{"id":5910,"date":"2017-10-02T07:28:15","date_gmt":"2017-10-02T07:28:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=5910"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:59:21","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:59:21","slug":"chico-golpeado-muerte-emocional","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/chico-golpeado-muerte-emocional\/","title":{"rendered":"Al tipo que me golpe\u00f3 hasta la muerte emocional"},"content":{"rendered":"

Estimado <\/span>\u201cSavior\u201d<\/span><\/i>,<\/span><\/p>\n

Who would have thought I will be thanking you after all you have done to me? Isn\u2019t life full of surprises? One moment you are dying inside and the other one you are finally free\u2014you are the happiest person alive.<\/span><\/p>\n

Well, my dear, thank you for giving me the gift of freedom. Thank you for giving me the gift of life. Thank you for making me realize I\u2019m much more than I thought.<\/span><\/p>\n

Gracias por golpearme hasta la muerte emocional. S\u00f3lo entonces podr\u00eda haber nacido de nuevo. S\u00f3lo entonces, cuando no ten\u00eda nada m\u00e1s que perder, pude darme cuenta de lo que me estaba perdiendo.<\/span><\/p>\n

Thank you for making me see that I need a man by my side\u2014not you, not a dirty little cockroach, but un hombre de verdad. <\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

Thank you for making me realize I can\u2019t sink much lower from where I am now. I\u2019ve hit rock bottom. That fall beat some sense back to me. That hit in the head was the best thing that has ever happened to me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Por primera vez, aquel torrente de sangre no fue en vano. Por primera vez, caer inconsciente fue un hermoso sue\u00f1o y no una pesadilla.<\/span><\/p>\n

Todas las veces anteriores, cuando me hac\u00edas caer inconsciente, so\u00f1aba contigo. Nunca quise despertar porque sab\u00eda que despertar\u00eda a tu lado. Porque sab\u00eda que mi pesadilla nunca terminar\u00eda. <\/span><\/p>\n

Esta vez era diferente. Esta vez quer\u00eda despertar y luchar. Y lo hice. <\/span><\/p>\n

I fought with everything I\u2019ve got. I thought that I didn\u2019t have it in me anymore. <\/span><\/p>\n

Durante un breve periodo de tiempo, me lo quitaste<\/a>\u2014along with my pride, self-respect, self-worth and independence. <\/span><\/p>\n

I thought I was nothing without you. I was scared of living my life without you. I thought you were the one who\u2019s going to help me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Nunca pens\u00e9 que eras t\u00fa quien me sujetaba.<\/span><\/p>\n

Every second I spent with you was like trying to swim in a deep and vast cold ocean with no help on the horizon. I swam and I swam, but something was pulling me down\u2014it was you.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"Al<\/p>\n

Ya no. Aquella horrible noche fue la noche en que por fin me zaf\u00e9 de tus garras. De repente, vi la orilla y pude nadar hasta tierra firme.<\/span><\/p>\n

It all began with a simple question that night. A question that turned into an explosion. You were yelling\u2014that was nothing new. I got used to your sharp notes when you screamed at me. It was like I was listening to the most beautiful notes anyone ever wrote.<\/span><\/p>\n

Then, it got rough. You\u2019ve pulled me down onto the floor like I was a piece of nothing. You dragged me by my hair with your fists full of it. Your cold heartless hands were wrapped around my neck. <\/span><\/p>\n

I was begging for you to kill me. No, you didn\u2019t. You kept me hanging on a thin line between death and life. Just to make me suffer. <\/span><\/p>\n

Lo \u00faltimo que recuerdo fue un golpe fr\u00edo y seco en la cabeza. Y eso fue todo. Pens\u00e9 que por fin hab\u00eda muerto. Pero en lugar de eso, tuve un sue\u00f1o.<\/span><\/p>\n

The most beautiful dream. The dream that finally set me free. The dream that said: \u201cGet it together!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Gracias por eso. Gracias por llevarlo un poco m\u00e1s lejos de lo que quer\u00edas. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ese peque\u00f1o paso extra que diste signific\u00f3 mucho para m\u00ed.<\/span><\/p>\n

Me liber\u00f3.<\/span><\/p>\n

Atentamente,<\/span><\/p>\n

Su ex amante<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

\"Al<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Dear \u201cSavior\u201d, Who would have thought I will be thanking you after all you have done to me? Isn\u2019t life full of surprises? One moment you are dying inside and the other one you are finally free\u2014you are the happiest person alive. Well, my dear, thank you for giving me the gift of freedom. Thank…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":21,"featured_media":5911,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29632],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5910","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-abuse-and-trauma"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29632,"label":"abuse & trauma"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/jonatan-becerra-176647.jpg",800,530,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Maria Parker","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/maria\/"},"comment_info":1,"category_info":[{"term_id":29632,"name":"abuse & trauma","slug":"abuse-and-trauma","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29632,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Learn the signs of emotional and physical abuse and how to protect yourself from toxic patterns in relationships with your partner, friends or family.","parent":22911,"count":138,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29632,"category_count":138,"category_description":"Learn the signs of emotional and physical abuse and how to protect yourself from toxic patterns in relationships with your partner, friends or family.","cat_name":"abuse & trauma","category_nicename":"abuse-and-trauma","category_parent":22911}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5910","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/21"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5910"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5910\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5911"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5910"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5910"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5910"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}