{"id":85639,"date":"2020-07-09T10:57:27","date_gmt":"2020-07-09T10:57:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=85639"},"modified":"2022-01-21T21:39:05","modified_gmt":"2022-01-21T21:39:05","slug":"que-te-vayas-no-me-mata","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/que-te-vayas-no-me-mata\/","title":{"rendered":"Tu partida no me mat\u00f3 pero algo dentro de m\u00ed muri\u00f3 ese d\u00eda"},"content":{"rendered":"

Shhh y escucha<\/em>. Recuerdo c\u00f3mo yo tambi\u00e9n me hice callar aquel d\u00eda despu\u00e9s de que te fueras. \u00bfOyes esos sonidos? \u00bfLos sonidos de la soledad y el vac\u00edo? Son los mismos sonidos que pude o\u00edr aquel d\u00eda.<\/p>\n

Algo dentro de m\u00ed muri\u00f3 ese d\u00eda<\/a> y me cambi\u00f3 para siempre.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

I still remember everything perfectly. That picture of you leaving will remain in my memory forever. I can still see it like it’s happening at this same moment.<\/p>\n

You came to me with the famous, \u201cWe need to talk,\u201d sentence and I immediately knew that something bad was about to happen, even though I still can’t understand what the reason for it was.<\/p>\n

Regardless, I didn\u2019t see it coming. I couldn’t even imagine that you were planning on leaving me, to give up on our relationship, to forget all our plans and goals for the future.<\/p>\n

Pronto ocurri\u00f3 lo peor. Mi peor pesadilla se hizo realidad.<\/p>\n

No, en realidad, nunca podr\u00eda haber so\u00f1ado siquiera que algo as\u00ed podr\u00eda haberme pasado a m\u00ed, a nosotros.<\/p>\n

You know, you leaving me was always my biggest fear. I couldn’t imagine my life without you. You became my other half, my better half\u2026 my everything.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\"hombre<\/p>\n

I’ll never forget the day I met you because it was the day I met love. It was the day I could hear my heart beating so hard that it seemed like it was going to jump out of my chest.<\/p>\n

Fue el d\u00eda que sent\u00ed por primera vez esa sensaci\u00f3n de mariposa<\/a> in my stomach. I hadn’t felt so peaceful or happy in a long time.<\/p>\n

I wished that moment would last forever because I didn’t want that feeling to go away.<\/p>\n

La gente dice que se puede saber mucho de una persona por la forma en que se va.<\/strong><\/em> I agree with this, actually, you proved to me it\u2019s true. You showed your true colors when you decided to leave me for good.<\/p>\n

I realized that all that time, I had the wrong image of you. The love I felt for you made me completely blind and that’s why I couldn’t see your true face.<\/p>\n

Eras mi amigo, mi mejor amigo, mi compa\u00f1ero, mi amor, mi amante. Eras mi calma en el tormentoso oc\u00e9ano llamado vida.<\/em><\/strong> Fuiste todo lo que siempre dese\u00e9 y esper\u00e9.<\/p>\n

Te idealic\u00e9 y ese fue mi error. Para m\u00ed, eras la persona perfecta, el hombre perfecto. Siempre pens\u00e9 que eras intachable. Olvid\u00e9 que todos somos seres humanos y que ninguno de nosotros es perfecto.<\/p>\n

S\u00f3lo Dios Todopoderoso es perfecto.<\/p>\n

You claimed so many times that you loved me. You told me so many times that there was nothing in this world you wouldn’t do for me. Now, I can see that none of it was real.<\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Tu amor nunca fue real.<\/strong><\/em> You can’t say that you love someone and then destroy them.<\/p>\n

You can’t swear that you love someone and expect them to believe it when tus acciones demuestran<\/a> lo contrario de eso.<\/p>\n

Now, you are back again. You are all alone and lonely and you want to ‘have the talk’ with me again. How highly must you think of yourself?<\/p>\n

You think that you have the right to come back whenever you want and that you’ll be welcomed back?<\/p>\n

Well, you won’t. Don’t try to sell me that story of how you needed some time or how you never stopped loving me. I don’t buy it anymore.<\/p>\n

\u00bfTe acuerdas? Conoc\u00ed al verdadero t\u00fa y you can’t lie<\/a> a m\u00ed nunca m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

Todo es mucho m\u00e1s f\u00e1cil para m\u00ed ahora porque me di cuenta de que en realidad nunca fuiste digno de m\u00ed. Nunca me mereciste, ni mi amor.<\/p>\n

Can you hear that sound? It’s so well-known to me. It’s the sound of your heart breaking. I could hear mine that day and for so many days after. A piece of my heart broke and it’ll never be the same again.<\/p>\n

It doesn’t matter. Different or the same, my heart is still beating, I’m still alive and that’s all that matters.<\/em><\/strong> I’m so proud of my heart for everything it endured.<\/p>\n

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Shhh and listen. I remember how I also shushed myself that day after you left. Can you hear those sounds? The sounds of loneliness and emptiness? They are the same sounds I could hear that day. Something inside me died that day and it changed me for good. I still remember everything perfectly. That picture…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":85689,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-85639","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/You-Leaving-Didnt-Kill-Me-But-Something-Inside-Me-Died-That-Day.jpg",800,502,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85639","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=85639"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85639\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/85689"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=85639"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=85639"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=85639"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}