{"id":9905,"date":"2020-08-08T13:18:46","date_gmt":"2020-08-08T13:18:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=9905"},"modified":"2022-02-27T01:36:39","modified_gmt":"2022-02-27T01:36:39","slug":"amado-de-verdad-no-me-haria-sentir-que-no-era-lo-suficientemente-bueno","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/amado-de-verdad-no-me-haria-sentir-que-no-era-lo-suficientemente-bueno\/","title":{"rendered":"Si me hubieras amado de verdad, no me habr\u00edas hecho sentir que no era lo suficientemente buena"},"content":{"rendered":"

Just because you walked away, it doesn\u2019t mean my pain is gone too. It doesn\u2019t mean that by walking away you erased all my feelings toward you or that you\u2019ve been able to delete all the memories I have.<\/p>\n

To be honest, I have no idea if I felt more down when we dated or now that you\u2019re gone. The worst part is that I\u2019m not sure you deserve any of it because I never really knew how you felt about me.<\/p>\n

Y aunque dijiste que era amor, tus acciones hablaban diferente<\/a>.<\/p>\n

For a long time, I thought we would make it if I did some things differently. But then when I think about what those things might have been, I can\u2019t find an answer because I gave my all in.<\/p>\n

I did everything I could and it still wasn\u2019t enough. Not that that\u2019s something new, as I have this feeling nada de lo que hice fue suficiente para ti<\/a>.<\/p>\n

And after all this time I wonder how it is possible that we didn\u2019t make it, when I loved you so much. How is it possible that we didn\u2019t make it when you said you loved me too?<\/p>\n

But if you had truly loved me, why would you have made me feel like I wasn\u2019t good enough?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"la<\/p>\n

No dejabas de compararme con los dem\u00e1s.<\/strong> You wanted me to be more like this or more like that. There were so many things you wanted from me and wanted me to change and I only wanted one thing from you\u2014to love me for who I was.<\/p>\n

Pero nunca me quisiste de verdad<\/a> porque nunca me aceptaste de verdad por lo que era. Nunca quisiste que fuera quien realmente era, siempre hab\u00eda algo en m\u00ed que te molestaba. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Por muchas cosas buenas que tuvi\u00e9ramos, segu\u00edas viendo s\u00f3lo las malas.<\/strong><\/p>\n

No dejabas de sacar a relucir mis imperfecciones.<\/strong> I know, I\u2019m far from perfect, but there is more to me than my imperfections. I\u2019m not all imperfect, there are things I really love about myself.<\/p>\n

Yo tambi\u00e9n tengo lados positivos y tengo m\u00e1s rasgos buenos que malos. Pero t\u00fa nunca fuiste capaz de ver los buenos porque s\u00f3lo te centraste en los malos.<\/p>\n

After a while, I started seeing myself through your eyes and I too didn\u2019t like what I saw.<\/p>\n

You kept making expectations that I couldn\u2019t reach.<\/strong> Nunca me diste nada a cambio, pero quer\u00edas que hiciera todo lo que me ped\u00edas.<\/p>\n

\"una<\/p>\n

Whenever you didn\u2019t like something about me, you asked me to change it. If I changed it, you\u2019d move to the next thing that bothered you about me and if I didn\u2019t, you kept complaining about it until I too started to hate it as well.<\/p>\n

Me cost\u00f3 mucho seguirte el ritmo y lo intent\u00e9 con todas mis fuerzas porque te quer\u00eda.<\/p>\n

Por otro lado, nunca me hiciste un hueco en tu vida.<\/strong> I never knew where I stood with you. And that\u2019s something no one should experience in love.<\/p>\n

Nadie deber\u00eda preguntarse nunca qu\u00e9 lugar ocupa en la vida de la persona a la que ama. Y ah\u00ed estaba yo, llena de amor por ti, pero sin ninguna promesa de futuro ni siquiera de que mi amor fuera correspondido.<\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t shake the feeling that it was me and that I wasn\u2019t good enough for you.<\/strong> I couldn\u2019t see myself with you when you never gave me a glimpse of hope, not a single kind gesture that would tell me that you found me worthy of my love.<\/p>\n

All I could think of was how I couldn\u2019t get anything right. And for so long I wondered how I got there and what was wrong until I finally realized that you weren\u2019t ready to settle.<\/a><\/p>\n

Nunca estuviste realmente preparado para dejar la persecuci\u00f3n y estar satisfecho con una sola chica.<\/strong> La posibilidad de que hubiera alguien mejor ah\u00ed fuera y de que te estuvieras conformando con menos segu\u00eda atorment\u00e1ndote.<\/p>\n

\"una<\/p>\n

Tambi\u00e9n estabas lejos de ser perfecto, pero supongo que ten\u00edas un narcisista muy bien disimulado en tu interior. Y esta parte fuerte de ti nunca pudo realmente conformarse, nunca quiso realmente conformarse.<\/p>\n

I realized it wasn\u2019t me and that it was anything too much wrong with me. No girl could ever be good enough for you because that\u2019s just who you are. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Pasar constantemente de una persona a otra, pero nunca poder estar satisfecho con uno mismo o con el lugar en el que uno se encuentra.<\/strong><\/p>\n

You said you loved me, but now I know it wasn’t love. You might\u2019ve loved the potential you saw in me, but that wasn\u2019t true love. If it was, I wouldn\u2019t have constantly felt like I was not good enough.<\/p>\n

It wasn’t love because you\u2019re too scared to love. And it\u2019s not that I\u2019m not good enough, it\u2019s that no other could ever be good enough; after all, you never meant to stay to begin with.<\/strong><\/p>\n

So good luck with your chase for the perfect one, but I\u2019m done mistaking what you gave me for love. I\u2019m done bringing myself down because you couldn\u2019t accept or love me for who I was.<\/p>\n

Me quiero tal como soy, con todas mis imperfecciones y todos mis lados buenos, y s\u00e9 que alguien tambi\u00e9n lo har\u00e1.<\/p>\n

\"Si<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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