{"id":15804,"date":"2020-07-06T11:32:45","date_gmt":"2020-07-06T11:32:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=15804"},"modified":"2021-08-12T13:09:51","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T13:09:51","slug":"me-ne-vado-sono-fottutamente-stanco-di-un-amore-a-meta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/me-ne-vado-sono-fottutamente-stanco-di-un-amore-a-meta\/","title":{"rendered":"Me ne vado perch\u00e9 sono fottutamente stanco del tuo amore a met\u00e0"},"content":{"rendered":"

You don\u2019t get to choose whether you hurt me or not. You don\u2019t get to choose to say how your love is supposed to make me feel. Because there wasn\u2019t that much of a love to feel anyway.<\/p>\n

And that\u2019s something you never seemed to understand \u2014 that love is not about making someone feel like they are the last resort.<\/p>\n

Love is not about making someone feel like they\u2019re not even one of the options, while everything they want to be is the only choice.<\/p>\n

You see, you don\u2019t get to choose how strong your love is. Because you showed me none of it.<\/p>\n

E ora che <\/b>I\u2019m walking away<\/b><\/a>, vuoi che rimanga.<\/b><\/p>\n

You\u2019re promising me suns and stars, a love so crazy that will make me feel like I\u2019m flying, without even realizing that your \u2018love\u2019 was drowning me in my own tears.<\/p>\n

\"giovane<\/p>\n

You\u2019re promising me a lifelong love but you couldn\u2019t even last ten months. Your love wore off like a cheap perfume on a hot summer\u2019s day. It simply vanished and soon enough, habit replaced it.<\/p>\n

E tu hai ancora cercato di farmi credere che quello che c'era tra noi era amore, che era cos\u00ec. Che questo era l'aspetto del vero amore.<\/p>\n

Ma l'amore non dovrebbe farmi sentire meno degno. L'amore non dovrebbe lasciarmi a chiedermi cosa diavolo c'\u00e8 di sbagliato in me.<\/p>\n

Why don\u2019t you love me the way you used to? The way you promised you would?<\/p>\n

And now that I have had enough, you\u2019re making another promise you can\u2019t keep.<\/b><\/p>\n

You know you can\u2019t. You know you\u2019re incapable of truly committing to someone. You know you\u2019re incapable of loving anyone as much as you love yourself.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

And I\u2019m done with this half-assed love. Because you and me both know that Mi merito di pi\u00f9 <\/a> . You know that I deserve so much more than this label-less shit you\u2019re putting me through.<\/p>\n

Always saying how you hate labels but without even realizing that you already did it \u2014 you made us quella coppia <\/i> .<\/p>\n

Quella coppia che ha avuto un grande inizio ma che si \u00e8 esaurita cos\u00ec in fretta. Peccato. Quella coppia che aveva una grande chimica ma che \u00e8 scomparsa. Peccato.<\/p>\n

Quella coppia che aveva un grande futuro davanti a s\u00e9 ma \u00e8 rimasta bloccata nel passato. La vergogna. Quella coppia. Sempre quella coppia.<\/p>\n

And I don\u2019t want to be part of \u2018 that couple\u2019 <\/i> pi\u00f9.<\/p>\n

And now that my strength has worn off, you\u2019re trying to undermine my walls.<\/b><\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

I let you in once and, trust me, that\u2019s not a mistake I\u2019m going to make ever again. I decided to trust you, only to have my trust played.<\/p>\n

Ho deciso di abbassare le mie mura, solo perch\u00e9 tu lasciassi il mio cuore in rovina. Ho deciso di darti tutto me stesso, per ricevere in cambio solo dolore.<\/p>\n

E tu eri ancora troppo cieco per accorgerti di tutti questi muri che si rialzavano. Eri troppo cieco per vedere che stavo andando alla deriva e tu eri il vento che mi spingeva.<\/p>\n

Le tue azioni, il tuo amore a met\u00e0, tu. Non io. Non le mie paure. Tu.<\/p>\n

And now that I\u2019m leaving, you want to pull me back.<\/b><\/p>\n

Now that I finally see my way out of this hell, you\u2019re trying to lure me back in. Now that I have finally found my blessing, you\u2019re offering me your curse once more. But I can\u2019t keep on hoping you\u2019ll change.<\/p>\n

\"donna<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t keep on living in a hell you\u2019re calling love. Because I have had enough of wondering every single morning if you will call me back.<\/p>\n

Ne ho abbastanza di addormentarmi da sola ogni maledetta notte. Ne ho abbastanza di essere costantemente wondering if I\u2019m enough <\/a> .<\/p>\n

If I\u2019m the reason for your distance. If I\u2019m the reason you\u2019re so cold. I deserve more than this. I deserve to wake up to a \u2018good morning\u2019 message.<\/p>\n

I deserve to fall asleep knowing I\u2019m falling asleep next to you. I deserve never to wonder how I could ever think I was not enough.<\/p>\n

And let\u2019s face it, you\u2019re incapable of giving me any of those.<\/p>\n

So, farewell darling, I have finally had enough of being your last resort. It\u2019s time I became someone\u2019s priority.<\/p>\n

\"Me<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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