{"id":7279,"date":"2017-10-23T12:04:06","date_gmt":"2017-10-23T12:04:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=7279"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:00:50","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:00:50","slug":"eras-mi-mal-necesario","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/eras-mi-mal-necesario\/","title":{"rendered":"Eras mi mal necesario"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>At that time in your life when you try out something you had a lifetime desire to try and feel, you simply forget about everything else &#8211; all the other things that once mattered just go out of your mind. Everything else becomes so unimportant. You get hooked on another person who you care about and you two become alone on the planet and the rest of the world is a great and wide space which adapts to your needs.<\/p>\n<p>Llegaste a mi vida en un momento de confusi\u00f3n y cuando casi hab\u00eda perdido la voluntad de tener cualquier tipo de relaci\u00f3n interhumana. Mil veces jugu\u00e9 y mil veces Me qued\u00e9 solo en la tormenta, donde demasiadas veces me vi obligado a pensar que ya no hab\u00eda salida y que todo se hab\u00eda detenido para m\u00ed.<\/p>\n<p>The moment of meeting you flashed before me and I was left speechless. It captured me, so I couldn&#8217;t continue without those eyes of yours that keep fulfilling my life with happiness in a destined and desirable way. I shouldn\u2019t have fallen in love with you, but I did.<\/p>\n<p>Desde aquel d\u00eda, mi mayor preocupaci\u00f3n era buscarte, esforzarme por mantener el contacto. Aunque una parte de m\u00ed era razonable e intentaba despertarme y demostrarme que estaba equivocada, estaba haciendo algo prohibido. Los latidos de mi coraz\u00f3n me bastaban para olvidarme de la raz\u00f3n, y por primera vez en mi vida me arriesgaba a hacer lo \u00fanico que deseaba.<\/p>\n<p>I couldn&#8217;t hide my enthusiasm for a single moment, so others could easily see what I thought about you, even though I wanted to keep you only for myself. You had woken up some weird feelings in my body and soul.<\/p>\n<p>The best possible thing that had made me the happiest woman is that you had felt the same way about me from the beginning. Even if it stayed our little secret forever, I would be satisfied because I had a person in my life, someone who was an immense support, whose hug made me feel like a child, and whose hands gave me strength and security so I didn&#8217;t have any need to look for anything else\u2026<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-7288 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/ib-wira-dyatmika-115363.jpg\" alt=\"Mujer sonriendo junto al agua\" width=\"800\" height=\"546\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/ib-wira-dyatmika-115363.jpg 800w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/ib-wira-dyatmika-115363-300x205.jpg 300w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/ib-wira-dyatmika-115363-768x524.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Am I aware of my sins, and of the problems that could come out of our relationship? Some of us live in places where differences are being judged and hated. It doesn\u2019t matter if it is age difference, clothes, a tattoo or a piercing \u2013 you just can&#8217;t run away from curious sights&#8230; What does matter is that you don&#8217;t let that touch you or to change your opinion.<\/p>\n<p>From day one, the only thing I was a hundred percent sure of was that I wanted only you. We survived some serious crises, we passed through good and evil together, and you could be sure that I would be with you until the end&#8230; You were all I had ever wanted and you understood all my wishes, fears, and all the tiny things I had repressed. Your words and the moments spent with you are unforgettable, so thank you for being honest and telling me clearly that we would not always be happy, that we would have some bad days and some brilliant days, but at the end of each day, we would have each other and that would keep us happy.<\/p>\n<p>I am completely aware and positive about loving my sins now. If you&#8217;re a sin, then I&#8217;m a sinner and I am ready to take responsibility and to feel the consequences. I would choose to suffer a year for a minute spent in your arms. I will be happy because I did what I loved and had the man of my life, for whom I was born too late. Those who said, \u201cIt&#8217;s never too late,\u201d I guess they had that right.<\/p>\n<p>No somos nada y, sin embargo, lo somos todo el uno para el otro. \u00c9l se acerca cuando yo quiero distanciarme, y \u00e9l se va cuando yo me acerco. Nos amamos, nos odiamos. Me defiende ante los dem\u00e1s, y yo s\u00f3lo le he dado la oportunidad de hacerme da\u00f1o. Se r\u00ede conmigo, y a veces de m\u00ed. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.theadventurouswriter.com\/quipstipsrelationships\/i-miss-my-boyfriend\/\" rel=\"noopener\">But when he&#8217;s not around, God, I miss him!<\/a> He&#8217;s my necessary evil. Our relationship went through some struggles and every time we managed to remain together in the name of love.<\/p>\n<p>I am ready for everything! Are the others ready to quit everything else because of love? My bravery, as well as my good and bad deeds, will stay only mine, and if my love is wrong, God will judge it. People don&#8217;t need to forgive me things. Explanations are just not my thing. Life is too short to be wasted on living how others want you to live.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>At that time in your life when you try out something you had a lifetime desire to try and feel, you simply forget about everything else &#8211; all the other things that once mattered just go out of your mind. Everything else becomes so unimportant. You get hooked on another person who you care about&#8230;<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":7287,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7279","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/alan-labisch-119968.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. 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