{"id":99364,"date":"2020-09-21T16:07:49","date_gmt":"2020-09-21T16:07:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/herway.net\/?p=99364"},"modified":"2022-02-06T17:01:23","modified_gmt":"2022-02-06T17:01:23","slug":"nunca-me-quisiste-de-verdad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/nunca-me-quisiste-de-verdad\/","title":{"rendered":"S\u00e9 lo bastante hombre para admitir la verdad: nunca me quisiste de verdad"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Por una vez, s\u00f3lo por una vez, al menos esta \u00faltima vez, s\u00e9 un hombre y admite la verdad. Admite que <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/como-amar-a-una-mujer-que-nunca-fue-amada\/\">nunca me quisiste de verdad<\/a>. Por favor, al menos me debes la verdad.<\/p>\n<p>Don&#8217;t try to fool me like you always did and say how you care for me and love me in your own way because <b><i>if you think that all of that you put me through was love, then I can&#8217;t even imagine how you treat people you don&#8217;t love.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n<p>No, I don&#8217;t want to say people you hate because I know you didn&#8217;t hate me. How could you hate someone who never gave you any reason to?<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s just not possible, no matter how bad a person you are or how cruel your heart is.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Todo lo que te di fue mi amor puro, honesto e incondicional. Sab\u00edas que te amaba con todo mi ser y aun as\u00ed me utilizaste a m\u00ed y a mis sentimientos.<\/p>\n<p><b><i>Nunca te ped\u00ed que me quisieras m\u00e1s porque era sencillamente imposible. Nunca esper\u00e9 que me quisieras igual, s\u00f3lo quer\u00eda que me quisieras.<\/i><\/b> No importa de qu\u00e9 manera ni cu\u00e1nto.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-99375 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-leaning-on-rail.jpg\" alt=\"mujer con rebeca gris apoyada en una barandilla\" width=\"800\" height=\"534\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-leaning-on-rail.jpg 800w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-leaning-on-rail-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-leaning-on-rail-768x513.jpg 768w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-leaning-on-rail-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-leaning-on-rail-720x481.jpg 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>That was also wrong, I know that now. I deserve someone who&#8217;ll rock my whole world.<\/p>\n<p>I deserve a guy who&#8217;ll be present in every moment of my life, showering me with his love and affection. I deserve to be loved to the core or not at all.<\/p>\n<p>I remember how you used to call me your little birdie at the beginning of our relationship because, as you said, I&#8217;m so full of life, always singing and sharing happiness and love wherever I go.<\/p>\n<p><i>Well, this little birdie can&#8217;t fly anymore. Her melody became sad and sorrowful. She&#8217;s now full of hate. It&#8217;s all your fault, you broke her wings. <\/i><a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/love\/carta-abierta-man-broke-pieces\/\"><i>La rompiste<\/i><\/a><i>. T\u00fa con tu fr\u00edo y oscuro coraz\u00f3n.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Don&#8217;t flatter yourself, I don&#8217;t hate you. My heart is done with you. It doesn&#8217;t have any emotions for you anymore.<\/p>\n<p>I hate myself for opening my heart to a man who didn&#8217;t know what to do with it.<\/p>\n<p><b><i>Me odio por haberte permitido tener mi coraz\u00f3n en la palma de tu mano para que pudieras tirarlo y luego pisotearlo, una y otra vez.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-99377 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-looking-at-the-left.jpg\" alt=\"mujer mirando a la izquierda cerca del mar\" width=\"800\" height=\"534\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-looking-at-the-left.jpg 800w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-looking-at-the-left-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-looking-at-the-left-768x513.jpg 768w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-looking-at-the-left-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-looking-at-the-left-720x481.jpg 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Ahora, he aprendido que tengo que mantener mi coraz\u00f3n cerrado. Y lo he cerrado e inmediatamente he escondido la llave. Un chico que entre en mi vida despu\u00e9s de ti tendr\u00e1 que esforzarse mucho para encontrar esa llave.<\/p>\n<p>He&#8217;ll have to prove to me that he is worthy of letting him into my heart.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;ll be different the next time I let someone into my life for sure.<\/p>\n<p>You see, you managed to find a way to the deepest chambers of my heart and I let you stay there for too long, even though I understood a long time ago that you didn\u2019t deserve to be in my heart at all.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s a place I keep only for myself from now on. I&#8217;ll never again allow anyone to take that place. I&#8217;ll never again love anyone from the bottom of my heart.<\/p>\n<p>That bottom of my heart is reserved only for me and I&#8217;ll never again love anyone more than I love myself.<\/p>\n<p>I feel like I&#8217;m not made for this world. <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/love\/una-carta-al-hombre\/\">I&#8217;m too good <\/a>for it, for fake people like you. I&#8217;m naive, my feelings are honest, my heart is pure. I&#8217;m everything you never were and never will be.<\/p>\n<p>Era tan duro ver un coraz\u00f3n tan c\u00e1lido y puro que se consum\u00eda cada d\u00eda un poco m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-99380 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-looking-through-window.jpg\" alt=\"mujer rubia con tatuaje mirando por la ventana\" width=\"800\" height=\"534\" srcset=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-looking-through-window.jpg 800w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-looking-through-window-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-looking-through-window-768x513.jpg 768w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-looking-through-window-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/woman-looking-through-window-720x481.jpg 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Don&#8217;t worry, I&#8217;m changing. I&#8217;m slowly and finally changing. I&#8217;m still learning how to deal with fake people with even more fake emotions.<\/p>\n<p>No, <b><i>I&#8217;m not saying that my heart will turn into ice. I&#8217;m not saying that I&#8217;m changing <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/aprender-a-no-estar-disponible\/\">convertirse en una mujer sin coraz\u00f3n<\/a>. I&#8217;ll just try to learn to use my heart less.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n<p>Tengo que admitir que eres una de las personas m\u00e1s inteligentes que he conocido. Has jugado conmigo, <a href=\"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/love\/carta-abierta-hombre-herido\/\">me traicion\u00f3<\/a>&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>You put me through hell and never cared about me because you knew that I loved you that much that I wouldn&#8217;t mind some burns just to keep you by my side.<\/p>\n<p>After all, I realized that my heart isn&#8217;t the only broken one here. There is something wrong with yours too because it&#8217;s incapable of love and that&#8217;s one of its main functions.<\/p>\n<p>I know I&#8217;m going to find a cure and heal mine but you&#8217;ll never be able to heal yours. And my dear, that&#8217;s my victory.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For once, just for once, at least this one last time, be a man and admit the truth. Admit that you never really loved me. Please, you at least owe me the truth. Don&#8217;t try to fool me like you always did and say how you care for me and love me in your own&#8230;<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":99374,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-99364","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/Be-Man-Enough-To-Admit-The-Truth-You-Never-Really-Loved-Me.jpg",800,534,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99364","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=99364"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99364\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/99374"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=99364"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=99364"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=99364"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}