Mi sono abbattuta per cos\u00ec tanto tempo.<\/strong> I hated myself for not having you and accepting the fact that I don\u2019t actually have you anymore was as painful as the heartbreak itself.<\/p>\n At some point, I hated myself for losing you. And I kept thinking it was my fault and that if I tried harder if I did some things differently, we might\u2019ve still been together. But there isn\u2019t anything else I could have done to make you stay.<\/p>\n Vi ho dato il meglio di me.<\/strong> I tried harder than I have ever tried and although I wasn\u2019t perfect, I tried to be perfect just for you. I accepted you just the way you are with all your imperfections, but you were never really ready to do the same for me.<\/p>\n That\u2019s when I realized I actually did all I could, but even that wasn\u2019t enough to make you stay. Because you were never truly meant to stay.<\/p>\n Per molto tempo sono rimasta depressa. Per molto tempo mi sono intrappolata nel passato, riproducendo vecchi film nella mia testa e cercando di capire tutto quello che era successo.<\/strong><\/p>\n I had trouble getting out of the bed and when I actually made myself get up, I\u2019d stand in front of the mirror and watch the stranger staring back at me. And seeing a stranger in the mirror can be pretty ugly you know.<\/p>\n I\u2019ve heard so many people with different resolutions for this year. But I only have one\u2014to stop beating myself down and finally accept the truth.<\/strong><\/p>\n I think I\u2019m finally ready to accept it wasn\u2019t my fault.<\/strong> Mi hai trattato male comunque e poi te ne sei andato.<\/p>\n Invece di abbracciare la mia vita una volta la tossicit\u00e0 mi ha lasciato<\/a>Sono rimasta aggrappata al dolore che mi hai causato.<\/p>\n You have this habit of making me feel like everything’s my fault and I guess when you walked away from my life, you left that one part of you to forever remain carved into my skin.<\/p>\n And for a long time, it stayed a part of me as well, but now I\u2019m finally ready to wash away all your marks on my skin.<\/p>\n I\u2019m finally capable of understanding that nothing I did could make you stay.<\/strong> I went through the mourning phase, I went through my anger phase and now I\u2019m finally at the acceptance phase.<\/p>\n And in this phase, I\u2019m accepting that you were just another toxic person in my life that I didn\u2019t notice right away.<\/p>\n That you\u2019re just someone who entered my life to teach me a lesson, break my heart and someone who was bound to walk away once his job was done.<\/p>\n But I feel that the hell you\u2019ve put me through and the hell I put myself through somehow made me feel stronger.<\/p>\n I\u2019ve finally got on good terms with myself to be able to accept that it\u2019s not that I wasn\u2019t good enough.<\/strong><\/p>\n Because in life, if the person makes you feel like you\u2019re not good enough, it\u2019s the person that\u2019s wrong and not something with you.<\/p>\n You constantly made me feel this way. You made me feel like nothing I did was either enough or right. And this year I\u2019m finally ready to accept it was you who wasn\u2019t right.<\/p>\n![\"una](\"https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/a-sad-Asian-woman-is-sitting-by-the-window-with-a-smartphone-in-her-hands.jpg\")
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