{"id":39503,"date":"2020-03-03T12:48:52","date_gmt":"2020-03-03T12:48:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=39503"},"modified":"2021-08-12T10:14:02","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T10:14:02","slug":"al-hombre-que-no-deberia-faltar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/al-hombre-que-no-deberia-faltar\/","title":{"rendered":"Al hombre que no deber\u00eda echar de menos"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00bfAlguna vez has sentido que no puedes controlar tus emociones? \u00bfComo si tu coraz\u00f3n se peleara con tu cabeza cada vez que quiere latir?<\/b><\/p>\n

Pues eso es exactamente lo que siento cada vez que pienso en ti.<\/p>\n

Cada vez, echarte de menos me agobia hasta el punto de que me cuesta respirar y no estar a tu lado empieza a doler f\u00edsicamente todo mi ser.<\/p>\n

As\u00ed es como me siento cada vez que pienso en todos los a\u00f1os que he malgastado aferr\u00e1ndome a tu recuerdo, sabiendo muy bien que nunca paso por tu mente.<\/p>\n

Cada vez que tengo que admitir a m\u00ed mismo que tristemente, Todav\u00eda te quiero <\/a> con todo mi ser.<\/p>\n

That is exactly how I feel every time I miss you, knowing that I shouldn\u2019t.<\/p>\n

Knowing that you don\u2019t deserve me giving you another thought. Knowing that I should kick you out of my system, the same way I kicked you out of my life ages ago.<\/b><\/p>\n

Quiero que dejes de existir dentro de m\u00ed. Quiero olvidar que alguna vez formaste parte de mi vida. Quiero que mueras en mi memoria.<\/b><\/p>\n

I want to stop replaying our entire relationship back and forth in my head. To stop thinking about all the chances we didn\u2019t take. About everything we could have become.<\/p>\n

Quiero que dejes de ser lo primero que me viene a la mente cada ma\u00f1ana que me despierto.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

To be able to sleep at night without having to delude myself, imagining that you\u2019re on the other side of the bed, just an arm\u2019s stretch away.<\/p>\n

I want to stop hoping it\u2019s you calling me every time my phone rings. To stop expecting you to show up out of nowhere, telling me that you can\u2019t get me out of your head either.<\/p>\n

Cada vez que pienso en echarte de menos, quiero recordarme todas las cosas horribles que me hiciste. Para recordar c\u00f3mo nunca me quisiste lo suficiente <\/a>.<\/p>\n

C\u00f3mo pas\u00e9 a\u00f1os a tu lado conform\u00e1ndome con migajas. Recordar c\u00f3mo me dejaste marchar, sin moverte un \u00e1pice para al menos intentar retenerme a tu lado.<\/p>\n

Quiero poder perdonarte todo el dolor, toda la humillaci\u00f3n y todos los traumas que dejaste atr\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

Para olvidar la venganza y el resentimiento que me han estado comiendo vivo. Quiero borrarte de mi memoria.<\/p>\n

Quiero ser m\u00e1s listo y m\u00e1s sabio. Quiero saber m\u00e1s.<\/b><\/p>\n

Quiero dejar atr\u00e1s el pasado y seguir adelante con mi vida, igual que hiciste t\u00fa. Quiero verte como nada m\u00e1s que una lecci\u00f3n que me hizo m\u00e1s fuerte.<\/p>\n

Quiero dejar de quererte, dejar de desearte y dejar de echarte de menos.<\/p>\n

Because, let\u2019s face it, you\u2019re not the man who should be missed. After all, what exactly is it that I miss?<\/b><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Do I miss those lonely nights I spent while you were heating someone else\u2019s bad? All those phone calls you never returned?<\/p>\n

\u00bfTodos esos a\u00f1os que perd\u00ed esperando a que entraras en raz\u00f3n y te convirtieras en el hombre que siempre necesit\u00e9 que fueras? Todas esas veces que me hiciste sentir como tu segunda opci\u00f3n <\/a>?<\/p>\n

\u00bfEcho de menos no estar nunca segura de tus sentimientos? \u00bfTodo el tiempo que pas\u00e9 intentando entenderte y el hecho de que yo fuera la \u00fanica que intentaba hacer algo de nuestra relaci\u00f3n?<\/p>\n

\u00bfEcho de menos c\u00f3mo escup\u00edas todo lo que te daba? \u00bfC\u00f3mo nunca apreciaste mis esfuerzos y sacrificios; c\u00f3mo lo exig\u00edas todo y acababas sin dar nada a cambio?<\/p>\n

\u00bfEcho de menos las peleas constantes y el drama? Echo de menos que alguien abuse emocionalmente de m\u00ed y me haga sentir que nunca fui suficiente?<\/p>\n

Because if I do, I must be crazy and stupid. However, despite this, the devastating truth is that my heart wants you back, even though it shouldn\u2019t.<\/p>\n

My body, senses, and emotions want to go back to our rare happy days. I want to run back into your arms, as if time hadn\u2019t passed.<\/p>\n

Yes, I\u2019m that stupid.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m that weak that I don\u2019t have the capacity to order my heart or take control over it.<\/b><\/p>\n

I guess I\u2019m not strong enough to control my thoughts, desires, and emotions. Not strong enough to stop missing you.<\/b><\/p>\n

\"Al<\/p>\n

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Have you ever felt like you can\u2019t control your emotions? As if your heart picks up a fight with your head every time it wants to beat? Well, that is exactly how I feel every time I think about you. Every time, missing you overwhelms me to the point where I have trouble breathing and…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":78375,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39503","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/To-The-Man-I-Shouldnt-Be-Missing.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","parent":29651,"count":207,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29653,"category_count":207,"category_description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","cat_name":"letters","category_nicename":"letters","category_parent":29651}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39503","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/41"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=39503"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39503\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/78375"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=39503"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=39503"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=39503"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}