You said you wanted to be with me and only me, and then I\u2019d find out that you had plenty of other girls in your life. I guess you wanted to be with me and fifty of them, too. And I didn’t want to be just a number to you.<\/p>\n
You made me believe you cared for me. But I couldn\u2019t count on you when I needed you the most. You were never there. And the worst part of it is that I felt more alone with you than I am now by myself.<\/p>\n
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T\u00fa fuiste la raz\u00f3n de cada noche de insomnio durante este \u00faltimo a\u00f1o. T\u00fa fuiste cada l\u00e1grima que rod\u00f3 por mi cara.<\/strong><\/p>\n T\u00fa eras la raz\u00f3n por la que odiaba levantarme de la cama por las ma\u00f1anas. Odiaba el d\u00eda que acababa de empezar porque sab\u00eda que estar\u00eda lleno de pensamientos sobre ti.<\/p>\n It seemed like you were doing things intentionally… just to hurt me.<\/p>\n Eras ego\u00edsta como siempre y nunca pensaste en c\u00f3mo me afectar\u00edan tus palabras y tus actos, pero parec\u00eda que para ti era una ventaja si me hac\u00edas sentir miserable conmigo misma.<\/p>\n And on the other side, I did the opposite. I wanted to be there for you. I wanted us to work out. I tried so hard to be good enough for you, but somehow I didn\u2019t manage to satisfy your criteria.<\/p>\n Cuanto mejor te trataba, peor eras para m\u00ed. <\/strong><\/p>\n You had to put me down so you could feel better about yourself and you succeeded in your attempts. I felt worthless. You lowered my self-esteem so much that I wasn’t even a shadow of a woman I used to be.<\/p>\n Odiaba ese sentimiento de incapacidad que me persegu\u00eda. Sent\u00eda que hiciera lo que hiciera, nunca era suficiente.<\/p>\n You kept saying how I\u2019m ruining everything for you. You kept saying I should be happy that you give me any time of yours because I didn\u2019t deserve even the time I hizo <\/i> conseguir.<\/p>\n In your mind, you were just one of those generous guys who didn\u2019t have a mean bone in their bodies so you decided to stick with me. Well, as if!<\/p>\n You were with me just to have someone. I was good to you. Nobody cared for you as much as I did and that\u2019s why you kept coming back to me. But you didn\u2019t really love me.<\/p>\n Because if you did, you\u2019d care about how I feel. You\u2019d pay attention to the things you did and you\u2019d make sure you don\u2019t do anything to hurt me. But somehow, everything you did was like a dagger straight in my heart.<\/p>\n Incluso cuando est\u00e1bamos juntos, nunca sent\u00ed que fueras m\u00eda Sent\u00eda que los dem\u00e1s te ten\u00edan m\u00e1s que yo.<\/strong><\/p>\n You don\u2019t know how that feels because you were always my priority, but trust me when I tell you, it hurts like hell to know the person you care the most for doesn\u2019t really give a damn about you.<\/p>\n Duele mucho cuando no eres m\u00e1s que una opci\u00f3n para alguien que es todo tu mundo.<\/p>\n La verdad es que me cans\u00e9 de todo.<\/b><\/p>\n I got tired of being sad. I got tired of waiting for someone who isn\u2019t coming. I got tired of wanting you when you wanted everyone else but me. And most of all, I got tired of loving someone who didn\u2019t love me back.<\/p>\n De ah\u00ed la decisi\u00f3n de cortar todos mis hilos contigo aqu\u00ed y ahora.<\/p>\n![\"una](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/a-sad-blonde-lying-on-the-bed-and-using-a-smartphone.jpg\")
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