If Tom Hardy had approached me, I wouldn\u2019t have reacted at all. I only wanted my ex to touch me and no one else.<\/strong><\/p>\n El hecho de que su relaci\u00f3n con su nueva novia progresara bien despert\u00f3 mi ira.<\/p>\n I wanted so badly to have sex with random guys but I just couldn\u2019t. Luckily, something always turned me off.<\/p>\n Ten\u00eda miedo de encari\u00f1arme con una persona que eligiera al azar para tener relaciones sexuales y de que esa persona tambi\u00e9n me hiciera da\u00f1o. <\/strong><\/p>\n Luego tuve una fase de sentir asco hacia todos los chicos. Era como si mi piel se hubiera acostumbrado a no tener ning\u00fan contacto.<\/strong><\/p>\n Durante los primeros meses, me cost\u00f3 adaptarme. Mi cuerpo me ped\u00eda sexo y no paraba de hablar de ello.<\/p>\n I kept watching porn, which didn\u2019t help at all. Every time I went out with the girls, I was looking for my prey but my ex kept popping up in my mind. It kept me safe from all those random guys.<\/p>\n En aquel momento, parec\u00eda que yo era la chica m\u00e1s atractiva de la zona. Hab\u00eda una energ\u00eda sexual a mi alrededor y todo el mundo pod\u00eda sentirla.<\/p>\n As time passed, this energy decreased. I felt miserable and like I couldn\u2019t attract anyone. And it was true at that time. I really had this toxic energy around me.<\/p>\n I was confused and I couldn\u2019t take anyone or anything seriously. I just existed.<\/p>\n That was the point when I decided to turn the tables. It could have been Uranus in Taurus, I don\u2019t know, but I accepted every situation and every change. <\/strong><\/p>\n Decid\u00ed no tener relaciones sexuales con nadie hasta que supiera que hab\u00eda encontrado a alguien especial o, al menos, a una persona relativamente fiable.<\/strong><\/p>\n Lo que ocurri\u00f3 despu\u00e9s fue que empec\u00e9 a prestar atenci\u00f3n a la gente y a los acontecimientos que me rodeaban.<\/p>\n Dej\u00e9 de preocuparme por mi falta de sexo, contacto humano y emociones y todo lo que ven\u00eda en ese paquete.<\/p>\n My body didn\u2019t crave it anymore, it adjusted well.<\/p>\n Empec\u00e9 a hacer footing, aunque nunca antes hab\u00eda practicado ning\u00fan deporte. Mi cuerpo se form\u00f3 bien y, gracias a las endorfinas que se liberan al hacer deporte, me sent\u00eda satisfecho.<\/p>\n Conoc\u00ed a mucha gente estupenda y empec\u00e9 a prestarme atenci\u00f3n a m\u00ed misma.<\/p>\n Surgieron muchas oportunidades de trabajo. Me sent\u00ed muy poderosa.<\/p>\n Era como si hubiera sacado de m\u00ed esta necesidad cruda y primitiva y de repente me hubiera convertido en alguien tan exitoso y profundo, como un hombre del Renacimiento.<\/p>\n Lo m\u00e1s importante fue que me sent\u00ed tan pura y fortalecida.<\/p>\n Despu\u00e9s de abrazarme a m\u00ed misma y a mi nueva pureza, y tambi\u00e9n a mi nuevo aspecto de mujer de negocios, de repente me di cuenta de que ahora les gustaba a muchos chicos.<\/p>\n Es casi como si hubieran podido oler mi nueva confianza en m\u00ed misma y mi \u00e9xito. <\/strong><\/p>\n Al principio, no dejaba de rechazar sus ofertas y hu\u00eda de sus ojos porque estaba muy centrada en m\u00ed misma y en mi reci\u00e9n adquirida independencia y confianza.<\/p>\n El hecho de que yo fuera inalcanzable para ellos les volv\u00eda a\u00fan m\u00e1s locos por m\u00ed. <\/strong><\/p>\n But I wasn\u2019t playing the ice queen actually. I was still afraid that they were going to hurt me and I was focusing on my job and my needs only. <\/strong><\/p>\n It lasted for a couple of months and then I fell in love again. I can\u2019t explain to you how suspicious I was in the beginning but he turned out to be the best thing that ever happened to me.<\/p>\n Me comprende y me apoya, me admira y me dice que soy la chica m\u00e1s guapa del mundo, aunque acabe de levantarme de la cama y tenga mal aliento.<\/p>\n Sigo destacando en mi trabajo y en mi vida social porque cuento con todo su apoyo. Y el sexo es incre\u00edble.<\/strong><\/p>\n Tal vez porque esper\u00e9 tanto tiempo a alguien especial.<\/strong><\/p>\n It had been more than two years that I had sex. The person I had been involved with hurt me really badly and I didn\u2019t let anyone approach me afterward. I felt disgusted and afraid. I also believed that he would repent and come back to me but he never did. 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