{"id":5182,"date":"2020-03-16T20:53:41","date_gmt":"2020-03-16T20:53:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=5182"},"modified":"2021-08-12T07:56:48","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T07:56:48","slug":"carta-hombre-nunca-mia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/carta-hombre-nunca-mia\/","title":{"rendered":"Carta al hombre que nunca fue m\u00edo"},"content":{"rendered":"

Querido \"Amor de mi vida\",<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Te escribo esta carta con el coraz\u00f3n en un pu\u00f1o. S\u00f3lo quiero que sepas lo que he pasado cuando est\u00e1bamos juntos.<\/p>\n

Oh espera, estar juntos no es una buena palabra.<\/p>\n

Cuando yo pensamiento <\/i> that we were together would suit here better. Anyway, I have the need to tell you all, so you wouldn\u2019t do the same thing to another woman.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want anyone to feel the pain I felt. I wouldn\u2019t wish that even on my worst enemy.<\/p>\n

Ver\u00e1s, siempre pens\u00e9 que envejecer\u00eda contigo. Pens\u00e9 que eras el hombre de mis sue\u00f1os.<\/p>\n

Eras el aire fresco en mis pulmones y un arco iris cuando la vida era dura.<\/p>\n

You were there for me, but I didn\u2019t see deeper into your eyes. I didn\u2019t see that you don\u2019t feel the same way.<\/p>\n

Salir conmigo s\u00f3lo era conveniente para ti. Era s\u00f3lo una forma de sacudirte el estr\u00e9s. Al final, necesitabas a alguien que cocinara, limpiara y te hiciera compa\u00f1\u00eda.<\/p>\n

And that\u2019s what I was for you. Not your alma gemela<\/a>, not your loved one. I was just someone who will be there until the right girl pops up. But the catch is that I didn\u2019t know that.<\/p>\n

Tend\u00eda a vivir en la ignorancia, pensando que para nosotros dos el trato ya estaba hecho. Pensaba que te quedar\u00edas conmigo cuando tuviera problemas.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

But you weren\u2019t even listening to me while I was talking about them. You were preoccupied texting other women and totally neglecting me.<\/p>\n

Prefer\u00edas salir con los chicos en vez de quedarte conmigo en casa. Nunca podr\u00edas entender mi trabajo, mis amigos o mi familia.<\/p>\n

Todo eso fue demasiado para ti. Pero fui insistente. Quer\u00eda que me quisieras. Quer\u00eda que te importara. Quer\u00eda ser la mujer a la que mirar\u00edas en una habitaci\u00f3n llena de gente.<\/p>\n

I wanted to be the last thing you think of when you go to bed\u2014and the first one that you think of when you open your eyes. I wanted you to love me just like I loved you.<\/p>\n

I was deeply, madly, and without limitations in love with you. But you didn\u2019t see that. Or you just pretended that you didn\u2019t see.<\/p>\n

Yo era la que lloraba toda la noche, pensando en cosas que me entristec\u00edan. Y al otro lado de nuestra cama, t\u00fa dorm\u00edas serenamente como un beb\u00e9.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t know about the demonios dentro de mi<\/a>.<\/p>\n

And every day was a new battle\u2014a battle for your love.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Entonces, durante una de esas noches solitarias, me vi accidentalmente en el espejo. Y me qued\u00e9 at\u00f3nita. La mujer del espejo era una copia de m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

I could see on her face that she was crying \u2014 her eyes were red because of all those tears. She was pale, with her mascara mixed with her tears. And I got scared.<\/p>\n

I got scared of what you had transformed me into\u2014no, what I had allowed you to transform me into. That second, I decided to stop.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

I decided to burn the bridges between the two of us. I didn\u2019t want to be just one more sad girl. I wanted more. I deserved more. But you couldn\u2019t provide me that.<\/p>\n

Ahora, despu\u00e9s de todos estos a\u00f1os sin tenerte a mi lado, quiero darte las gracias.<\/p>\n

Gracias por demostrarme que puedo hacerlo mejor. Gracias por decepcionarme tantas veces que aprend\u00ed a levantarme.<\/p>\n

Gracias<\/a> por no amarme porque al hacerlo, le diste a otro hombre la oportunidad de hacerme feliz.<\/p>\n

Y sobre todo, gracias por dejarme ir. El d\u00eda que me dejaste ir, sin siquiera intentar traerme de vuelta, nac\u00ed de nuevo.<\/p>\n

And I wouldn\u2019t change that feeling for anything in the world. In the end I want to thank you once more for making me the person who I am now.<\/p>\n

Sin ti nunca lo habr\u00eda conseguido.<\/p>\n

Con cero amor,<\/p>\n

La chica que nunca fue tuya<\/p>\n

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