{"id":88443,"date":"2020-08-14T07:02:50","date_gmt":"2020-08-14T07:02:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=88443"},"modified":"2021-08-11T13:27:39","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T13:27:39","slug":"a-mi-mejor-amigo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/a-mi-mejor-amigo\/","title":{"rendered":"A mi mejor amigo: Puede que t\u00fa le hayas perdonado, pero yo nunca lo har\u00e9"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Le perdon\u00e9 por mi propia paz, no para tranquilizar su conciencia\".<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Esas fueron tus palabras exactas cuando me dijiste que le hab\u00edas perdonado, y sabes qu\u00e9, puede que t\u00fa lo hayas hecho, pero yo nunca, JAM\u00c1S lo har\u00e9, por muy tonto que parezca.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nunca le perdonar\u00e9 todas esas l\u00e1grimas que lloraste y todas esas noches en vela que te caus\u00f3. De hecho, no <\/span>perdone<\/span><\/a> ni una sola l\u00e1grima, por no hablar de los r\u00edos que derramaste por su culpa.<\/span><\/p>\n

Deber\u00eda haber sabido que no deb\u00eda hacerte sentir tan vulnerable e indigna. <\/span><\/p>\n

Recuerdo lo feliz que eras cuando le conociste, pero recuerdo a\u00fan mejor c\u00f3mo esa felicidad se evaporaba con cada d\u00eda que estabas con \u00e9l<\/i><\/b>.<\/b><\/p>\n

I won’t forgive him for destroying the child inside you, for making that pure little girl grow up in such a cruel way that you forgot that she had ever even been there.<\/span><\/p>\n

My dear friend, I look at you now and admire you for your strength to forgive him. I admire you, because you are doing something that I can’t even imagine doing.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Cada pedazo de m\u00ed grita de dolor cuando recuerdo aquella noche en la que viniste a m\u00ed, desesperada por otra angustia que te estaba haciendo pasar. <\/span><\/p>\n

You were so fragile, so gentle. I wish I had been able to stop your pain, but I couldn’t.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sigo tan furiosa, tan enfadada con \u00e9l, y lo \u00fanico que veo cuando me lo encuentro es a ti llorando en el suelo de mi cuarto de ba\u00f1o en mitad de la noche.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t deserve that kind of treatment \u2013 no one does.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

NO le perdono que te haya convertido en esta persona silenciosa que tiene miedo de expresar su opini\u00f3n, y que ahora se siente tan inc\u00f3moda consigo misma. <\/span><\/p>\n

He didn’t just break your heart, he shattered it in a way that will always leave a mark.<\/span><\/p>\n

Te recuerdo antes que a \u00e9l.<\/span><\/p>\n

I remember the joyful girl who loved life, believed in herself, and wouldn’t let anyone tell her what to do.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Porque lo recuerdo, nunca le perdonar\u00e9 que creara la <\/i><\/b>inseguro<\/i><\/b><\/a> girl who chose her words carefully so they didn\u2019t sound wrong to him.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Nunca te apreci\u00f3 como deber\u00eda haberlo hecho. Estar cerca de \u00e9l te convirti\u00f3 en esa persona insegura que s\u00f3lo ve\u00eda sus defectos y nunca sus virtudes. Bueno, en realidad, los defectos que \u00e9l te dec\u00eda que ten\u00edas.<\/span><\/p>\n

I will never forgive him for making you think you didn’t <\/span>merecen algo mejor<\/span><\/a> back then, and carving that opinion so deep into your mind that you still don’t.<\/span><\/p>\n

The only truth is HE DIDN’T DESERVE YOU. Or any other good-hearted, sincere girl.<\/span><\/p>\n

I always knew you were too good for him, and he knew that as well. To this day I\u2019m certain that he did all those things to you just to make you feel as miserable as he was.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Es inseguro, tiene una baja opini\u00f3n de s\u00ed mismo y quer\u00eda que t\u00fa sintieras lo mismo y hundirte con \u00e9l.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"mujer<\/p>\n

Maybe he thought that it would make him feel better, and maybe it even did, but I will never forgive him for that. He shouldn’t have used you to boost his ego.<\/span><\/p>\n

Se supon\u00eda que era tu lugar seguro, alguien hacia quien corr\u00edas, no alguien de quien hu\u00edas. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Te vi hacerte m\u00e1s y m\u00e1s peque\u00f1o cada d\u00eda, durante a\u00f1os.<\/span><\/p>\n

I hate myself for not being able to get you out of that painful cycle of destruction, and I can’t forgive him for making you think you didn’t need or deserve help. <\/span><\/p>\n

He wasn\u2019t a good person, he still isn’t. I know you are \u2013 too good actually \u2013 and that’s why you have forgiven him. I can’t. Not now, not ever. Maybe that makes me a bad person, but I\u2019m fine with that.<\/span><\/p>\n

People say that we forgive because we need it, in order to move on. That might be true, but I also know my truth. And yours. The truth that hurts so bad, the pain so sharp, that it\u2019s unforgivable. <\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019m grateful for you being able to forgive, that was your healing path to recovery.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Still, I\u2019ll always be here to make sure you never let anyone else break you.<\/span><\/p>\n

\"A<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cI forgave him for the sake of my own peace, not to ease his conscience .\u201d Those were your exact words when you told me that you had forgiven him, and you know what, you may have, but I never, EVER will, no matter how silly that seems. I will never forgive him for all…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":41,"featured_media":88445,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29653],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-88443","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letters"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29653,"label":"letters"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/To-My-Best-Friend-You-May-Have-Forgiven-Him-But-I-Never-Will.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Martha Sullivan","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/martha-sullivan\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29653,"name":"letters","slug":"letters","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29653,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","parent":29651,"count":207,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29653,"category_count":207,"category_description":"Regardless if you're looking for moving on, romantic, emotional, or open letters on various topics, you can be sure that you'll find it all here. ","cat_name":"letters","category_nicename":"letters","category_parent":29651}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/88443","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/41"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=88443"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/88443\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/88445"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=88443"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=88443"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=88443"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}