{"id":36547,"date":"2020-07-13T07:42:06","date_gmt":"2020-07-13T07:42:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=36547"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:35:37","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:35:37","slug":"al-padre-que-no-me-queria-ahora-yo-tampoco-te-quiero-a-ti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/al-padre-que-no-me-queria-ahora-yo-tampoco-te-quiero-a-ti\/","title":{"rendered":"Al padre que no me quer\u00eda - Ahora yo tampoco te quiero a ti"},"content":{"rendered":"

Querido padre<\/strong><\/p>\r\n

Hace a\u00f1os que quer\u00eda escribir esta carta, pero cada vez que me sentaba y empezaba a teclear, olvidaba de alg\u00fan modo todo lo que quer\u00eda decirte.<\/p>\r\n

De repente, habr\u00eda una mezcla de sentimientos dentro de m\u00ed<\/a>, and so many thoughts kept rushing to my head that I didn\u2019t know what to write anymore.<\/p>\r\n

No matter how much effort I made, I couldn\u2019t find words strong enough to touch you.<\/p>\r\n

There wasn\u2019t a magic word I could say to have you here in my arms.<\/p>\r\n

You weren\u2019t someone who would fall for his child\u2019s tears nor were you someone who could feel empathy.<\/p>\r\n

Gracias a Dios, yo no soy como t\u00fa, porque s\u00f3lo un desalmado puede permanecer inmune a las l\u00e1grimas de un ni\u00f1o.<\/p>\r\n

You know, there is an old saying that all the ideals in the world are not worthy of one child\u2019s tear.<\/p>\r\n

De alguna manera, cada vez que pienso en ti, me acuerdo de ese dicho. Siento que quiere decirme algo.<\/p>\r\n

\"mujer<\/p>\r\n

Quiz\u00e1 que nunca deber\u00eda perdonarte que me dejaras sola mientras yo lloraba y te suplicaba que no te fueras.<\/p>\r\n

Maybe to have a heart that will be open for everyone except you because you don\u2019t deserve it.<\/p>\r\n

Perdiste todo derecho a m\u00ed el d\u00eda que te fuiste por esa puerta.<\/p>\r\n

Para ti, yo s\u00f3lo era alguien que te imped\u00eda que tus deseos se hicieran realidad. Yo s\u00f3lo era una ni\u00f1a que necesitaba tus cuidados y tu atenci\u00f3n, pero nunca los tuve.<\/p>\r\n

Hab\u00eda muchas cosas m\u00e1s importantes para ti que ver a tu hija convertirse en una mujer joven.<\/p>\r\n

Fallaste como padre, y fallaste mucho. Y eso es algo que nunca te perdonar\u00e9.<\/p>\r\n\r\n

Nunca te perdonar\u00e9 que me dejaras como si no fuera nadie importante para ti.<\/p>\r\n

Nunca te perdonar\u00e9 que me dieras la vida pero me rechazaras el d\u00eda que me viste por primera vez.<\/p>\r\n

There isn\u2019t anything more hypocritical than wanting a child but giving up on it as soon as you get it.<\/p>\r\n

\"mujer<\/p>\r\n

\u00bfQu\u00e9 pensabas? Tal vez pensaste que soy alguien a quien puedes dejar cuando quieras y volver cuando quieras.<\/p>\r\n

Bueno, siento reventar tu burbuja, pero esa no es la forma en que un padre de verdad act\u00faa con su hijo. Un padre de verdad est\u00e1 ah\u00ed pase lo que pase.<\/p>\r\n

Est\u00e1 all\u00ed para decirle a su mujer que \u00e9l cuidar\u00e1 del beb\u00e9 y que ella deber\u00eda irse a la cama porque est\u00e1 cansada de cuidar del beb\u00e9 todas las noches.<\/p>\r\n

Luego, cuando se queda a solas con ese beb\u00e9, lo coge en brazos, lo mira como si fuera el regalo m\u00e1s precioso y da gracias a Dios por hab\u00e9rselo enviado.<\/p>\r\n

Le dir\u00eda que la quiere tanto <\/a>y que nunca dejar\u00e1 que nadie le haga da\u00f1o.<\/p>\r\n

Tambi\u00e9n se enamorar\u00eda de sus ojos mir\u00e1ndole mientras intentaba captar cada cambio en su rostro.<\/p>\r\n

He would fall for this young lady so hard while she wouldn\u2019t have a clue about that.<\/p>\r\n

S\u00f3lo las estrellas que los miren sabr\u00e1n que una chica siempre ser\u00e1 amada y cuidada.<\/p>\r\n

S\u00f3lo ellos sabr\u00edan que mientras su padre viva, ella lo tendr\u00e1 todo.<\/p>\r\n

\"mujer<\/p>\r\n

Qu\u00e9 bonita historia, \u00bfverdad padre? Podr\u00edamos ser nosotros, pero fuiste un cobarde por dejar a la \u00fanica persona por la que deber\u00edas estar.<\/p>\r\n

You left me, and you didn\u2019t even think about how I would feel when I grow up and realize what you have done.<\/p>\r\n

You didn\u2019t care if I would ever think that the problem was in me. You left me to deal with my thoughts and the demons from my past on my own.<\/p>\r\n

You didn\u2019t want to help me because it was so much easier to leave and to enjoy life.<\/p>\r\n\r\n

Pero ahora, cuando eres mayor y ves que tengo una gran vida, de repente quieres formar parte de ella.<\/p>\r\n

Don\u2019t you know that you can\u2019t pop up in my life as you wish? You had to earn it, but you didn\u2019t even make any effort.<\/p>\r\n

So, don\u2019t expect me to forgive you for not being there and to run into your arms because I won\u2019t do it.<\/p>\r\n

Even if you give me legit explanations about why you weren\u2019t there, I won\u2019t buy them.<\/p>\r\n

\u00bfSabe por qu\u00e9? Porque no hay raz\u00f3n suficientemente buena para dejar a un hijo. No hay raz\u00f3n suficientemente buena para dejar a tu carne y a tu sangre.<\/p>\r\n

\"chica<\/p>\r\n

Parents don\u2019t do that because they are the ones who need to take care of their kids.<\/p>\r\n

They don\u2019t run. They don\u2019t hide from problems, and they cope with everything that life puts in front of them. But you weren\u2019t strong enough to handle all of that, right?<\/p>\r\n

Era mucho m\u00e1s f\u00e1cil dejarme en manos de mi madre, para que me cuidara y me proporcionara todo lo que necesitaba.<\/p>\r\n

It was much easier to leave me to the only person who would die for me because in that way, you didn\u2019t have to think whether I will be fine.<\/p>\r\n

I fue<\/em> fine thanks to the world\u2019s best mom, but there was a void that only your love could fill. And that place is still empty.<\/p>\r\n

It still hurts, and it still reminds me of my bad luck. Maybe you think that you didn\u2019t do anything bad, but the consequences are bigger than you think.<\/p>\r\n

Gracias a ti, Estoy constantemente sobrepensando<\/a> si soy lo suficientemente buena y si todos los hombres me dejar\u00e1n como t\u00fa.<\/p>\r\n

Because of you, I can\u2019t find peace, and I can\u2019t stop thinking about what would have happened if you had stayed next to me.<\/p>\r\n

Sigo pregunt\u00e1ndome en qu\u00e9 tipo de persona me habr\u00eda convertido si hubiera tenido un padre y una madre, una familia normal y sana.<\/p>\r\n

\"joven<\/p>\r\n

There isn\u2019t a day when I don\u2019t think about you and the effect you still have on me.<\/p>\r\n

Isn\u2019t it ironic that the man who is not even a part of my life is transforming my life into a living hell?<\/p>\r\n

I know that I should forget all about you, but I can\u2019t.<\/p>\r\n

A diferencia de ti, yo tengo sentimientos y emociones. A diferencia de ti, soy un ser humano que siente cosas que no son tan evidentes.<\/p>\r\n

Y no importa cu\u00e1ntas veces piense en darte una segunda oportunidad, de alg\u00fan modo creo que al hacerlo me traicionar\u00eda a m\u00ed misma.<\/p>\r\n

And that is the last thing I want now. If I betray myself choosing a man who didn\u2019t want me, I will never be able to forgive myself.<\/p>\r\n

So, \u2018dear\u2019 father, after all this time and after all this thinking, I still can\u2019t forgive you for what you have done to me.<\/p>\r\n

I can\u2019t wish you \u2018welcome\u2019 into my life as if nothing has happened. My heart is simply not that open and good.<\/p>\r\n

Supongo que la sangre llama a la sangre y que me parezco a ti m\u00e1s de lo que pensaba.<\/p>\r\n\r\n

\"Al<\/figure>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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