{"id":15235,"date":"2018-02-26T09:15:38","date_gmt":"2018-02-26T09:15:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=15235"},"modified":"2021-08-12T11:23:12","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T11:23:12","slug":"tempo-dimenticare-sentire-ricordare-meritare","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/tempo-dimenticare-sentire-ricordare-meritare\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00c8 ora di dimenticare ci\u00f2 che sento e di ricordare ci\u00f2 che mi merito"},"content":{"rendered":"

It\u2019s not that I don\u2019t love you. I do. With all of my heart. With that crazy kind of love which burns from inside, brightens up my day and gives the silence to my night. I love our story, the way we fell in love so madly that it left me wondering how could I ever have thought that I\u2019m unlovable. It left me wondering whether the living before you was living at all? But right now, all I\u2019m thinking about is gathering my strength to leave. Because, you see, I\u2019m in love with you deeply and madly, but I\u2019m done hurting. I\u2019m done waiting for you because love alone is not enough.<\/span><\/p>\n

It\u2019s time for me to forget how your embrace feels and remember that I deserve <\/b>pi\u00f9 che fissare lo schermo vuoto<\/b><\/a>.<\/b> I love how you make me feel safe and how good it feels to lose myself in you\u2014just listening to your heartbeat and breathing in sync. But I don\u2019t deserve the pain of staring at the empty screen. I don\u2019t deserve all those nights I spent wondering what did I wrong. I don\u2019t deserve to wonder whether you still love me. I need you to show it to me. Your words mean nothing. Sadly, they no longer do.<\/span><\/p>\n

It\u2019s time for me to forget how your lips feel on mine and remember that I deserve more than whatever this is now.<\/b> Do you have any idea how it hurts to feel lonely next to you? How it hurts to smile only when I\u2019m remembering how it used to be? I deserve to be happy, too. I deserve someone who will try and fight for me. I deserve someone who will make me feel like I\u2019m actually worth the fight, not that I\u2019m a burden. But no matter what is say and what I do, you just can\u2019t see the pain in me. You can\u2019t see the tears in my eyes and hear the shaking of my voice. You refused to see the distance between us and now, it has become too late.<\/span><\/p>\n

It\u2019s time for me to let go of all those memories that are binding me to you and remember that I deserve more than just reliving them.<\/b> I deserve to make my dreams come true. I deserve a chance to make them happen. But I don\u2019t deserve to <\/span>mettere la mia vita in attesa<\/span><\/a> solo perch\u00e9 la tua potesse fiorire. Ero pi\u00f9 che pronto a farlo perch\u00e9 ti amo, davvero. Ma non una volta mi hai mostrato che sei pronto a fare lo stesso per me. Non una volta mi hai mostrato che ti importa abbastanza da darmi sostegno. Non si \u00e8 mai trattato di noi, ma sempre di te. Solo tu.<\/span><\/p>\n

It\u2019s time for me to forget how much I love you and remember that you don\u2019t deserve me anymore.<\/b> You don\u2019t deserve my heart, my love, my emotions. You no longer deserve them because you never knew how to give them back. You never knew how to make me feel loved, and I can\u2019t keep on fighting for the both of us. You no longer deserve my support because you never realized that for a relationship, it takes two. It takes sacrifices from both of us. It takes us fighting together, not just me by myself. <\/span>L'amore da solo non basta<\/span><\/a>.<\/span><\/p>\n

L'amore da solo non asciugher\u00e0 le mie lacrime che tu hai causato<\/b>. Love alone will not mend my broken heart, the one that you broke. Love alone cannot make this work, no matter how badly I want it. I need you to show me that you care, that you are willing to work with me. I need you to show me that you mean it when you say that you love me. I need to feel it, not just hear it. Because I\u2019m sick of your words. I\u2019m sick of broken promises and hoping in vain. And you and me both know that I deserve more than this.<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

It\u2019s not that I don\u2019t love you. I do. With all of my heart. With that crazy kind of love which burns from inside, brightens up my day and gives the silence to my night. I love our story, the way we fell in love so madly that it left me wondering how could I…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":15244,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29618],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15235","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-moving-on"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29618,"label":"moving on"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/alex-iby-193301.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29618,"name":"moving on","slug":"moving-on","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29618,"taxonomy":"category","description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","parent":38,"count":200,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29618,"category_count":200,"category_description":"When nothing else works - inspiring stories about moving on are bound to help you let go of people and situations you never thought you could live without.\r\n","cat_name":"moving on","category_nicename":"moving-on","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15235","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15235"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15235\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/15244"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15235"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15235"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15235"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}