Ho sempre pensato che avrei trovato un uomo di cui mi sarei innamorata e che avremmo vissuto per sempre felici e contenti. Pensavo che una volta incontrata una persona speciale, sarebbe stata la mia persona, la mia anima gemella e il mio vero partner.<\/p>\n
But unfortunately, that didn\u2019t happen. Instead, I met a person who was anything but good. And the worst part was that I could see signs screaming that he was bad from miles away but I still decided to give him a chance.<\/p>\n
Ero ingenua e pensavo che l'amore potesse cambiare chiunque, anche lui che era cos\u00ec incasinato.<\/p>\n
So, our story began\u2014the one where I suffered, and he got all that he had ever wanted. It was so easy to control me because I fell in love with him, thinking that after some time passed, he would fall in love with me too.<\/p>\n
But that wasn\u2019t something that he wanted.<\/p>\n
Invece, voleva una ragazza che facesse le cose come voleva lui, che lo amasse e perdonasse i suoi errori che avrebbe ripetuto pi\u00f9 e pi\u00f9 volte.<\/p>\n
He wanted a girl who kept her mouth shut because he always had something smart to say. He was happy seeing that I was a bird in a cage but this time it wasn\u2019t a golden one.<\/p>\n
Era una gabbia piena di miseria e di dolore, quella in cui mi sentivo cos\u00ec male, che gli dava la possibilit\u00e0 di distruggermi.<\/p>\n
I once loved a man who couldn\u2019t love me back.<\/strong> Maybe that was just his decision because if he had loved me he wouldn\u2019t have hurt me so badly.<\/p>\n Non \u00e8 una cosa che si fa alle persone che si amano. L'ho amato con tutto il mio cuore e la mia anima, pensando che sarebbe cambiato e che mi stava maltrattando solo perch\u00e9 aveva dei problemi nella sua vita.<\/p>\n But now I know that I shouldn\u2019t have made excuses for him. From the first time he treated me like I didn\u2019t deserve, I should have left him. But, at that time, I wasn\u2019t strong enough to do that.<\/p>\n Una volta ho amato un uomo che mi ha promesso una vita che meritavo.<\/strong> Invece mi ha fatto vivere un inferno in cui dovevo sacrificare tutto per farlo sentire felice.<\/p>\n