{"id":8132,"date":"2020-12-08T10:09:24","date_gmt":"2020-12-08T10:09:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=8132"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:48:04","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:48:04","slug":"futuro-marido-lo-siento-castigar-las-cosas-nunca","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/futuro-marido-lo-siento-castigar-las-cosas-nunca\/","title":{"rendered":"A mi futuro marido, siento castigarte por cosas que nunca me har\u00edas a m\u00ed"},"content":{"rendered":"

You are everything that I’ve always wanted and now that I have you I’m terrified that I’ll lose you. <\/a>I’m afraid you will figure out that you are better than me.<\/b><\/p>\n

I\u2019m afraid that at some point you will realize I am so damaged I can’t be loved.<\/p>\n

Even though you are everything I have ever wanted, I clearly didn’t think I deserved someone like you; the evidence lies in the trail of tears I’ve wasted on men who\u2019ve made me feel like I was nothing.<\/p>\n

The number of times I’ve allowed myself to play second fiddle when I wanted to be a soloist. <\/b><\/p>\n

Dije que quer\u00eda un hombre como t\u00fa, pero luego dej\u00e9 que hombres ni siquiera dignos de ser mencionados en tu presencia me despojaran de mi autoestima, hasta el punto de pensar que necesitaba su amor para hacer... <\/b>me<\/i><\/b> sentirse digno.<\/b><\/p>\n

So now I have you… this amazing human with a soul as beautiful as your smile… and deep down, I hate to admit it (even to myself), but I must think I don’t deserve you.<\/p>\n

Why else would I fight with you when I know I’m wrong?  Push you away when I want you close? And believe me, I want you close.<\/p>\n

\"joven<\/p>\n

I want it more than I can even express, so I challenge you to leave me to prove that you won’t.<\/p>\n

And I know it\u2019s not fair to you, you’re the best thing that I have ever had and I show you that by being an irrational, difficult and all-around pain in the ass.<\/b><\/p>\n

I’m sorry I make it so hard.<\/b> I’m sorry I make you jump through hoops. I’m sorry that even though I want to… I don’t know how to trust you.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m sorry that I don’t know how to let you love me. I have never been loved like this before – unconditionally<\/a>totalmente y sin reservas ni estipulaciones.<\/p>\n

I’m sorry that I’m mean when I miss you. I don\u2019t want to be. I wish I could explain how missing you turn into anger toward you.<\/p>\n

I think it’s because I’m mad at you for making me love you so much that being away from you physically hurts me and I lash out when things hurt.<\/b><\/p>\n

This love that we have. The kind of love I dreamed about, but never in a million years thought I would find. It\u2019s scarier than I imagined.<\/p>\n

\"hermosa<\/p>\n

It\u2019s wonderful and beautiful and all of the things it\u2019s supposed to be that make it seem like magic.<\/b> Pero con ello viene este miedo.<\/p>\n

This fear that it will all disappear. That I will wake up and find the man of my dreams\u2026 was just that, a dream. And so I pinch you to make sure you\u2019re real.<\/p>\n

I test you to make sure you won\u2019t leave me. Every day you prove that you are all of the things. Every day you find new and wonderful ways to show me that your love is mine, and mine alone. <\/b><\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t know lo roto que estaba hasta que empezaste a juntar todas las piezas.<\/a><\/b><\/p>\n

Te mereces algo mejor que esto. Te mereces el mismo amor incondicional y el apoyo que t\u00fa das. You deserve all of the things\u2026 <\/b><\/p>\n

As\u00ed que si sigues siendo paciente, y contin\u00faas queri\u00e9ndome como lo haces, ser\u00e9 mejor para ti. <\/b><\/p>\n

I will find a way to overcome the wounds that you didn\u2019t inflict to be the woman I know you see when you look at me. <\/b><\/p>\n

Your love has opened my eyes to a future that has never looked so bright and I can\u2019t wait to spend the rest of my life showing you how much that means to me.<\/p>\n

por Tia Grace<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

You are everything that I’ve always wanted and now that I have you I’m terrified that I’ll lose you. I’m afraid you will figure out that you are better than me. I\u2019m afraid that at some point you will realize I am so damaged I can’t be loved. Even though you are everything I have…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":25,"featured_media":123219,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29623],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8132","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-marriage"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29623,"label":"marriage"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/To-My-Future-Husband-Im-Sorry-I-Punish-You-For-Things-You-Would-Never-Do-To-Me-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Amy Nicholson","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/amy\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29623,"name":"marriage","slug":"marriage","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29623,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Establishing a happy marriage is not an easy task. Learning how to recognize red flags and deal with issues will help you make your marriage successful.","parent":29620,"count":474,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29623,"category_count":474,"category_description":"Establishing a happy marriage is not an easy task. Learning how to recognize red flags and deal with issues will help you make your marriage successful.","cat_name":"marriage","category_nicename":"marriage","category_parent":29620}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8132","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/25"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8132"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8132\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/123219"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8132"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8132"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8132"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}