{"id":36254,"date":"2020-08-06T12:35:33","date_gmt":"2020-08-06T12:35:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=36254"},"modified":"2021-08-12T07:47:04","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T07:47:04","slug":"me-sigues-importando-pero-ya-no-vales-la-pena","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/me-sigues-importando-pero-ya-no-vales-la-pena\/","title":{"rendered":"Todav\u00eda me importas pero ya no vales la pena"},"content":{"rendered":"

Oh, babe… <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00bfC\u00f3mo hemos llegado a este punto? \u00bfC\u00f3mo pasamos del amor a la tortura? \u00bfD\u00f3nde desapareci\u00f3 el hombre de mis sue\u00f1os?<\/p>\n

\u00bfCambiaste o simplemente te cansaste de actuar?<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know the answer to any of these questions. I don\u2019t know anything anymore nor do I understand.<\/p>\n

Lo \u00fanico que s\u00e9 es que lo que podr\u00edamos haber sido y haber tenido me est\u00e1 matando por dentro y me est\u00e1 partiendo el alma en dos.<\/p>\n

Tuvimos un comienzo perfecto, una de esas partes introductorias de las relaciones que te hacen creer que has encontrado el para\u00edso en la tierra. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Lamentablemente, en alg\u00fan momento, ese para\u00edso se convirti\u00f3 poco a poco en un infierno. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Antes de que pudiera comprender lo que estaba ocurriendo, lo malo superaba todo lo bueno y todo lo que ten\u00eda eran recuerdos lejanos de una felicidad que ya no ten\u00eda, pero que deseaba que volviera.<\/p>\n

\"la<\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t want us to end. What’s more, I did the impossible to prevent that from happening.<\/p>\n

Siempre intent\u00e9 ser mejor, hacer m\u00e1s y esforzarme m\u00e1s por nosotros. Perdon\u00e9 lo imperdonable y llor\u00e9 cuando no estabas cerca para verte.<\/p>\n

I simply didn\u2019t want to give up on us. I think that somewhere deep down I still haven\u2019t, but I had to let you go \u2013 or to be more accurate, you forced me to let you go. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Supongo que nunca fuiste listo para una relaci\u00f3n<\/a> y como las cosas se estaban poniendo m\u00e1s serias, empezaste a comportarte mal.<\/p>\n

You created problems where there weren’t any.  We would fight about every little thing and nothing was ever drama-free.<\/p>\n

A fin de cuentas, todo fue culpa m\u00eda.<\/p>\n

You really knew how to spin the story so it suited you and I would end up apologizing for things I hadn\u2019t done.<\/p>\n

Lo hice a sabiendas, para mantener la paz, porque ya estaba harto de guerras. Me hart\u00e9 de peleas insignificantes y est\u00fapidos malentendidos.<\/p>\n

Te pon\u00edas celoso y posesivo en un momento dado, y al siguiente actuabas como si yo fuera invisible.  <\/strong><\/p>\n

Sol\u00edas levantarme y colmarme de bondad y amor y, antes de que tuviera tiempo de disfrutarlo, cambiabas y hac\u00edas todo lo posible por hundirme y hacerme sentir que no val\u00eda nada.<\/p>\n

\"la<\/p>\n

Nunca supe c\u00f3mo actuar\u00edas o te sentir\u00edas. Nunca supe qu\u00e9 d\u00edas estar\u00edamos bien y qu\u00e9 d\u00edas mal.<\/p>\n

Y me acostumbr\u00e9 a ello. La incoherencia, el drama, el dolor mezclado con retazos de amor eran mi realidad. El desorden en el que viv\u00eda se convirti\u00f3, en cierto modo, en algo normal. <\/strong><\/p>\n

As\u00ed eran las cosas y siempre mantuve la esperanza de que volver\u00edas a ser como antes.<\/p>\n

Hice algo m\u00e1s que esperar; cada vez me esforzaba m\u00e1s y hac\u00eda todo lo posible para que vieras lo que yo veo, sintieras por m\u00ed lo que yo siento por ti.<\/p>\n

Until I couldn\u2019t anymore. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Hasta que me di cuenta de que, a pesar de lo que siento, no eres el hombre adecuado para m\u00ed. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Love shouldn\u2019t be so much trouble. Love shouldn\u2019t be so much pain and suffering.<\/p>\n

Love shouldn\u2019t be about one side making all the effort, while other does whatever the hell it wants.<\/p>\n

El amor consiste en superar las malas rachas. No se supon\u00eda que fuera una gran e interminable mala racha. Nunca debi\u00f3 ser tan duro.<\/p>\n

\"la<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t believe I\u2019m about to say this, in spite of everything… I still care about you, but that doesn\u2019t mean I want you back. <\/strong><\/p>\n

After everything you put me through, you are still a part of me \u2013 part of my thoughts, desires, and regrets.<\/p>\n

Sigo valorando esos peque\u00f1os momentos de alegr\u00eda y amor por encima de la mayor\u00eda de los malos momentos que me hiciste pasar.  <\/p>\n

I guess it\u2019s going to take me a long time before I become indiferente<\/a>\u2026 before it stops hurting\u2026 before I stop caring about you\u2026 before I stop wishing things were different\u2026<\/p>\n

But you know what? It doesn\u2019t matter how long it will take or how hard I\u2019ll fight to put my life back together.<\/p>\n

Lo que importa es que estoy libre de ti, que me he salvado de tu toxicidad, que ya no formas parte de mi vida.<\/p>\n

What matters is that I finally know that you are not worth it anymore. You don\u2019t deserve me.<\/p>\n

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\"Todav\u00eda<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Oh, babe… How did we get to this point? How did we get from love to torture? Where did the man of my dreams disappear to? Did you change or were you just tired of acting? I don\u2019t know the answer to any of these questions. I don\u2019t know anything anymore nor do I understand….<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":109804,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-36254","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/I-Still-Care-But-Youre-Just-Not-Worth-It-Anymore-1024x683.jpg",1024,683,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36254","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=36254"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36254\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/109804"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=36254"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=36254"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=36254"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}