{"id":7569,"date":"2020-03-26T13:49:30","date_gmt":"2020-03-26T13:49:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=7569"},"modified":"2021-08-11T11:53:04","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T11:53:04","slug":"carta-narcisista-ya-no-prisionero","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/carta-narcisista-ya-no-prisionero\/","title":{"rendered":"Carta a mi narcisista: Ya no soy tu prisionera"},"content":{"rendered":"

Hoy, Decid\u00ed liberarme de ti<\/a>. Finalmente me di cuenta de que no eres un hombre que merezco. Abr\u00ed los ojos y vi qu\u00e9 clase de hombre estaba a mi lado todo este tiempo.<\/p>\n

In fact, I don\u2019t want to call you a man. Instead I will call you a mistake because that is who you are.<\/p>\n

And I was just one of those na\u00efve girls who fell into your trap of lies.<\/p>\n

Yo fui uno de los que te amaron ciegamente.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yo era el que lo merec\u00eda todo pero no consegu\u00ed nada. Y el \u00fanico culpable eres t\u00fa. \u00a1T\u00da, T\u00da, T\u00da!<\/p>\n

Hiciste de mi vida un infierno. A\u00fan recuerdo lo alegre que estaba cuando empezamos a salir.<\/p>\n

Era una chica divertida, con sentido del humor y amor propio. Siempre era el alma de todas las fiestas y una persona con la que a la gente le gustaba hablar. Pero entonces te conoc\u00ed.<\/p>\n

\"joven<\/p>\n

Maldigo el d\u00eda en que te vi y en que acept\u00e9 tu oferta de salir.<\/p>\n

Porque ese d\u00eda comenz\u00f3 mi agon\u00eda. Fui tu prisionero durante mucho tiempo. Me torturaste con tus juegos mentales.<\/p>\n

Me hiciste cosas horribles s\u00f3lo para hacerme sentir como una mierda mientras sonre\u00edas despu\u00e9s de darme la espalda. Disfrutaste de tu victoria llena de mis l\u00e1grimas.<\/p>\n

Y s\u00f3lo quer\u00eda amarte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u00f3lo quer\u00eda que te importara. Pero eso era demasiado para ti. De hecho, cuando lo pienso dos veces, veo que estabas celoso de m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

You were jealous of all the friends I had and of my successful life. You couldn\u2019t stand to be with a strong person like me. You had the need to be superior in our relationship and you did it.<\/p>\n

\"joven<\/p>\n

Jugaste conmigo, convenci\u00e9ndome de que eras la \u00fanica persona que necesitaba para ser verdaderamente feliz.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t allow me to contact my family and friends because deep down, you were afraid that they would tell me how bad a person you were.<\/p>\n

You broke my heart a million times. I was crying and begging you not to harm me but you didn\u2019t listen.<\/p>\n

You couldn\u2019t swallow your pride<\/a> y dame cr\u00e9dito por tener raz\u00f3n aunque sea una vez.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ten\u00edas que ser el mejor. \u00a1Ten\u00edas que ser el m\u00e1s exitoso! \u00a1Ten\u00edas que ser tan malditamente perfecto!<\/p>\n

Y nunca fui lo bastante buena para ti. Sent\u00eda que no era m\u00e1s que una mujer mediocre que estaba a tu lado y dec\u00eda algo s\u00f3lo cuando me preguntabas algo.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t have my self-esteem anymore. I thought I was the ugliest woman in the room and in fact, I was the most beautiful one.<\/p>\n

Pero me hiciste sentir as\u00ed. S\u00f3lo para que te sintieras bien. Para que tu ego se elevara a\u00fan m\u00e1s. Todos pod\u00edan ver que eras el trato correcto.<\/p>\n

But in all that mess you forgot one important thing\u2014love. Do you treat someone you love the way you treated me?<\/p>\n

\u00bfPermites que una mujer a la que amas llore y pase noches en vela pensando en todas esas cosas desagradables que le hiciste? \u00bfDe verdad crees que eso es se\u00f1al de amor?<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t think so! That is not love, my dear, it is surviving. It is fighting for your own life, because you are not capable of letting things go.<\/p>\n

Sab\u00eda que abusaban de m\u00ed, pero de alg\u00fan modo pensaba que se me pasar\u00eda.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Pens\u00e9 que mi amor por ti te curar\u00eda. Pens\u00e9 que s\u00f3lo estabas pasando por un per\u00edodo dif\u00edcil de tu vida. \u00a1Cu\u00e1ntas excusas te puse!<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t remember the number anymore, but I know it was more than you deserve. A life with you was a lesson I had to learn\u2014for better days, for life to come.<\/p>\n

Ten\u00eda que ser m\u00e1s fuerte y ten\u00eda que aprender c\u00f3mo debe ser el amor. Y t\u00fa fuiste un profesor magn\u00edfico. Fui tu mejor alumna con las mejores notas de la historia.<\/p>\n

Aprend\u00ed a llorar hasta quedarme dormida, pensando que no era lo bastante buena. Aprend\u00ed a no fiarme de mis amigos cuando me dec\u00edan lo t\u00f3xica que eras.<\/p>\n

I learned to make excuses for every crappy thing you did. I learned to offer you another cheek to hit me. Because, like you said\u2014I deserved it all.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Cada mala palabra, cada bofetada, cada mirada aguda tuya.<\/p>\n

Eras tan t\u00f3xico que te metiste bajo mi piel, comi\u00e9ndome vivo hasta que no hubo nada m\u00e1s que comer.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Mataste a la chica que hab\u00eda en m\u00ed. Ahora, s\u00f3lo soy una c\u00e1scara de aquella chica alegre que viste al principio de nuestra relaci\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t recognize myself anymore. I am like a walking dead. So, let me ask you something: \u201cAre you happy with what you see?<\/p>\n

Are you satisfied with the woman I transformed into?\u201d I bet you are, because seeing me in this state of mind is food for your soul\u2014that dark and cold place where there is no love.<\/p>\n

You know, maybe I am this way now but at least I figured out what you did to me. I realized that you are a toxic man and that I don\u2019t need you in my life.<\/p>\n

\"hombre<\/p>\n

I deserve so much more and you can\u2019t provide me with that. In fact, you can\u2019t provide me with anything anymore. You know why? Because I am fucking done with you.<\/p>\n

So, go ahead and live your life like you want to, but don\u2019t seek me anymore. I am immune to your sweet talk and your lies.<\/p>\n

S\u00f3lo espero que en alg\u00fan momento te des cuenta de que hiciste algo malo. Y s\u00e9 que el karma es una perra, por lo que le dar\u00e1 una dosis completa de lo que se merece.<\/p>\n

Ni m\u00e1s, ni menos, sino la misma cantidad de dolor. S\u00f3lo quiero que sientas todo lo que yo sent\u00ed cuando estaba contigo.<\/p>\n

Y esta vez, espero que aprendas una lecci\u00f3n porque s\u00e9 que yo aprend\u00ed la m\u00eda. \u00bfY adivina qu\u00e9? \u00a1Ya no soy tu prisionero!<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"Una<\/p>\n

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