{"id":45560,"date":"2019-10-22T13:54:39","date_gmt":"2019-10-22T13:54:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=45560"},"modified":"2021-08-11T10:34:47","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T10:34:47","slug":"pense-que-eras-mi-alma-gemela-pero-terminaste-siendo-mi-pesadilla","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/pense-que-eras-mi-alma-gemela-pero-terminaste-siendo-mi-pesadilla\/","title":{"rendered":"Pens\u00e9 Que Eras Mi Alma Gemela Pero Terminaste Siendo Mi Pesadilla"},"content":{"rendered":"

Cada vez que me mirabas a los ojos, sent\u00eda calor por todo el cuerpo. <\/span><\/p>\n

Los latidos de mi coraz\u00f3n se acelerar\u00edan al instante y mis labios sentir\u00edan un ardiente deseo de ser besados por los tuyos.<\/span><\/p>\n

Every time you looked me in the eyes, I would freeze for a second because I felt like I\u2019d seen those eyes somewhere before, maybe in my dreams or on the street when we were passing by each other as strangers.<\/span><\/p>\n

Contigo, las horas parec\u00edan segundos y no hab\u00eda lugar en la tierra en el que prefiriera estar. Contigo me sent\u00eda segura, querida y feliz.<\/span><\/p>\n

Estaba convencido de que <\/span>eras mi alma gemela<\/span><\/a>, that we were meant to be and that you were the man that I\u2019d been waiting for.<\/span><\/p>\n

But one day, you looked me in the eyes again and it was the first time that I didn\u2019t get those warm sensations through my body. <\/span><\/p>\n

It was the first time that my heart didn\u2019t increase its beats and it was the first time that my lips didn\u2019t want to be kissed.<\/span><\/p>\n

Me di cuenta de que ya no eras el hombre que sol\u00eda conocer. \u00a1Ya no eras el hombre del que me enamor\u00e9!<\/b><\/p>\n

I realized that all that time, I wasn\u2019t really in love with you; instead, I was in love with the idea of you. <\/span><\/p>\n

Quer\u00eda creer que tus dulces gestos sal\u00edan directamente de tu coraz\u00f3n, que tus palabras no eran<\/span>hing but the pure truth and that you were the right one for me even though you weren\u2019t.<\/span><\/p>\n

Me obligu\u00e9 a creer que era a ti a quien deb\u00eda abrir mi coraz\u00f3n, aunque esa vocecita en mi cabeza me dec\u00eda lo contrario. <\/span><\/p>\n

Supongo que estaba harto de todos esos juegos jugados por <\/span>hombres t\u00f3xicos<\/span><\/a> que simplemente decid\u00ed olvidarme de todo eso y seguir ciegamente a mi coraz\u00f3n.<\/span><\/p>\n

Quer\u00eda confiar en ti, entregarte mi coraz\u00f3n y construir algo grande contigo. <\/i><\/b>I didn\u2019t realize that you didn\u2019t want the same. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t realize that your words were nothing but lies, that your actions were nothing but selfish deeds and that your heart was nothing but empty.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Pensaba que eras un hombre que se esforzaba en vez de poner excusas como el resto. <\/span><\/p>\n

Pens\u00e9 que eras un hombre que no ten\u00eda miedo al amor y que sab\u00eda apreciar lo que ten\u00eda. Y lo eras. <\/span><\/p>\n

Lo apreciabas todo s\u00f3lo cuando te conven\u00eda.<\/span><\/p>\n

Cada vez que me sent\u00eda sola y dolida, encontrabas la excusa perfecta para no estar a mi lado. <\/span><\/p>\n

Cada vez que me quejaba de algo, dec\u00edas que exageraba.<\/span><\/p>\n

Mi coraz\u00f3n nunca estuvo destinado a coincidir con el suyo y durante mucho tiempo me culp\u00e9 por darme cuenta demasiado tarde.<\/span><\/p>\n

Me culp\u00e9 por dejarte entrar ciega y est\u00fapidamente en mi vida y convertirla en la mayor de las pesadillas.<\/b><\/p>\n

Me culpaba por no saber ser una gilipollas ego\u00edsta que s\u00f3lo pensaba en su propia felicidad y bienestar. <\/span><\/p>\n

I<\/span> \u00a1me culpaba por no saber ser t\u00fa!<\/span><\/p>\n

Me hiciste sentir como un saco de boxeo in\u00fatil, indigno de ser amado. Me hiciste sentir una mierda por todo lo que dije y todo lo que hice. <\/span><\/p>\n

Durante mucho tiempo, pens\u00e9 que yo era la culpable de todo lo que pasaba entre nosotros.<\/span><\/p>\n

Tard\u00e9 demasiado en darme cuenta de que no eras m\u00e1s que un bicho en mi sistema, un error que hab\u00eda que arreglar, una equivocaci\u00f3n que hab\u00eda que borrar, \u00a1un cap\u00edtulo que hab\u00eda que destruir! <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Tard\u00e9 demasiado en darme cuenta de que <\/i><\/b>s\u00f3lo fuiste una dolorosa lecci\u00f3n<\/i><\/b><\/a> en la forma de mi mayor pesadilla.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I guess I needed to go through a nightmare in order to wake up and realize that all that time I\u2019d been too cruel toward myself and my heart. <\/span><\/p>\n

Supongo que necesitaba una pesadilla que me diera un pu\u00f1etazo en la cara y me dijera que nunca debo desviarme de mi camino para apaciguar a los dem\u00e1s, que nunca debo confiar en los dem\u00e1s hasta que demuestren sus acciones con sus palabras. <\/span><\/p>\n

That I should never fall head over heels with a stranger who doesn\u2019t even know what love really is. <\/span><\/p>\n

Que nunca debo descuidar mi propia felicidad por el bien de los dem\u00e1s.<\/span><\/p>\n

Tard\u00e9 demasiado en darme cuenta de que eras justo la llamada de atenci\u00f3n que necesitaba desesperadamente para <\/b>salvarme<\/b><\/a> \u00a1antes de que fuera demasiado tarde!<\/b><\/p>\n

And instead of blaming you for everything you did to me, I\u2019m wholeheartedly and sincerely thankful for every time you treated me like shit and every painful word you said to me because every time you made me sad, you taught me to choose more carefully with whom I\u2019m going to share my smile. <\/span><\/p>\n

Every time you took me for granted, you taught me that I shouldn\u2019t expect selfish people to treat me as a priority. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Cada vez que me hac\u00edas sentir que era menos digna, me ense\u00f1abas que la vida es demasiado corta para perder el tiempo con alguien que no merece formar parte de ella. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Y cada vez que menciono tu nombre, me recuerda una lecci\u00f3n dolorosa, pero sobre todo \u00fatil, que tuve que aprender para encontrar la verdadera felicidad.<\/span><\/p>\n

V\u00e9ase tambi\u00e9n: <\/span>No eras mi alma gemela, s\u00f3lo eras mi lecci\u00f3n<\/span><\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Every time you looked me in the eyes, I would get warm sensations throughout my whole body. The beats of my heart would instantly speed up and my lips would get a burning desire to be kissed by yours. Every time you looked me in the eyes, I would freeze for a second because I…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45560","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":false,"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45560","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=45560"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45560\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=45560"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=45560"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=45560"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}