{"id":9458,"date":"2020-03-03T11:26:11","date_gmt":"2020-03-03T11:26:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=9458"},"modified":"2021-08-12T10:15:04","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T10:15:04","slug":"pon-infierno-llamado-amor-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/pon-infierno-llamado-amor-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Me hiciste pasar un infierno y lo llamaste amor"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00bfOyes eso?<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

It is the sound of my heart breaking into pieces because you didn\u2019t give me the love I deserve. <\/span><\/p>\n

Supiste encontrar la manera de enga\u00f1ar a una chica que te amaba como nunca antes lo hab\u00eda hecho. <\/span><\/p>\n

You never gave me the love I craved so much because you weren\u2019t capable of doing that. I don\u2019t know what kind of idea of true love you have in your head, but it surely is not the same as mine<\/span>. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Couldn\u2019t you see that I was so easy to love?<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Don\u2019t you remember that while you were crying, I wiped off all of your tears? <\/span><\/p>\n

Mientras gritabas a medianoche, yo hac\u00eda que todos tus miedos desaparecieran para siempre. Y siempre fui yo quien te cogi\u00f3 de la mano durante todos estos a\u00f1os.<\/span><\/p>\n

Pero en vez de recibir todo tu amor, no recib\u00ed nada. Cero amor. Cero respeto. Cero tolerancia. S\u00f3lo malas palabras y abusos todos los d\u00edas. <\/span><\/p>\n

A\u00fan recuerdo el d\u00eda en que me enga\u00f1aste.<\/a> Llegu\u00e9 a casa y te encontr\u00e9 en nuestra cama con una mujer con la que te hab\u00edas enrollado la noche anterior. <\/span><\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t believe that a man who was telling me how much he loved me and who was kissing me goodnight did this to me. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

This was the biggest act of betrayal and I couldn\u2019t do anything about it. I just left the house while tears mixed with mascara ran down my face. I never felt so much anger and aggression inside of me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Por un momento, me asust\u00e9 de lo que ser\u00eda capaz de hacer en ese estado mental. Pasaron los d\u00edas y segu\u00eda pensando en ti y en mi mala suerte en el amor. <\/span><\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t believe that this shit was happening to a normal and a good person like me. But the harsh truth was that it did happen. <\/span><\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t erase the past and I couldn\u2019t change the way I felt. I could have just accepted it and moved on.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Un d\u00eda, mientras estaba sentado en mi casa, bebiendo caf\u00e9 y mirando por la ventana, algunos malos recuerdos se agolparon en mi cabeza. Y en un abrir y cerrar de ojos, todo se aclar\u00f3. <\/span><\/p>\n

Finalmente me di cuenta de que todo este tiempo hab\u00edas estado abusando de m\u00ed emocionalmente. Sab\u00edas que me ten\u00edas porque te amaba. <\/span><\/p>\n

You knew that I wouldn\u2019t go anywhere because I was so madly and deeply in love with you. So, you took advantage of me. <\/span><\/p>\n

With every word of yours, I felt like a piece of shit. With every action, I felt like I wasn\u2019t good enough. And with every look, I felt that I am losing my mind. <\/span><\/p>\n

I still can\u2019t believe how good of an actor you were to convince me of your lies and of your love\u2014 a love that never existed. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Estoy enfadada conmigo misma por dejar que me enga\u00f1aras durante tanto tiempo. Y nunca me perdonar\u00e9 haber aguantado toda tu mierda hasta ahora.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya no creo en tu amor ni en que me salvar\u00e1s de todo lo malo que me pueda pasar. Ahora, lo m\u00e1s importante es \u00bfqui\u00e9n me salvar\u00e1 de ti? <\/span><\/p>\n

\u00bfExiste alguna magia especial que pueda hacer que mi coraz\u00f3n sane para que pueda volver a ser la antigua yo, sin todas estas cicatrices y grietas en mi coraz\u00f3n? <\/span><\/p>\n

Entonces, me di cuenta de que ser\u00e9 yo quien me salve de ti.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

As\u00ed que, este d\u00eda, Te estoy dejando ir.<\/a> Si fuiste tan est\u00fapido como para enga\u00f1arme, ser\u00e9 lo suficientemente inteligente como para dejarte ir. <\/span><\/p>\n

Quiero librarme de un gilipollas t\u00f3xico y manipulador de mi vida. <\/span><\/p>\n

Y por \u00faltimo, quiero liberarme de todas estas emociones tristes que me est\u00e1n comiendo viva. <\/span><\/p>\n

Quiero volver a sentirme vivo. Quiero volver a ser feliz. Y sobre todo, quiero volver a amar. <\/span><\/p>\n

Creo que es algo que merezco porque, despu\u00e9s de todo, \u00a1sobreviv\u00ed al infierno!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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Do you hear that? It is the sound of my heart breaking into pieces because you didn\u2019t give me the love I deserve. You knew how to find a way to deceive a girl who loved you like she has never loved before. You never gave me the love I craved so much because you…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":9460,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9458","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/eric-ward-296302.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9458","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9458"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9458\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/9460"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9458"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9458"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9458"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}