{"id":7774,"date":"2020-08-31T13:08:12","date_gmt":"2020-08-31T13:08:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=7774"},"modified":"2022-01-28T00:01:42","modified_gmt":"2022-01-28T00:01:42","slug":"por-tu-culpa-me-perdi-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/por-tu-culpa-me-perdi-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Por tu culpa, me perd\u00ed"},"content":{"rendered":"

Me perd\u00ed en cada esfuerzo para que me ames.<\/a><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Me perd\u00ed porque intentaba satisfacer tus necesidades. Eleg\u00ed tu felicidad por encima de la m\u00eda y pens\u00e9 que era la decisi\u00f3n correcta.<\/p>\n

Because when you love someone, their happiness is more important than yours, right? I lost myself every time that I said, \u201cYes\u201d to you, because saying, \u201cYes\u201d to you was saying, \u201cNo\u201d to myself.<\/p>\n

Me perd\u00ed<\/a> en un abrir y cerrar de ojos, antes incluso de darme cuenta de que estaba destrozada y de que todo era un desastre.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Y lo peor de toda esa historia es que me viste haci\u00e9ndome esto pero nunca abriste la boca para decirme que deb\u00eda estar alerta.<\/p>\n

Nunca me ense\u00f1aste que no es bueno perderme, porque te enamoraste de m\u00ed tal como era.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Recuerdo que era una persona apasionada, motivada y dispuesta a vivir aventuras en cualquier momento. Hac\u00eda las maletas y me iba de mochilera, sin pensar en lo que pasar\u00eda ma\u00f1ana.<\/p>\n

Yo era tan despreocupada. Pero una vez que te conoc\u00ed, hab\u00eda algo de energ\u00eda negativa entre nosotros cada vez que est\u00e1bamos juntos.<\/p>\n

At that time I thought that it was normal for a girl to have mixed feelings. But after everything finished, I realized that I actually didn\u2019t have mixed feelings.<\/p>\n

Mi conciencia intentaba advertirme de las cosas que podr\u00edan pasar si te dejaba controlar mi vida.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I was blind in love and I wasn\u2019t listening to my mind, but my heart. And after all, I must admit that my mind was right about you every single time.<\/p>\n

The harsh truth is that I lost myself because of you but you didn\u2019t even try to save me.<\/p>\n

\"joven<\/p>\n

Y yo era una chica ingenua, pensando que eras el hombre de mis sue\u00f1os. Estoy tan enfadada conmigo misma porque te dej\u00e9 enga\u00f1arme durante tanto tiempo.<\/p>\n

Because what you felt wasn\u2019t love. It was something different but you never wanted to admit that.<\/p>\n

And I thought that it was just a bad day and that you would feel differently tomorrow. But you didn\u2019t. You kept hurting me without remorse.<\/p>\n

A life with you was a life on the edge and every time I saw you I felt weirdly uncomfortable. I felt that I was losing myself and I didn\u2019t like that feeling at all, because I was transforming into a person I never thought I would be.<\/p>\n

And that feeling was bad because it was eating me alive that I was changing because of a man who didn\u2019t even love me. In case he actually did love me, he sure showed that in a weird way.<\/p>\n

Cuando me di cuenta de que no era el hombre que merec\u00eda, decid\u00ed quemar los puentes que nos separaban.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Sigui\u00f3 llam\u00e1ndome y pidi\u00e9ndome que lo intentara de nuevo, pero me mantuve firme en mi decisi\u00f3n, incluso cuando mi coraz\u00f3n lat\u00eda como loco dici\u00e9ndome que deb\u00eda darle otra oportunidad.<\/p>\n

But no, a man like that doesn\u2019t deserve a second shot. He had one and he didn\u2019t know how to use it wisely. Now, he will only see me happy with somebody else.<\/p>\n

Con alguien que sepa lo que valgo y que sea consciente de que tengo mucho que dar. Y eso es algo que har\u00e9 por la persona adecuada cuando llegue el momento.<\/p>\n

Aprend\u00ed la lecci\u00f3n y ya no soy la misma chica ingenua que deja que cualquier hombre se burle de m\u00ed..<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I am the ruler of my destiny and nobody can bring me down – unless I let him!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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I lost myself in every single effort to make you love me. I lost myself because I was trying to satisfy your needs. I chose your happiness over mine and I thought that was the right decision. Because when you love someone, their happiness is more important than yours, right? I lost myself every time…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":102977,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7774","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/Because-Of-You-I-Lost-Myself.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7774","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7774"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7774\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/102977"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7774"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7774"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7774"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}