I am not threatening to leave you. It\u2019s not one of those games women play to get a man\u2019s attention<\/a>. There is no need for that. I don\u2019t want your attention.<\/p>\n I don\u2019t want anything from you anymore. I am tired. I am exhausted and I am done.<\/p>\n Don\u2019t think for a second it\u2019s easy. This is the hardest thing I ever had to do.<\/p>\n In spite of everything you\u2019ve done to me, I still love you. But you taught me love isn\u2019t enough.<\/p>\n This love I feel for you is not healthy, it\u2019s destroying me bit by bit and I have to run for my life before it draws me under completely.<\/p>\n I know that you don\u2019t get it. I know that you don\u2019t see it. Because how can I leave you when I should be happy to be in your presence? <\/strong><\/p>\n You really think highly of yourself. It\u2019s partly in your narcissistic nature and it\u2019s partly my fault because I boosted your ego. I put you on a pedestal. I made you the ruler of my world.<\/strong><\/p>\n All'epoca non ne ero consapevole. Ti ho solo detto quello che provavo davvero per te. In qualche modo, hai usato il mio affetto e la mia ammirazione per te contro di me.<\/p>\n Ti sentivi al sicuro sapendo come mi sentivo. Non c'era rischio che andassi da nessuna parte finch\u00e9 ti guardavo con gli occhi pieni d'amore.<\/p>\n Hai respirato superiorit\u00e0 e io l'ho assecondata inconsapevolmente. Pretendevi spiegazioni per ogni mia mossa.<\/p>\n Ti \u00e8 sempre piaciuto avere il controllo. Ti sei sentito in diritto di decidere per me, di dirmi che sbagliavo sempre.<\/p>\n Tutto era sempre colpa mia, anche quando la colpa era tua.<\/p>\n Sapevi raccontare una storia cos\u00ec bene da ingannarmi anche quando sapevo che la verit\u00e0 era dalla mia parte.<\/p>\n You would say things like, \u201cThat didn\u2019t happen,\u201d or, \u201cYou must have imagined it,\u201d so it made me doubt my own eyes and way of reasoning. Or you would simply change the topic.<\/p>\n You messed with my mind so badly. I couldn\u2019t tell apart reality from the things you were telling me. I felt like I was losing my mind.<\/p>\n
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