{"id":7186,"date":"2017-10-20T09:53:26","date_gmt":"2017-10-20T09:53:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=7186"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:06:42","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:06:42","slug":"chico-ensenado-amor-no","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/chico-ensenado-amor-no\/","title":{"rendered":"Al chico que me ense\u00f1\u00f3 lo que no es el amor"},"content":{"rendered":"

Durante d\u00edas, cavil\u00e9 en mi mente, buscando una raz\u00f3n por la que elegiste no<\/em> para amarme.<\/p>\n

Meses de resentimiento, amargura y rabia corro\u00edan mi esp\u00edritu apacible. Tantas preguntas sin respuesta me desvelaban todos<\/strong><\/em> noche.<\/p>\n

My pillow soaked with tears, my heart absolutely broken. Anxiety crept in like a thief in the middle of the night, ready to take all that I felt was left of me. I couldn’t keep carrying this unnecessary baggage.<\/p>\n

These feelings weren\u2019t right. It didn\u2019t have to be this way. I didn\u2019t have to be like this, controlled by my thoughts.<\/p>\n

You see, it wasn’t until I finally realized that what I had let consume my mind would always seize to control my life, that I then understood I could set my own self free.<\/p>\n

Libre de las mentiras que me hab\u00edan inmovilizado durante tanto tiempo. Libre de los recuerdos dolorosos que estaban incrustados en m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Libre del anhelo de aceptaci\u00f3n. Ahora pod\u00eda soltar ese equipaje, y ya no tendr\u00eda la capacidad de dictar mi d\u00eda, mi futuro, mi vida.<\/p>\n

Liberarme era elegirme a m\u00ed misma. Por lo tanto, elijo tomar estas circunstancias desafortunadas y dejar que me construyan en lugar de derribarme.<\/p>\n

Elijo disfruta de la vida<\/a> de nuevo y ver mi val\u00eda. Elijo amarme a m\u00ed misma, respetar mis valores y establecer mis propias normas.<\/p>\n

You walking out of my life was the best thing that could have happened to me at the time. It gave me a chance of a fresh start and it helped me realize that I didn\u2019t need what I had thought for so long that I had wanted.<\/p>\n

I was good enough for me and in all honesty\u2026 too good for you.<\/p>\n

Yet, in the midst of all this\u2026 I forgive you. Not because you deserve it but because Merezco la paz<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n

I deserve to move on with my life, wholeheartedly accepting my mistakes. No – forgiveness does not excuse your behavior, but it allows me to sanar de mi pasado.<\/a><\/p>\n

If it wasn\u2019t for your pride and how you treated me, I may never have realized just how much worthier of love I was.<\/p>\n

Yes, I should have never caved into my own insecurities but you didn’t have to manipulate me, either. You did effortlessly anyway and that’s okay.<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que, con toda sinceridad, te doy las gracias por sacar todo esto a la luz. Por abrirme los ojos a la verdad, aunque fuera dif\u00edcil de aceptar. Nunca m\u00e1s me cegar\u00e1 el amor, gracias a estas lecciones que aprend\u00ed de mi dolor.<\/p>\n

From the bottom of a heart that’s mending itself.
\nGracias, se\u00f1or.<\/p>\n

by\u00a0A.L.<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

For days, I pondered my mind, searching for a reason why you chose not to love me. Months of resentment, bitterness, and anger ate away at my gentle spirit. So many unanswered questions kept me up all night. My pillow soaked with tears, my heart absolutely broken. Anxiety crept in like a thief in the…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":7193,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7186","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/StockSnap_4H1TFK1L0I.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","parent":29651,"count":207,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29653,"category_count":207,"category_description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","cat_name":"letters","category_nicename":"letters","category_parent":29651}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7186","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/41"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7186"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7186\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7193"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7186"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7186"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7186"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}