{"id":16119,"date":"2020-10-12T08:45:49","date_gmt":"2020-10-12T08:45:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=16119"},"modified":"2022-02-27T02:32:47","modified_gmt":"2022-02-27T02:32:47","slug":"ho-mentito-abbastanza","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/ho-mentito-abbastanza\/","title":{"rendered":"Ne ho abbastanza delle vostre bugie"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ho sprecato anni della mia vita con te e ora mi rendo conto di non conoscerti nemmeno. Non so chi sei a causa delle tue bugie.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know who the person I loved for so long was. Did I ever see your true face or have I loved someone imaginary all of this time?<\/p>\n

Quando ti ho incontrato per la prima volta, ho pensato che fossi perfetto.<\/p>\n

You presented yourself as a loving and caring guy who would move the world for my sake. I didn\u2019t believe you at first, but you tried very hard to convince me that you were the one for me.<\/p>\n

Mi dicevi che eri diverso da tutti gli altri ragazzi e che dovevo fidarmi di te. E hai cercato di dimostrarmi anche questo.<\/p>\n

You were giving me more attention and love than anyone before you. Even though I didn\u2019t want to give myself completely to you, you were chasing me.<\/p>\n

You just wouldn\u2019t give up on me. You were always there for me and always ready to help me with my problems.<\/p>\n

E dopo un po', anche se una voce interna mi diceva che eri troppo bello per essere vero, mi sono permesso di credere nel tuo amore.<\/p>\n

\"l'uomo<\/p>\n

Ho abbassato la guardia. Ho strappato tutti i miei muri e ti ho lasciato entrare completamente.<\/p>\n

Ma, invece di goderci il nostro amore insieme, \u00e8 stato allora che sei cambiato.<\/p>\n

All'improvviso, ho iniziato a notare le tue bugie<\/a> and deceptions. At first, those were all white lies and I wasn\u2019t taking your lying seriously.<\/p>\n

Ma poi ho visto che non eri affatto l'uomo che mi avevi rassicurato di essere. Credo che tu abbia visto che mi avevi completamente in pugno, cos\u00ec hai pensato che fosse il momento di mostrare tutti i tuoi veri colori.<\/p>\n

S\u00ec, avevi ragione, non eri come tutti gli altri ragazzi. Eri molto peggio. <\/b><\/p>\n

I know there are some things most men lie about, but you lied about literally everything\u2014about the little things and about the big ones.<\/p>\n

In quel momento ho capito che la menzogna \u00e8 nella tua natura. Volevi nascondere la tua vera personalit\u00e0, cercando di presentarti come senza peccato.<\/p>\n

Ma la verit\u00e0 era completamente diversa. In realt\u00e0 lei ha condotto una doppia vita per tutto questo tempo.<\/p>\n

Lei era un giocatore che mi ha mentito in faccia <\/a> , a man who was cheating on me for years and it took me a long time to realize that. Even when I had signs, when I knew something was wrong, I didn\u2019t want to accept the truth.<\/p>\n

\"la<\/p>\n

You may say I was foolish for believing you when everything was pretty much clear, but I had no other choice. I knew how much I loved you and I thought I couldn\u2019t live without you.<\/p>\n

But, I also couldn\u2019t stand being with someone who was lying to me and who was constantly cheating on me. So, I decided it was better to start lying to myself and pretending like I knew nothing about your deceptions.<\/p>\n

But, that state I was in couldn\u2019t last forever.<\/p>\n

Prima o poi ho dovuto affrontare la verit\u00e0. Dovevo capire che non eri mai stato completamente onesto con me, che mi stavi usando solo per aumentare il tuo ego, che nessuna di quelle ragazze era tua amica o collega e che avresti rifatto tutto da capo.<\/p>\n

I had to understand that even your \u201cI love you\u201d was a lie. Because you don\u2019t lie to a person you love <\/a> .<\/p>\n

Non sei mai stato abbastanza uomo da ammettere tutte le tue azioni sbagliate e non sei mai stato abbastanza maturo da assumerti la responsabilit\u00e0 delle tue azioni.<\/b><\/p>\n

Tutti commettiamo degli errori nella vita e probabilmente vi perdonerei per la maggior parte dei vostri, solo se foste onesti con me.<\/p>\n

Ma, quando mi avete mentito, mi avete tolto la libert\u00e0 di scelta. Hai preso decisioni al posto mio e hai insultato la mia intelligenza.<\/b> supponendo che non sarei mai arrivato in fondo ai vostri inganni.<\/p>\n

You didn\u2019t lie by accident\u2014 \u00e8 stata la tua ripetuta decisione di mentirmi consapevolmente e questa \u00e8 una cosa che non potr\u00f2 mai perdonarti.<\/b><\/p>\n

\"la<\/p>\n

After a lot of time, I\u2019ve finally had enough. After I caught you lying so many times, after I\u2019ve given you the benefit of the doubt for more times than you deserved, I came to the point where I couldn\u2019t stand looking at myself in the mirror anymore.<\/p>\n

I just couldn\u2019t believe that I allowed you to feed me with your lies and that I acted like I was enjoying it. I started feeling sorry for myself and I was afraid I\u2019d lose my mind.<\/p>\n

Vede, per sopravvivere ho dovuto creare questa realt\u00e0 immaginaria in cui lei era un uomo onesto che meritava il mio rispetto.  <\/p>\n

In that alternative reality, all of your lies were just misunderstandings, all of your excuses made perfect sense and you weren\u2019t undermining my intelligence by constantly trying to deceive me. In that kind of scenario, you were the man we both wanted you to be.<\/p>\n

But, the reality is completely different. The reality is that you will never change and that you\u2019ll never respect me enough to start telling me the truth, no matter how harsh it is.<\/p>\n

Quindi, this is me telling you I\u2019m done<\/b> . I\u2019ve had more than enough of your lies and it\u2019s time for me to walk away from you. I gave you enough chances and you played with all of them.<\/p>\n

E no, non otterrete il mio perdono. Anche se potessi perdonarti per aver mentito <\/a> Non potr\u00f2 mai perdonarti per avermi trasformato nella donna pessimista e paranoica che sono oggi.<\/p>\n

E sappiamo entrambi che mi meritavo di pi\u00f9 da te. <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\"Ne<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I\u2019ve wasted years of my life on you and now I realize I don\u2019t even know you. I don\u2019t know who you are because of your lies. I don\u2019t know who the person I loved for so long was. Did I ever see your true face or have I loved someone imaginary all of this…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":123708,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29619],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16119","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories-love"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29619,"label":"stories"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/Ive-Had-Enough-Of-Your-Lies-1024x684.jpg",1024,684,true],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29619,"name":"stories","slug":"stories-love","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29619,"taxonomy":"category","description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","parent":38,"count":424,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29619,"category_count":424,"category_description":"To all the souls struggling with complicated love experiences: These heartfelt stories about love, heartbreak, and moving on will be your voice of wisdom.","cat_name":"stories","category_nicename":"stories-love","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16119","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16119"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16119\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/123708"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16119"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16119"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/it\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16119"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}