{"id":61974,"date":"2020-04-13T09:28:56","date_gmt":"2020-04-13T09:28:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=61974"},"modified":"2021-08-12T10:48:18","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T10:48:18","slug":"el-tipo-que-me-salvo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/el-tipo-que-me-salvo\/","title":{"rendered":"Al tipo que me salv\u00f3 de mis demonios, s\u00f3lo para convertirse en uno"},"content":{"rendered":"

I have to admit something-for most of my life, I\u2019ve been unhappy. It\u2019s not that I\u2019ve experienced tragedies most people would consider significant, I just wasn\u2019t happy.<\/p>\n

La mayor parte de mi miseria proven\u00eda de la \u00fanica cosa que deber\u00eda haber hecho la vida m\u00e1s bella: proven\u00eda del amor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Maybe it\u2019s my fault but ever since I can remember, I\u2019ve made the wrong choices when it comes to men.<\/p>\n

\"joven<\/p>\n

I haven\u2019t been perfect in my relationships but I didn\u2019t deserve the cheating, abuse, abandono emocional<\/span><\/a>, or any of the other mistreatment I\u2019ve been through.<\/p>\n

Most of all-I didn\u2019t deserve all the consequences that it left behind. I didn\u2019t deserve to go through life as a zombi, constantly on the lookout for who is going to hurt me next.<\/p>\n

El problema es que casi nadie sabe esto de m\u00ed<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

In fact, most people in my life will tell you that I\u2019m a strong woman who isn\u2019t bothered by a simple breakup.<\/p>\n

They don\u2019t see the deep scars on my soul, they don\u2019t see the rooted traumas, the insecurities, the depression, and the anxiety.<\/p>\n

They don\u2019t see the pain hidden behind my smile, nor do they notice the big hole where my heart should be.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Sin embargo, usted sab\u00eda<\/strong>. De alguna manera, hiciste que me abriera a ti.<\/p>\n

For the first time in ages, when I met you, I thought I\u2019d found someone I could trust.<\/p>\n

Alguien a quien pudiera exponer mis vulnerabilidades y alguien a quien pudiera mostrar mi verdadero yo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"joven<\/p>\n

Hiciste que te hablara de los demonios que me persiguen. Hiciste que te revelara a la ni\u00f1a ingenua que logr\u00e9 ocultar al resto del mundo.<\/p>\n

No, Nunca te ped\u00ed que<\/strong> s\u00e1lvame<\/b><\/a>. Nunca quise que te hicieras cargo de mi carga ni que libraras mis batallas.<\/p>\n

Sin embargo, prometiste estar ah\u00ed para m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

\"pareja<\/p>\n

You promised that you\u2019d be my guardian angel-the man who would heal my heart, fix my mind, and chase away my demons.<\/strong><\/p>\n

T\u00fa fuiste quien me salv\u00f3 de mi pasado. La que consigui\u00f3 que me enfrentara a mis miedos interiores y la que me demostr\u00f3 que era m\u00e1s fuerte de lo que cre\u00eda.<\/p>\n

For a while, I saw you as the light at the end of the tunnel. I saw you as a gift sent from heaven, as the compensation for everything I\u2019ve been through.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"pareja<\/p>\n

Cre\u00ed cada una de tus palabras. Pens\u00e9 que eras el lado bueno de mi nube.<\/p>\n

\u00bfRecuerdas c\u00f3mo me convenc\u00edas de que nunca te ir\u00edas de mi lado? \u00bfQue me llevar\u00edas de la mano en todas las tormentas?<\/p>\n

\u00bfRecuerdas que me prometiste que estar\u00edas a mi lado tanto en los d\u00edas buenos como en los malos? \u00bfQue me ayudar\u00edas a recuperarme y que nunca har\u00edas nada para hacerme da\u00f1o?<\/p>\n

Sin embargo, \u00bfqu\u00e9 hiciste? Me abandonaste cuando m\u00e1s te necesitaba y me dejaste sola en el viento.<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que.., I guess you didn\u2019t mean to save me from my demons-all along, your intention was to become one.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"hombre<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t cure my wounds-you just made them deeper. You didn\u2019t heal my shattered heart-you just crushed it into even more pieces.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t fix me-<\/strong>me rompiste<\/b><\/a> a\u00fan m\u00e1s.<\/strong><\/p>\n

However, I forgive you for that. I forgive you for the way you left and for walking away on me. After all, that\u2019s exactly what I\u2019m used to.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Nevertheless, there is one thing I can\u2019t forgive you for. I can\u2019t forgive you for all the pretense, lies, and deception.<\/p>\n

I can never forget how you tricked me into believing that you were someone you\u2019re not. How you made me think that you were different, only to prove that you\u2019re actually worse than everyone from my past.<\/p>\n

Nunca te perdonar\u00e9 que me elevaras a las estrellas s\u00f3lo para poder derribarme hasta el fondo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Nunca te perdonar\u00e9 que me dieras esperanza s\u00f3lo para que luego pudieras matarla.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Al menos todas esas otras personas que me hicieron da\u00f1o nunca me dieron falsas esperanzas. Nunca pretendieron ser mis salvadores para acabar siendo mis destructores.<\/p>\n

Eso es exactamente lo que hiciste.pretend\u00edas ser mi bendici\u00f3n, cuando en realidad eras mi maldici\u00f3n.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"Al<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I have to admit something-for most of my life, I\u2019ve been unhappy. It\u2019s not that I\u2019ve experienced tragedies most people would consider significant, I just wasn\u2019t happy. Most of my misery came from the one thing that should have made life more beautiful-it came from love. Maybe it\u2019s my fault but ever since I can…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":61982,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-61974","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/To-The-Guy-Who-Saved-Me-From-My-Demons-Only-To-Become-One.jpg",800,531,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61974","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=61974"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61974\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/61982"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=61974"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=61974"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=61974"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}