{"id":50998,"date":"2021-11-18T16:44:08","date_gmt":"2021-11-18T16:44:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=50998"},"modified":"2024-10-30T15:40:05","modified_gmt":"2024-10-30T14:40:05","slug":"te-dejo-este-ano","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/te-dejo-este-ano\/","title":{"rendered":"Te dejo en 2024 donde perteneces"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ll\u00e1menme modesta o poco ambiciosa, pero la verdad es que no tengo muchas metas en 2025.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No, I\u2019m not aspiring to become filthy rich, to change my job or to lose weight because the bottom line is none of these things matter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Adem\u00e1s de estar sano y rodeado de mis seres queridos, mi \u00fanico deseo es empezar el pr\u00f3ximo a\u00f1o sin ti<\/b>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This might sound surprising, knowing the fact that you haven\u2019t been by my side for a long time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

However, despite your physical absence, the truth is that there wasn\u2019t a single day in 2024 on which you didn\u2019t cross my mind. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n

So, even though you\u2019re not actually around, you\u2019re very well present inside of me. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n

You exist in my thoughts, heart, dreams, prayers, conversations and every part of my being. You\u2019re following me around from the moment I wake up until I fall asleep. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n

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Our past and the way you walked out on me are still haunting me to this day. I\u2019m still waiting for an explanation, for some kind of closure or for an approval that I mattered.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The hell with it\u2014 I\u2019m still waiting for you to come back<\/b> .<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I\u2019m still standing in the same place you left me, waiting for a miracle, for a late night phone call or at least a sign that I exist inside of you, as well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I\u2019m still waiting for you to be the man you were ages ago. For you to tell me how sorry you are for allowing me to live all these years without you and for letting me go.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

For you to tell me that you\u2019ve been busc\u00e1ndome en cada mujer <\/a> en tu camino. Suplicar mi perd\u00f3n y comprender de verdad todo el dolor que me causaste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Waiting for the time when you\u2019ll come back to me, without the intention of ever leaving again. For you to realize that you\u2019ve loved me back all along.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Suena tonto y poco realista, lo s\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Por eso, lo \u00fanico que deseo es dejar atr\u00e1s estos sentimientos del a\u00f1o pasado. Quiero dejar de amarte, <\/b>dejar de esperar<\/b><\/a> por ti, y dejar de recordarte.<\/b><\/p>\n\n\n

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Cuando el reloj marc\u00f3 la medianoche, quise que mi \u00faltimo pensamiento sobre ti desapareciera para siempre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Que nunca jam\u00e1s pensar\u00eda en ti, que nunca me cruzar\u00eda contigo, que nunca escuchar\u00eda una canci\u00f3n que pudiera recordarme a ti y que nadie mencionar\u00eda tu nombre en mi presencia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Con cada campanada de medianoche, deseaba que te borraran de mi memoria, como si nunca hubieras formado parte de mi vida.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Quer\u00eda dejar de repetir toda nuestra relaci\u00f3n una y otra vez en mi cabeza, tratando de llegar a alg\u00fan tipo de conclusi\u00f3n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dejar de pensar en todo lo que podr\u00edamos haber conseguido y dejar de imaginar c\u00f3mo ser\u00eda mi vida ahora si hubieras decidido quedarte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Quer\u00eda deshacerme del resentimiento y la ira. Dejar de odiarte, dejar de esperar que el karma te devolviera todo lo que me hiciste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No, I don\u2019t have to find someone new in 2025. I don\u2019t have to necessarily fall in love with another man\u2014I just want to fall out of love with you. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n

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Cuando el reloj dio las doce, quise que desapareciera este dolor que todo lo consume en mi pecho. Que esta tristeza desapareciera y que estas l\u00e1grimas dejaran de caer por mi rostro.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I wanted to sleep peacefully at night, without thinking whether you\u2019re okay and without worrying for your sake.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Le ped\u00ed a Dios que me diera fuerzas para librarme de tu esp\u00edritu este a\u00f1o. Para que todos mis demonios del pasado dejaran de perseguirme y para que por fin pudiera seguir adelante, como deber\u00eda haber hecho hace a\u00f1os.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rec\u00e9 a <\/b>ser feliz<\/b><\/a> this year. And that can\u2019t be possible until you cease to exist inside of me. <\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Basically, what I\u2019m trying to tell you is that you have blown all your chances with me and that from now on, it will be too late for you to do anything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

As midnight struck, I promised myself that there would be no more coming back into my life every few months just to check whether I\u2019m still there, no more showing up on my doorstep asking for help when everyone else abandons you, and no more counting on my unconditional love and support.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En 2025, habr\u00e1 m\u00e1s yo y, con suerte, tampoco m\u00e1s t\u00fa en mi vida.<\/b><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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