{"id":45918,"date":"2019-10-29T13:47:06","date_gmt":"2019-10-29T13:47:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=45918"},"modified":"2021-08-11T10:17:06","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T10:17:06","slug":"espero-que-pases-un-infierno-cuando-me-veas-prosperar-sin-ti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/espero-que-pases-un-infierno-cuando-me-veas-prosperar-sin-ti\/","title":{"rendered":"Espero que pases por el infierno cuando me veas prosperar sin ti"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dicen que cuando amas a alguien incondicionalmente y con todo tu coraz\u00f3n, quieres que sea feliz, aunque esa felicidad no te incluya a ti. <\/span><\/p>\n

Quieres que tengan todo lo mejor en la vida, pase lo que pase.<\/span><\/p>\n

Well, I don\u2019t know if I never loved you enough or if I\u2019m overly selfish, or maybe you did me too much harm. <\/b><\/p>\n

But guess what: I don\u2019t want your life to be in perfect order. <\/b><\/p>\n

Maybe I am a bad person because I can\u2019t find the strength in me to forgive you and forget everything you did to me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Nevertheless, at least I\u2019m honest.<\/span><\/p>\n

At least I\u2019m not pretending to be this merciful soul who throws back flowers on those who throw stones at her. <\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m not faking it. I\u2019m not acting that I can be the bigger man and give you all my blessings when in fact, I\u2019m cursing the day you were born.<\/b><\/p>\n

No, I don\u2019t hate you. Not any more, at least.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ha pasado demasiado tiempo desde que <\/span>me rompi\u00f3 el coraz\u00f3n<\/span><\/a> y destruy\u00f3 todo mi ser para que a\u00fan me consuma el resentimiento. <\/span><\/p>\n

I’m just perfectly aware that you don\u2019t deserve anything good.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"Espero<\/p>\n

No, I won\u2019t be getting even at you because I don\u2019t want to give you another crumb of my attention. <\/span><\/p>\n

Sin embargo, esperar\u00e9 que el karma se salga con la suya y que la vida le castigue por todas sus fechor\u00edas.<\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want you to keep on living despite killing me spiritually. <\/b><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want you to be peaceful despite me not being at ease, and I don\u2019t want you smiling while tears keep me up at night.<\/b><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want you to find your happily ever after, while you left me forever traumatized and convinced I am not meant to be loved. <\/b><\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want you to grow old waking up next to the love of your life, meanwhile my nightmares haunt me.<\/b><\/p>\n

Instead, I want you to be sorry. I don\u2019t want you to regret everything you did to me because I hope that you\u2019ll want me back.<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u00f3lo quiero que sientas cada gramo de dolor que yo sent\u00ed. Llorar cada l\u00e1grima que llor\u00e9 y ser da\u00f1ado por cada trauma que me causaste.<\/span><\/p>\n

Call me immature, evil, and vengeful, but the truth is that I want you to see me at my best, while you\u2019re at your worst. <\/b><\/p>\n

Quiero que me mires desde abajo, mientras yo me elevo a lo m\u00e1s alto.<\/b><\/p>\n

I know you are a pathetic, little man whose ego wouldn\u2019t stand the fact that you didn\u2019t manage to destroy me.<\/b><\/p>\n

En <\/span>chico inseguro<\/span><\/a> que morir\u00eda en cuanto viera que he triunfado sin ti.<\/span><\/p>\n

Y te prometo que eso es exactamente lo que ocurrir\u00e1: Yo prosperar\u00e9 y t\u00fa pasar\u00e1s por un infierno.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Te comer\u00e1 vivo cada vez que veas que lo he conseguido sin ti, cada vez que me veas sonre\u00edr a pesar de la vida y cada vez que oigas hablar de mi felicidad. <\/span><\/p>\n

You\u2019ll be consumed by anger once you realize that you failed in breaking me and that I managed to put the crushed pieces of myself back together.<\/span><\/p>\n

Una vez que veas que finalmente me convert\u00ed en la mujer que siempre so\u00f1\u00e9 ser. <\/span><\/p>\n

Que logr\u00e9 encontrar la luz en la oscuridad que dejaste y que super\u00e9 los traumas que causaste.<\/span><\/p>\n

You\u2019ll die of envy every time you reach out to your phone and see there\u2019s no missed call from me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Cada a\u00f1o, el reloj marca la medianoche de tu cumplea\u00f1os sin que yo est\u00e9 all\u00ed para sorprenderte.<\/span><\/p>\n

Te consumir\u00e1 el arrepentimiento cada vez que intentes llamarme, s\u00f3lo para ver que ya no estoy disponible. <\/span><\/p>\n

Cada vez te das cuenta de que no estoy all\u00ed, esperando pacientemente a que vuelvas.<\/span><\/p>\n

I hope you go through hell once you come to the devastating realization that I never actually needed you \u2013 you were the one who needed me all along.<\/b><\/p>\n

Y ahora, me has perdido para siempre.<\/b><\/p>\n

Te prometo que <\/span>te arrepentir\u00e1s<\/span><\/a> cuando te des cuenta de que me eleg\u00ed a m\u00ed mismo antes que a ti. <\/span><\/p>\n

Te prometo que aprender\u00e1s a apreciar mi presencia cuando sientas mi ausencia.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"Espero<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

They say that when you love someone unconditionally and with your entire heart, you want them to be happy, even if that happiness doesn\u2019t include you. You want them to have all the best in life, no matter what. Well, I don\u2019t know if I never loved you enough or if I\u2019m overly selfish, or…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":45928,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45918","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/attractive-beautiful-beauty-458766.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45918","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=45918"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45918\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/45928"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=45918"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=45918"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=45918"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}