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<\/p>\nFuiste mi deseo desde el d\u00eda en que le conoc\u00ed: tu no-me-quiero-ser-pap\u00e1. Desde el principio, fue el amor de mi vida, el hombre de mis sue\u00f1os.<\/p>\n
Iba en contra de todas las reglas de los libros, de todas las dem\u00e1s directrices que nos ense\u00f1aban a seguir como ejemplo para nuestras extraordinarias, aunque tan ordinarias y aburridas vidas.<\/p>\n
But we fell for each other in the most unusual place. The place you\u2019d never think that in your wildest dreams, such a thing called big love could happen.<\/p>\n
Y t\u00fa, mi sue\u00f1o incumplido, eras todo lo que yo quer\u00eda de la vida. T\u00fa representar\u00edas otra oportunidad, otro primer paso para empezar de nuevo.<\/p>\n
Supliqu\u00e9 a la vida que me bendijera con esa oportunidad porque cada d\u00eda, m\u00e1s y m\u00e1s, me mor\u00eda por dentro. Hasta que sucedi\u00f3 y le conoc\u00ed, el que estaba hecho a mi medida.<\/p>\n
And a little time has passed since I started wanting to hold you in my arms, wishing for a boy who had his father\u2019s eyes, and his mother\u2019s will to live, love, and laugh.<\/p>\n
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Since day 1, I wanted everything with him. I did everything for him. And deep down inside I knew I\u2019d never regret it. But why would I?<\/p>\n
\u00bfEs el orgullo m\u00e1s fuerte que el amor? \u00bfEs la tristeza y acabar solo, rechazado por todos, m\u00e1s fuerte que los sentimientos que puedes experimentar una vez en la vida, si tienes suerte?<\/p>\n
Do you appreciate yourself more? You deserve better than that? Then you haven\u2019t been given a chance to truly love.<\/p>\n
Llev\u00e1bamos vidas separadas y una vida juntos, porque era la \u00fanica forma de ser. Era la \u00fanica forma de que nuestro amor sobreviviera.<\/p>\n
Al final, sacrificamos el amor por el que viv\u00edamos. Ambos decidimos morir para que otros pudieran vivir.<\/p>\n
But you would change all of that, wouldn\u2019t you!? You would come into this world as an insult to all those rules and guidelines.<\/p>\n
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Tu nacimiento ser\u00eda la comidilla de la ciudad. Cambiar\u00edas tantas vidas; har\u00edas llorar a tanta gente. S\u00f3lo con tu inocencia y tu existencia pura.<\/p>\n
Rechazado por todos, con la letra escarlata en la frente, caminar\u00eda por estas calles con orgullo.<\/p>\n
La alegr\u00eda llenar\u00eda mi coraz\u00f3n porque t\u00fa est\u00e1s hecha de amor verdadero, ese que sabes que s\u00f3lo se da una vez en la vida.<\/p>\n
And you, my boy, would be living proof of that. That love doesn\u2019t come in a package with instructions to who you should or shouldn\u2019t love.<\/p>\n
Love doesn\u2019t pick a side. Love doesn\u2019t understand the language of names or religion.<\/p>\n
Love doesn\u2019t know age or any other dimension but itself. It\u2019s selfish toward selfishness, it\u2019s rude towards sanity. It mocks it and makes it seem insane.<\/p>\n
Y si alguno de ustedes piensa diferente, nunca ha sido amado y nunca ha amado verdaderamente a alguien.<\/p>\n
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The one love that feels so natural from the start, that you think you can conquer the world with that person beside you, is the love that rarely comes along \u2013 maybe once in a lifetime, if you get to be so lucky.<\/p>\n
Y t\u00fa, la que anhelaba, ser\u00edas una corona de esa pureza. Una manifestaci\u00f3n de todo lo que ambos combinamos.<\/p>\n
But you didn\u2019t happen. For all of the written reasons and unwritten guidelines, made for living zombies, who go through life and can\u2019t wait for it to end.<\/p>\n
Your laugh will continue to echo in my ears, just like your father\u2019s will.<\/p>\n
Siempre te tendr\u00e9 en mis brazos y te cantar\u00e9 una nana, como se la cantaba a mis hijas. Pero esta ser\u00eda una canci\u00f3n de cuna para el ni\u00f1o no nacido.<\/p>\n
Un ni\u00f1o nacido y criado s\u00f3lo en mi coraz\u00f3n.<\/p>\n
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