{"id":9257,"date":"2020-10-29T10:40:32","date_gmt":"2020-10-29T10:40:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=9257"},"modified":"2022-01-09T15:53:04","modified_gmt":"2022-01-09T15:53:04","slug":"odio-me-voy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/odio-me-voy\/","title":{"rendered":"Odio Lo Que Soy Contigo, As\u00ed Que Me Alejo"},"content":{"rendered":"

To be honest, I really don\u2019t know why I stayed this long. Maybe it\u2019s because I want to believe you can change, maybe it\u2019s because I refuse to believe that you managed to change me this much. I refuse to accept that I let you ruin everything I worked so hard for. But you did.<\/p>\n

\u00bfC\u00f3mo pude dejar que me hicieras esto? Me obligaste a protegerme de ti y del resto del mundo. Nunca fui miedo a ser herido<\/a>Nunca tuve miedo de que me rompieran el coraz\u00f3n. Am\u00e9 y fui amada.<\/p>\n

Pero contigo lleg\u00f3 el miedo a que me rompieran y todos esos muros que tu silencio construy\u00f3 a mi alrededor. Me dejaste tan fuera que tuve que construirlos para que no me hicieran da\u00f1o.<\/p>\n

But that\u2019s not how love works. That\u2019s not how a relationship works. I\u2019m not supposed to build walls, I\u2019m supposed to bring them down.<\/b><\/p>\n

Pero, \u00bfc\u00f3mo iba a poder? Con las inseguridades que sacaste a la superficie y los muros que ten\u00edas, \u00bfc\u00f3mo iba a mantener la cordura?<\/p>\n

\u00bfY todas esas preguntas que quedaron sin respuesta? \u00bfY todas esas veces que me dejaste fuera y me dejaste al borde de nuestra relaci\u00f3n?<\/p>\n

\"la<\/p>\n

Todas esas veces que fui s\u00f3lo un espectador cuando se supon\u00eda que deb\u00eda ser igual a ti.<\/b><\/p>\n

We weren\u2019t like this at the beginning. I sure as hell wasn\u2019t like this. I wasn\u2019t this scared, broken little girl who was trying to earn her man\u2019s love. I was strong, I was fierce and Me merec\u00eda m\u00e1s<\/a> que ser medio amado.<\/b><\/p>\n

I was much more than just your girlfriend and I miss that old me. I miss that old me who was never afraid, the old me who never ran away from love, but somehow you managed to break me while \u2018loving\u2019 me. I\u2019m sorry darling, but that\u2019s not love.<\/p>\n

Todo ese silencio que diste me ahog\u00f3 y nunca aprend\u00ed a nadar en oc\u00e9anos de tu amor.<\/b> Supongo que eso fue lo \u00fanico que hice bien contigo. Eso, y dejarte.<\/p>\n

Porque, ver\u00e1s, me niego a ser como cualquier otro ex tuyo... . Me niego a ser tu mujer perfecta si eso significa perderme a m\u00ed misma.<\/b> I refuse to be your little toy if that means you\u2019ll be playing with my emotions.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m done<\/a> running away from myself. I\u2019m done with looking at myself in the mirror and not recognizing the person I see. I deserve to be more than broken parts of my old self.<\/p>\n

\"una<\/p>\n

Merezco esa clase de amor que me haga sentir caliente, no que me queme por dentro. Merezco esa clase de amor que me haga entera, no que me rompa. Merezco esa clase de amor que me da alas, no que me ahoga.<\/b><\/p>\n

Do you have any idea how long it has been since I smiled last? Do you have any idea how long it has been since the last time I was truly happy? Of course you don\u2019t.<\/p>\n

And I can\u2019t do this anymore. I love you, I do. And I know that, in your own way, you love me too. But I won\u2019t be with you at any cost. I won\u2019t be with you like this.<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t let you change everything that makes me a m\u00ed. <\/i> I refuse to change for someone who doesn\u2019t even see how much this hurts . Me niego a cambiar por ti, porque t\u00fa nunca cambiaste por m\u00ed.  <\/b><\/p>\n

\"Odio<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

To be honest, I really don\u2019t know why I stayed this long. Maybe it\u2019s because I want to believe you can change, maybe it\u2019s because I refuse to believe that you managed to change me this much. I refuse to accept that I let you ruin everything I worked so hard for. But you did….<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":122794,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9257","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/I-Hate-Who-I-Am-With-You-So-Im-Walking-Away-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9257","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9257"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9257\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/122794"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9257"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9257"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9257"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}