{"id":9325,"date":"2020-09-30T08:51:58","date_gmt":"2020-09-30T08:51:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=9325"},"modified":"2021-08-11T12:55:50","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T12:55:50","slug":"nunca-penso-fin-amor-vida","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/nunca-penso-fin-amor-vida\/","title":{"rendered":"Nunca Pens\u00e9 Que Acabar\u00edas Siendo El Amor De Mi Vida"},"content":{"rendered":"

Recuerdo que cuando te conoc\u00ed pens\u00e9, “OMG, what an idiot.\u2019 <\/i>  No es realmente un comienzo prometedor para una historia de amor. Ni en un mill\u00f3n de a\u00f1os habr\u00eda imaginado que ese mismo idiota ser\u00eda el amor de mi vida.<\/p>\n

We were sitting at the same table at a wedding reception. You were cute but I hadn\u2019t seen anything that would keep my attention. I remember you going from one girl to the next, smiling, flirting and dancing. You were confident, handsome and full of yourself \u2013 the true representation of a fuckboy.<\/a><\/p>\n

I remember telling my friend that this guy had \u2018TROUBLE\u2019 written all over his face. Little did I know you\u2019d become my favorite trouble.<\/b><\/p>\n

We didn\u2019t talk much that night. Just enough to see that you had game and that you were easy to talk to. Eight of us sitting at that table became very good friends after the wedding. We started hanging out very often afterward. I really saw you just as a friend for a long, long time. Hasta ese momento me enamor\u00e9 de ti. <\/i><\/p>\n

A\u00fan puedo imaginar ese momento como si lo viera por primera vez. Est\u00e1bamos un poco borrachos. Est\u00e1bamos tan relajados que empezamos a abrirnos el uno al otro.<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t remember what we were talking about. Pero recuerdo el momento en que te mir\u00e9 a los ojos y sent\u00ed esa chispa. No se parec\u00eda a nada que hubiera experimentado en mi vida.<\/b><\/p>\n

En el fondo de mi mente, segu\u00eda sintiendo que eras un problema. Por eso, empec\u00e9 a mantener las distancias y evitaba pasar tiempo a solas contigo. Siempre est\u00e1bamos entre amigos, y al final de cada noche, acab\u00e1bamos solos, hablando.<\/p>\n

La qu\u00edmica entre nosotros era tan fuerte que me mareaba cada vez que estaba cerca de ti. T\u00fa tambi\u00e9n lo sent\u00edas. Era tan evidente que nuestros amigos hab\u00edan empezado a burlarse de nosotros. Mi coraz\u00f3n y claramente mis deseos me tiraban hacia ti y mi cerebro se alejaba.<\/p>\n

Siempre he seguido mi cerebro, mi instinto, pero esta vez he seguido mi coraz\u00f3n.<\/p>\n

And that cost me so many tears. I still can\u2019t understand how someone I ended up loving so much was the same person who hurt me the most.<\/p>\n

\"el<\/p>\n

Has jugado.<\/a> You chased me to the point where I couldn\u2019t take it anymore and I fell right into your arms. Your heart was pounding so loud the first time you kissed me that it almost silenced the beating of mine.<\/p>\n

Ca\u00ed en tus brazos y me enamor\u00e9 de ti tan fuerte que ya no hab\u00eda vuelta atr\u00e1s.<\/b><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

After the kiss, after you made me the happiest that I\u2019d ever been, you just disappeared. You bailed on me. You stopped texting me and you wouldn\u2019t answer my calls. You became a ghost.<\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t believe it. I cried my heart out. I couldn\u2019t sleep. I couldn\u2019t eat. I couldn\u2019t breathe. I couldn\u2019t function properly. I never thought you would be able to hurt me intentionally. Me arrepent\u00ed de haber seguido a mi coraz\u00f3n. <\/i><\/p>\n

Me llam\u00f3 unas semanas m\u00e1s tarde. Despu\u00e9s de unas diez llamadas perdidas, decid\u00ed contestar. Tu voz era temblorosa. Me rogaste que qued\u00e1ramos. Quer\u00edas hablar, quer\u00edas explicarte. Te dije que s\u00ed. Necesitaba un cierre. Necesitaba saber qu\u00e9 hab\u00eda pasado.<\/p>\n

\u201cI got scared. You don\u2019t understand, you are perfect. You are the kind of girl I would like to marry one day. You are the girl. You are the one and I am not ready to settle down.\u201d<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t know what you were talking about. Who said anything about marriage? We had only just started something. What the hell were you talking about? And after hours and hours of going round in circles, you asked me the last thing I wanted to hear. You asked me to be friends.<\/p>\n

I said we could hang out when we were in the same group of friends but I didn\u2019t want to look at you knowing what had happened. I was mad at you and in love with you at the same time. I didn\u2019t want to pretend that we were just friends as it hurt so badly.<\/p>\n

Te he visto mucho. Siempre entre amigos. Siempre cerca pero tan distante al mismo tiempo. Me dol\u00eda, as\u00ed que empec\u00e9 a evitar esas situaciones. Si sab\u00eda que ibas a alg\u00fan sitio, pasaba de ir all\u00ed esa vez. Mantuve la distancia y me hice la vida m\u00e1s f\u00e1cil.<\/p>\n

En alg\u00fan momento, Segu\u00ed adelante.<\/a> I hadn\u2019t seen you for months. And I started seeing somebody else. A good guy, a safe guy who could never play me like you did. And I began to feel happy again. I left you in the past. At least I thought so.<\/p>\n

\"un<\/p>\n

When I saw you, almost half a year later, my legs started shaking. All the feelings that I thought were gone came rushing back. I knew right away that whatever we had wasn\u2019t over for me yet.<\/p>\n

I realized that the feelings I had for you didn\u2019t come back, they just came out of hiding. Because I had hidden them somewhere way back, inside my heart, and I refused to deal with them. I never got over you, I was just deluding myself.<\/p>\n

Me preguntaste si le quer\u00eda, y te dije que s\u00ed, sabiendo que estaba mintiendo en el momento en que pronunci\u00e9 esas palabras. S\u00f3lo quer\u00eda hacerte da\u00f1o. S\u00f3lo quer\u00eda que sintieras el mismo dolor que me hab\u00edas causado a m\u00ed.<\/p>\n

I managed to do so. I saw you crumbling down for the first time since I\u2019d known you. Mr Tough Guy was almost on his knees, breaking right in front of me, telling me that he had been stupid, that he had made a huge mistake, that he hoped that someday we would be together.<\/p>\n

I said, \u201cIt\u2019s too late for us.\u201d<\/b><\/p>\n

You said, \u201cIt\u2019s never too late for true love.\u201d<\/b><\/p>\n

I thought that was just one of those clich\u00e9d things people say. I didn\u2019t believe it at that moment. I couldn\u2019t allow myself to trust you again. I was certain that you would disappear again as soon as you got me back.<\/p>\n

Recuerdo que me fui a casa despu\u00e9s de aquello, llorando desconsoladamente, sin poder recuperar el aliento. <\/i><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Days passed and you were on my mind constantly. I couldn\u2019t run from my feelings anymore. I had to face the truth and leave the guy I was dating. I couldn\u2019t stay with him knowing that all my love was with you. I had nothing to give him. If I stayed it would have been worse than cheating.<\/p>\n

\"la<\/p>\n

I chose to stay alone. I couldn\u2019t be with you because I couldn\u2019t trust you. I was too scared of that kind of risk. I thought it was some kind of game you were playing and you would get bored of me as soon as you got me.<\/p>\n

Me eleg\u00ed a m\u00ed.<\/a> Durante m\u00e1s de un a\u00f1o estuve soltero. Encontr\u00e9 trabajo en el extranjero durante unos meses y luego encontr\u00e9 otro al volver a casa.<\/p>\n

Particip\u00e9 en un concurso de baile, conoc\u00ed a gente nueva, fui voluntaria en un refugio de animales, me iba de excursi\u00f3n todos los fines de semana. Hac\u00eda cosas por m\u00ed, cosas que siempre hab\u00eda querido hacer y nunca hab\u00eda hecho y cosas que me parec\u00edan buenas en ese momento.<\/p>\n

Me estaba descubriendo a m\u00ed misma. Me sent\u00eda c\u00f3moda estando sola. Me sent\u00eda m\u00e1s vivo que nunca en toda mi vida. Me sent\u00eda realizada. Era feliz sola, pero t\u00fa segu\u00edas en mi coraz\u00f3n. <\/b><\/p>\n

I knew it wouldn\u2019t pass. So when you called that Sunday morning, I felt so happy to see your name on the screen. You said you wanted to talk. You said, \u201cLet\u2019s meet.\u201d<\/p>\n

As\u00ed que lo hicimos.<\/p>\n

My heart was in my mouth the entire time we spoke. Your hands were shaking and you couldn\u2019t sit still. We talked for hours about everything and nothing. We talked about us mostly.<\/p>\n

Me pediste una segunda oportunidad. Me dijiste que apostara por ti y que te asegurar\u00edas de que nunca me arrepintiera de esa decisi\u00f3n. Me pediste que confiara en ti una vez m\u00e1s. Y por primera vez, sent\u00ed que mi coraz\u00f3n y mi cerebro estaban sincronizados. Me sent\u00ed amada.<\/p>\n

Against all odds, I took the risk. I placed all my bets on you and I haven\u2019t regretted it to this day. You got rid of all your fears. You made me forget about mine. You show me every day that I am the love of your life. <\/i><\/p>\n

You turned out to be the best thing that happened to me. You are now someone I never imagined you to be. You are my ‘always and forever’.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\"Nunca<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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