{"id":4017,"date":"2020-06-04T09:37:14","date_gmt":"2020-06-04T09:37:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=4017"},"modified":"2022-01-06T15:54:19","modified_gmt":"2022-01-06T15:54:19","slug":"sigue-amando-aunque-sea-toxico","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/sigue-amando-aunque-sea-toxico\/","title":{"rendered":"Te sigo queriendo aunque seas t\u00f3xico"},"content":{"rendered":"

Shhh, estoy intentando que mis pensamientos dejen de surgir. Estoy intentando dejar de pensar en ti porque cada pensamiento sobre lo que tuvimos me destroza el coraz\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

And it keeps going\u2014on and on.<\/p>\n

En lo \u00fanico que pienso es en ti. En tu amor. El amor que captur\u00f3 tanto mi coraz\u00f3n que olvid\u00e9 lo que significa volver a ser yo misma.<\/p>\n

Te quer\u00eda. De verdad.<\/p>\n

But you didn\u2019t know how to cherish what we had. You failed to see a woman to love in front of you. And I gave myself all in.<\/p>\n

I gave you my heart and my soul but what I got in return was just pain. Enormous pain that is still here. And no matter what I do, I can\u2019t shake it away.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Sabes, una vez te am\u00e9. Pero todo lo que siento ahora es indiferencia, que es totalmente lo opuesto al amor.<\/p>\n

I loved you but my biggest mistake was that I couldn\u2019t accept you the way you were.<\/p>\n

Y Dios sabe lo t\u00f3xico que eras. As\u00ed que intent\u00e9 cambiarte.<\/p>\n

Cada d\u00eda era una nueva batalla para m\u00ed. Y cada d\u00eda perd\u00eda esa batalla.<\/p>\n

Pero yo era terco, y segu\u00eda repitiendo el mismo escenario. Pens\u00e9 que estar\u00edamos bien si t\u00fa cambiabas.<\/p>\n

Estaba dispuesto a cambiar. Me gustaban las mismas cosas que a ti. Pasaba tiempo con tus amigos t\u00f3xicos s\u00f3lo por ti.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Caminaba sobre c\u00e1scaras de huevo para que te sintieras bien. Y en todo ese l\u00edo, olvid\u00e9 mis necesidades y mis emociones.<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que, ahora, despu\u00e9s de tanto tiempo a solas, por fin lo he conseguido. I can\u2019t change who you are<\/a>. Puedo aceptarte o hacer las maletas e irme.<\/p>\n

Because what you don\u2019t understand is that it takes two to tango. And I don\u2019t see you are putting any effort to keep me close.<\/p>\n

Entonces, \u00bfpor qu\u00e9 iba a seguir intent\u00e1ndolo?<\/p>\n

You are not a man\u2014you are a mistake!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Mi mayor error que me cost\u00f3 los nervios. Un error que me hizo hacer cosas que pens\u00e9 que nunca har\u00eda.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Usted es quien me hizo pensar que era culpable de todo<\/a> que nos estaba pasando.<\/p>\n

But the harsh truth is that I wasn\u2019t. What kind of idiot do you think I am? Do you really think you are so special that I will gamble my life with you?<\/p>\n

Recibiendo tus sobras y ansiando un poco de amor. \u00a1NO!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

That\u2019s not a life I deserve. You are not a man I deserve. I deserve so much more and let\u2019s face it, darling\u2014you can\u2019t provide me with that.<\/p>\n

S\u00f3lo eres un hombre t\u00f3xico m\u00e1s en mi vida. Pero soy lo suficientemente inteligente como para poner un l\u00edmite.<\/p>\n

I won\u2019t let you bring me down every time you get high. I won\u2019t let you kiss me while I feel her smell on your body.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

I won\u2019t let you play with my feelings anymore. I won\u2019t. Do you know why?<\/p>\n

\u00a1Porque puedo!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Despu\u00e9s de todos estos a\u00f1os viviendo en una relaci\u00f3n t\u00f3xica, me di cuenta de que s\u00f3lo tengo una vida.<\/p>\n

And I don\u2019t want to waste it on someone who doesn\u2019t give a damn about me. I would rather be alone than in bad company.<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que, querida, \u00a1esta es tu llamada de atenci\u00f3n!<\/p>\n

You need to get your shit together if you want to stay with me! Because I ain\u2019t gonna put up with your crap anymore.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Me transform\u00e9 en una bestia y nada de lo que hagas podr\u00e1 derribarme. S\u00e9 que soy digno. Pero el problema es que t\u00fa no lo eres.<\/p>\n

If you ever want to get back to me, you should know that I won\u2019t be there, waiting for you to come to my hug.<\/p>\n

T\u00fa me convertiste en un monstruo, as\u00ed que atente a las consecuencias.<\/p>\n

Al final, si todav\u00eda est\u00e1 pensando si Te quiero<\/a>...estar\u00e9 encantado de darle una respuesta.<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que esc\u00fachame con atenci\u00f3n: \u201cI love you. Yes, I do. BUT I love me more!\u201d<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"Te<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Shhh, I am trying to make my thoughts stop arising. I am trying to quit thinking about you because every thought about what we had tears my heart apart. And it keeps going\u2014on and on. The only thing I think of is you. Your love. The love that captured my heart so much that I…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":97721,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4017","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/I-Still-Love-You-Although-You-Are-Toxic.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4017","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4017"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4017\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/97721"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4017"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4017"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4017"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}