When you needed me the most, I wasn\u2019t there. The problem is, I can\u2019t remember what I was doing and it means I wasn\u2019t doing anything that important.<\/p>\n
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I could\u2019ve been there and I should\u2019ve been there. I should\u2019ve been there when you were choosing your first mascara and when you were going through your first heartbreak. But I wasn\u2019t.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m sorry for cutting you off.<\/strong><\/p>\n Siempre que llamabas a mi puerta, ten\u00eda algo mejor que hacer. Siempre estaba superocupada y nunca encontraba tiempo para hablar contigo, para ayudarte o para responder a un mill\u00f3n de preguntas que ten\u00edas.<\/p>\n I never had the time to watch a movie with you, never had the time to download you your favorite songs. You should\u2019ve been my priority, but you fell into \u2018Plan B\u2019 somehow.<\/p>\n I\u2019m sorry for slamming the door in your face.<\/strong><\/p>\n I know you were only curious what my friends and I were doing and that you only peeked to see what it looks like to have friends, what it\u2019s like when your friends come over and you ended up getting chased out of my room like an intruder.<\/p>\n No lo fuiste, y te pido disculpas por todas las veces que te hice sentir indeseada.<\/p>\n I\u2019m sorry for not giving you my time.<\/strong><\/p>\n I\u2019m sorry for prioritizing Instagram, Facebook, Snapchat and whatnot over you. I\u2019m sorry that I made my online people more important than you who were there in person.<\/p>\n I\u2019m sorry for not going for a walk with you., I\u2019m sorry for not taking you to the park or to the zoo and most importantly,I\u2019m sorry for leaving you alone.<\/p>\n I\u2019m sorry for not showing you how much I love you.<\/strong><\/p>\n Realmente te am\u00e9 hasta la luna y de vuelta y todav\u00eda lo hago. Fui un idiota por no demostr\u00e1rtelo.<\/p>\n I guess I wasn\u2019t aware myself of how much a human being needs love and how much it means to a person.<\/p>\n I held that back from you and that\u2019s something I regret the most. I regret not hugging you all the time, not kissing you, and not telling you how adorable and pretty you are.<\/p>\n I\u2019m sorry for realizing only now how much my behavior was affecting you.<\/strong><\/p>\n Everything I did was your guiding star. I was your role model and you looked up to me, didn\u2019t you? Well, it sucks that I only get to know that now.<\/p>\n Yo tambi\u00e9n era una ni\u00f1a, pero soy mayor y es mi responsabilidad cuidar de ti.<\/p>\n I never wanted to make you feel unwanted or unworthy. \u2018Cause you\u2019re not.<\/p>\n I thought you were too much. I was wrong. You were not too much\u2014, you were just enough. You were and you are just perfect. <\/strong><\/p>\n It was never you\u2014it was my fault for making you feel as if you are hard to love. <\/strong><\/p>\n You were a perfect creature\u2014the most lovely little girl that was curious about even the smallest thing\u2014and that\u2019s the way you should\u2019ve been.<\/strong><\/p>\n You know I am a person that is always trying to think positively and I hope that you won\u2019t remember me badly by this and that I still get to make it up to you. And I will make it up to you.<\/p>\n I promise I\u2019ll be your shoulder to cry on.<\/strong><\/p>\n No matter what bugs you, if you\u2019re stressing over your cellulite, if you can\u2019t match your shirt with your shoes, or if your favorite character just died, you can talk to me.<\/p>\n We can talk about guys and music and movies and whatnot. If you just had the worst day and you don\u2019t feel like talking, we can just cuddle. I\u2019m there from now on.<\/p>\n I promise I\u2019ll be your helping hand.<\/strong><\/p>\n If you need help picking \u2018the\u2019 dress, if you need somebody to do something for you, if you need me to leave anything and run to you to save you, I\u2019m dropping everything and coming to save you.<\/p>\n It\u2019s something I should have been doing a long time ago.<\/p>\n I\u2019ll be so much around that I\u2019ll bore you to death and you\u2019ll forget each and every time when you needed me and I wasn\u2019t there.<\/p>\n I\u2019ll be your excuse.<\/strong><\/p>\n I\u2019m your big sister and I got your back. Wanna bail that party? It\u2019s on. Are parents overwhelming with their demands?<\/p>\n I\u2019m there. Is our family asking stupid questions about boys? I\u2019ll make them stop. Whichever excuse you need, you name it. I know you\u2019re a good girl and you won\u2019t abuse it.<\/p>\n I\u2019ll sing and dance with you.<\/strong><\/p>\n Just like Elsa and Anna, remember? I won\u2019t hide behind a closed door, but I\u2019ll help you build that snowman.<\/p>\n I\u2019ll dance your favorite moves, we\u2019ll sing and dance to that favorite song you had when you were little, we\u2019ll discover new artists and new singers, we\u2019ll keep listing our favorite songs and coming up with our new dance moves.<\/p>\n We\u2019ll do it better than we did before\u2014I give you my word.<\/p>\n I\u2019ll be your biggest cheerleader from now on.<\/strong><\/p>\n Parents aside, I have nothing to do with their love. I\u2019m gonna give you my own. I\u2019ll support you in your career choice.<\/p>\n I\u2019ll support you whenever you stand for something that\u2019s important to you and I won\u2019t ever allow you to fall down so hard that you can\u2019t get up.<\/p>\n I\u2019ll hold your hand on the path that we call life just like I did when you were learning to walk. Now you\u2019ll show me how to walk as a pair.<\/p>\n Because you\u2019re the most valuable thing that I have in this world and I love you to the moon and back.<\/strong><\/p>\n I\u2019m so sorry for everything\u2014for not loving you the way you deserve, for not treating you the way I should, for not telling you how smart and funny and beautiful and amazing you are.<\/p>\n I’m sorry for doing it now when you have let go of your innocence and when you’ve almost grown up.<\/p>\n But we still have all the time in this world. I promise you\u2014we\u2019ll make the most of it.<\/p>\n El amor,<\/strong> <\/p>\n I found a photo of you when you were little. Your eyes are big and you have the most innocent look in the world. Your hair is short, your hands are tiny,and your smile is adorable. I realized I love you so, so much. 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