{"id":13595,"date":"2019-11-30T14:32:52","date_gmt":"2019-11-30T14:32:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=13595"},"modified":"2021-08-12T13:39:07","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T13:39:07","slug":"la-verita-rifiuta-il-piano-di-riserva","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/la-verita-rifiuta-il-piano-di-riserva\/","title":{"rendered":"La verit\u00e0 \u00e8 che mi rifiuto di essere il vostro piano di riserva"},"content":{"rendered":"

La verit\u00e0 \u00e8 che avrei dovuto saperlo meglio. Avrei dovuto ascoltare il lato logico. Avrei dovuto scrivere tutti i pro e i contro su un foglio di carta per capire cosa fosse meglio per me.<\/p>\n

Here\u2019s a hint\u2014it wasn\u2019t you. I should never have been that impulsive as to make decisions while completely smitten by you.<\/p>\n

But what can you do when your heart already chooses for you? Who am I to fight my own heart? Right from the start, you know that\u2019s the battle you will lose.<\/p>\n

Pensavo davvero che tu fossi la persona con la quale avrei trascorso il resto della mia vita<\/a>. L'unica pecca \u00e8 che lei aveva altri programmi.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Ero impotente.<\/p>\n

Mi hai preso in giro. Mi hai trascinato con te, anche se sapevi che non saremmo mai stati insieme.<\/p>\n

Hai tradito la mia fiducia anche se sapevi che mi ci \u00e8 voluto molto tempo per dartela.<\/p>\n

You knew what I\u2019d been through and instead of letting me go, you ferirmi<\/a> ancora di pi\u00f9.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Mi hai tradito.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t have to touch or kiss another woman. You cheated on my heart because you lied to me.<\/p>\n

You pretended to be something that you were not, but you couldn\u2019t lie for that long. You got sick of lying and your perfect mask fell so that I could see your true face.<\/p>\n

Finalmente ho potuto vedere il vero mostro che eri.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Cerco sempre di farmi venire in mente alcune domande. Perch\u00e9 sei stato con me fin dall'inizio? Ero una specie di premio che dovevi avere? Perch\u00e9 hai cercato cos\u00ec tanto di sedurmi?<\/p>\n

I suppose that at some point you really liked me, but I don\u2019t understand why you lied to me. You could have done me a favor and let me go before it was too late and my heart was shattered into thousands of pieces.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t like the person I was. I\u2019m no longer that person, I\u2019ve lost her and I have to find her again because she was the best version of myself that I could ever be. You weren\u2019t happy with who I was and you thought you could change me.<\/p>\n

Pensavi di poter svuotare tutto di me e di poterlo riempire con il tuo giusto sapore.<\/strong><\/em>
\nAt some point, I think you managed to do that. But, today I thank God that you did because if you hadn\u2019t, I would still be stuck in a nowhere relationship, in the gray zone, unaware of what was happening to me.<\/p>\n

Preferisco essere distrutto e solo che completamente ignaro in tua presenza. <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

E ho scelto questo. Ho scelto di lasciarti. Ho scelto di soffrire per dimenticarti.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Ho visto che mi hai cambiato<\/a> and I hated it. I hated myself for the person I\u2019d become. I looked myself in the mirror and I couldn\u2019t recognize myself anymore.<\/p>\n

I saw my eyes, they were familiar, and they were the same color. I saw my mouth, they were the right shape, but it wasn\u2019t me.<\/p>\n

Non ero io. Era una donna che mi somigliava e che io odiavo dal profondo del cuore.<\/p>\n

Mi merito molto pi\u00f9 di te.<\/p>\n

Merito di essere la donna che ero una volta.<\/p>\n

Merito di riportare la bellezza che mi hai tolto.<\/p>\n

Merito di sorridere di nuovo.<\/p>\n

I realized what happened to me too late. But I don\u2019t regret anything.<\/p>\n

I guess what I\u2019m really trying to say is thank you for everything.<\/p>\n

Sei stata solo un'altra lezione nella mia vita.<\/p>\n

Niente di pi\u00f9.<\/p>\n

\"La<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

The truth is, I should have known better. I should have listened to the logical side. I should have written all the pros and cons on a piece of paper to see what was best for me. Here\u2019s a hint\u2014it wasn\u2019t you. I should never have been that impulsive as to make decisions while completely…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":13597,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13595","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/taras-zaluzhny-539162.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13595","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13595"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13595\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/13597"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13595"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13595"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13595"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}