{"id":45639,"date":"2019-10-23T21:00:41","date_gmt":"2019-10-23T21:00:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=45639"},"modified":"2021-08-11T10:25:27","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T10:25:27","slug":"sigo-rezando-para-que-tu-corazon-encuentre-el-camino-de-vuelta-al-mio","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/sigo-rezando-para-que-tu-corazon-encuentre-el-camino-de-vuelta-al-mio\/","title":{"rendered":"Todav\u00eda Rezo Para Que Tu Coraz\u00f3n Encuentre El Camino De Vuelta Al M\u00edo"},"content":{"rendered":"

S\u00e9 que lo m\u00e1s inteligente ser\u00eda olvidarme de \u00e9l, pasar p\u00e1gina en un nuevo libro sin \u00e9l, pero no puedo.<\/p>\n

Sigo enganchado a la idea de que tendremos una segunda oportunidad. <\/p>\n

We weren\u2019t ready for love this big the first time around. <\/b><\/p>\n

S\u00ed, ser\u00eda f\u00e1cil echarle la culpa de todo y decir que no estaba preparado.<\/p>\n

But I wasn\u2019t either. <\/p>\n

Estaba completamente perdido. No ten\u00eda direcci\u00f3n en la vida.<\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t know what I wanted or who I was. I failed to see my own worth. <\/p>\n

Estaba tan concentrado en encontrar el amor verdadero<\/a> que olvid\u00e9 que primero ten\u00eda que encontrarme a m\u00ed misma.<\/p>\n

Lo am\u00e9 tanto, y fall\u00e9 en amarme a m\u00ed misma. <\/p>\n

\"Feliz<\/p>\n

En lugar de encontrarme con \u00e9l a mitad de camino, siempre era yo la que corr\u00eda m\u00e1s r\u00e1pido hacia \u00e9l. <\/b><\/p>\n

That\u2019s why he ran in the opposite direction. <\/b><\/p>\n

No hab\u00eda equilibrio en nuestra relaci\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

No hubo reciprocidad ni igual esfuerzo porque no dej\u00e9 espacio para ello.<\/p>\n

Simplemente me preocup\u00e9 demasiado y di lo mejor de m\u00ed. <\/p>\n

Respond\u00eda a sus mensajes en cuanto se encend\u00eda mi tel\u00e9fono.<\/p>\n

Cancelaba todos los dem\u00e1s planes cuando \u00e9l dec\u00eda que quer\u00eda salir. Estaba demasiado disponible. <\/p>\n

I placed myself second and him first, and that\u2019s when his interest started to wear down.<\/b><\/p>\n

I should have taken it slowly, step-by-step, and see where the relationship was going, but I didn\u2019t know how to stop myself.<\/b><\/p>\n

Estaba ansioso por saber de \u00e9l.<\/p>\n

Quer\u00eda estar cerca de \u00e9l todo lo posible.<\/p>\n

\"Pareja<\/p>\n

Quer\u00eda sus abrazos y su calor, y poco a poco se convirti\u00f3 en mi obsesi\u00f3n. <\/p>\n

I was always waiting for him to put more effort than I did, and when it didn\u2019t come, I ended being more hurt than before. <\/p>\n

Vio que estaba demasiado metido.<\/p>\n

Vio que pod\u00eda ir y venir a su antojo.<\/p>\n

Vio que puede jugar con mi mente y salirse con la suya. <\/p>\n

He had no right to treat me like that, and I should\u2019ve never allowed it either. <\/b><\/p>\n

That\u2019s why I blame us both for the way things ended. <\/b><\/p>\n

Deber\u00eda haber puesto l\u00edmites. Deber\u00eda haber bajado mi intensidad.<\/p>\n

Deber\u00eda haber seguido su ejemplo a la hora de invertir en nuestra relaci\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

That\u2019s all. <\/p>\n

I thought If I don\u2019t jump at every opportunity to be with him or to text him, he will lose interest or think that I\u2019m playing games. <\/p>\n

Pero nunca se trat\u00f3 de juegos o de actuar como si fuera dif\u00edcil de conseguir.<\/p>\n

Se trataba de tener normas<\/a> y tener mi propia vida.<\/p>\n

Se trataba de amarle pero respet\u00e1ndome a m\u00ed misma en el proceso. <\/p>\n

Now I\u2019m left with \u2018should haves\u2019 and \u2018what-ifs\u2019, and they hurt like hell, but they also helped me learn something about love relationships and myself. <\/b><\/p>\n

Ahora me centro en m\u00ed mismo.<\/p>\n

Me mantengo ocupada para dejar de pensar demasiado.<\/p>\n

I am building a life I will be proud of\u2014the life I hope my forever person will want to be a part of. <\/p>\n

Rezo y espero con cada \u00e1tomo de mi ser que \u00e9l sea esa persona. <\/b><\/p>\n

\"Pareja<\/p>\n

Sigue siendo mi pensamiento m\u00e1s com\u00fan.<\/p>\n

Todav\u00eda repito en mi memoria todos esos momentos que pasamos juntos.<\/p>\n

Sus labios siguen impresos en los m\u00edos.<\/p>\n

Todav\u00eda anhelo su tacto.<\/p>\n

I still want to hear his voice and tell him everything that\u2019s on my chest. <\/p>\n

There is an empty spot in my heart I wish he could fill, but there\u2019s nothing I can do about it.<\/b><\/p>\n

Todo lo que puedo hacer es rezar. <\/b><\/p>\n

Reza para que el verdadero amor me encuentre. <\/p>\n

Reza para que su coraz\u00f3n me encuentre de nuevo si \u00e9l es el elegido. <\/p>\n

Pray that my heart heals if it\u2019s not meant to be.<\/p>\n

\"Todav\u00eda<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I know that the smartest thing would be to forget all about him, to turn a new leaf in a new book without him, but I can\u2019t. I am still hooked on the idea that we will get our second chance.  We weren\u2019t ready for love this big the first time around.  Yes, it would…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":45633,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45639","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/shutterstock_6572361701.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45639","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=45639"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45639\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/45633"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=45639"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=45639"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=45639"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}