I haven\u2019t told you and I have this skin-itching desire to give myself closure to our story. I need it so I can move on. I need it so I don\u2019t grant you the last word in what happened between us. <\/b><\/p>\n

I had no idea how weak I was, but you did. I was a perfect victim for your games and I was just the one you could manipulate,\u2014so naive and so pure-hearted it would be a sin not to use me and satisfy your narcissistic ego, right? Boy, I was such a good catch to you. <\/span><\/p>\n

Baj\u00e9 la guardia. <\/b><\/span><\/h1>\n

Porque I didn\u2019t know how to love myself<\/a>, I needed somebody else to love me instead. I needed to have somebody by my side because I had no idea how it feels to feel good about yourself. That was so wrong. Whenever something bad happened, I guessed I was the one to be blamed, I thought it was my fault. I always thought I was the guilty one\u2014what else is new? <\/span><\/p>\n

Te dej\u00e9 entrar. <\/b><\/span><\/h1>\n

You taught me it\u2019s not OK to let people in. <\/span><\/p>\n

I never trusted someone like I trusted you. I believed you\u2019ll be good to me and that you\u2019d never hurt me. When I showed you my deepest feelings, when I poured my heart out in the open, when I whispered my fears the quietest I could, you showed me I should\u2019ve kept them to myself. <\/span><\/p>\n

T\u00fa eres quien me ense\u00f1\u00f3 a no amar.<\/b><\/span><\/h1>\n

I thought you\u2019d taken care of me, but I survived every downfall alone. Every setback I had, you pretended you didn\u2019t see. But it made you feel good, didn\u2019t it\u2014to see me at my lowest? That\u2019s exactly where you needed me in order to feel better about yourself. <\/span><\/p>\n

I was drowning and I was hoping you would be the one to save me. You would have pulled my hand if you were one of the good guys. But you weren\u2019t. Now I know, you\u2019d stretch your hand towards the water but not to save me\u2014, it\u2019d be just to push me in deeper.<\/b><\/p>\n

Quiero que pienses en la chica que utilizaste en su momento m\u00e1s vulnerable. Quiero que pienses en la chica que te dio su amor sin recibir nada a cambio. Quiero que pienses en la chica que s\u00f3lo recibi\u00f3 magulladuras en el coraz\u00f3n del hombre en quien m\u00e1s confiaba. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ahora, quiero que pienses en la chica que merec\u00eda algo mejor que eso.<\/span><\/p>\n

Quiero que pienses en la chica que merec\u00eda algo mejor que ser ignorada.<\/span><\/p>\n

Quiero que pienses en la chica que merec\u00eda algo mejor que ser manipulada.<\/span><\/p>\n

Quiero que pienses en la chica que merec\u00eda a alguien mejor que t\u00fa.<\/b><\/p>\n

Esta chica quiere darte las gracias<\/b>. I am grateful to you for treating me like I didn\u2019t deserve a place in this world. I thank you for manipulating me, ignoring me, and playing me. I am grateful for each and every emotional beating you put me through. I want to thank you for not loving me. Because you made me love myself.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Cuando no hab\u00eda nadie m\u00e1s para amarme, confi\u00e9 en m\u00ed mismo. Cuando no hab\u00eda nadie m\u00e1s para salvarme, me salv\u00e9 a m\u00ed mismo. Cuando no hab\u00eda nadie que me levantara cuando me derribaste, me levant\u00e9 sola. Puede que no lo pretendieras, pero es a ti a quien tengo que agradecer que me hayas hecho tan fuerte. <\/b><\/p>\n

I learned to walk alone in this world. I realized that the love I deserve was never gonna come from you. I learned I am good enough for somebody else. I don\u2019t need to be good for you\u2014I am good enough for myself. I deserve all the love in this world because that\u2019s all I was giving to others as well. I realized Me merec\u00eda a alguien mejor que t\u00fa<\/a> and that\u2019s what gave me the strength to leave you just when I thought I could never live without you. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ya sabes,<\/span> Ya estoy listo.<\/b> I am the healthy soul that\u2019s finally ready to let somebody else in. That\u2019s why I gave myself permission to think of you again. I\u2019m doing it so I could say goodbye to you. <\/span>I realize it\u2019s not me that wasn\u2019t good enough for you, but it was you that wasn\u2019t good enough for me. <\/b><\/p>\n

Puedes pensar que me conoces perfectamente, pero est\u00e1s muy equivocado. Est\u00e1s tan equivocado conmigo como yo lo estaba contigo al principio de la historia. Eras mi oscuridad y te dej\u00e9 ir. <\/span><\/p>\n

I am finally ready to move on and we\u2019re finally done. You won\u2019t recognize my escritura<\/em> anymore because it\u2019s a happy person that\u2019s writing from now on. It\u2019s this lucky person who learned to love herself and found somebody to give her the love she deserves.<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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